Title: The sibs

Title: The sibs

Name: Joy

Email: SleepingBeauty2@ziplip.com

Rating: PG-13

Max was now well into her sixth month of pregnancy and looked it. Logan was the ever present papa buzzing around as if Max was in need twenty-four seven. Bling & Cindy were keeping Max sane by helping her with exercise and escaping from Logan when the need arose. Fiona was trying to balance her brother's insanity over his impending child and Max's sibs, who were always working on the gene therapy with Jessica. At one point she went so far she lied to them saying they were headed to another research facility when actually she took them to Crash to relax. At least twice a week the whole family gathered together at the parents-to-be's penthouse for dinner. So far things were running pretty smoothly.

"Hello, my favorite wheelchair bound friend!" Fiona greeted Sebastian in the early evening a month into the genetic sequencing processing.

"Well hello my favorite widow friend!" Sebastian shot back.

Fiona laughed. "How they doing?" she said pointing through the glass at Krit, Zack and Jondy.

"They're working quickly. They have isolated the Manticore genes in each of their own sequences along with Max's. Jondy says she now understands herself so much better."
"Jondy says, huh? Getting to spend much time with the blonde beauty?" Fiona pried.

"Some conversations and some innocent flirting. I think I'm getting to her at least a little," Sebastian's mechanized voice said.

"You like her a lot don't you?"

"I finally found someone who is a match for my intellect and can understand what it's like to be me… You may love me, but you never would have considered me because of this chair…not that I blame you. You were only a teenager when I had a crush on you," he confessed.

"I never would have guessed," Fiona said touching Sebastian's hand.

"You had fallen hard and fast for Ryan by the time I felt like you were even old enough for me to consider you…You just never treated me differently… Jondy's like that. She will best me at every turn."

"Have you even gotten to have much time alone with her?" Fiona asked.

"Not really."

"I'll take care of that."

"Why?"

"Because I've never seen you this forward with anyone… Ya worried about getting involved?" she asked.

"With a Chimera?" he asked not understanding the question.

"No… Just a woman. INVOLVED generally implies a certain level of physical contact," Fiona said with turned out a hip that she had picked up from her time with Max.

"I have access to things to help with that… I just never had any inducements to use them before."

"You are a strange man Sebastian…" Fiona said contemplating the situation.

"And you love me."

"Yes, I do."

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"How's it going all?" Fiona asked sauntering into the lab.

"Frustration abounds!" Krit said from behind his microscope.

"Well, I come bearing music."

"What?" Zack asked.

"There's a song I've been meaning to play for you but I think you'll all enjoy it. I think it should become the X-5 anthem. I have fantasies about pumping it into Manticore and seeing what happens," Fiona said with an evil grin leaning up against Zack.

"Fantasies huh?" he looked up at his pseudo big sister. She winked at him.

"What song is it?" Krit asked as both he and Jondy emerged from behind their microscopes watching Fiona hook up a CD player.

"Pre-Pulse… Pre-my parents. It's Pink Floyd's Another Brick in the Wall." She pressed play causing the music to fill the room. The low base began its haunting melody as the voice of Roger Waters began to sing.

"We don't need no education

We don't need no thought control

No dark sarcasm in the classroom

Teachers leave them kids alone

Hey! Teachers! Leave them kids alone

All and all you're just

Another brick in the Wall

All and all you're just

Another brick in the Wall"

The siblings were gripped as the children's voices took over singing the lyrics. The idea seemed to wash over them. What would have happened if this song had been played at Manticore? Would others have escaped? Would there have been a revolt? The ideas danced in their heads.

"What do ya think?" Fiona asked.

"It's amazing!" Jondy said with a far off look.

"Who wrote that?" asked Krit.

"A guy named Roger Water's in the nineteen seventy's. That song was banned in a bunch of communist countries out of fear the youth would rise up against the authorities. Can you imagine? Countries being afraid of a song…of losing control," Fiona stated.

"I liked it…" Zack said in a small way seeking approval.

"You guys need a break. You've been cooped up in here to long. Zack, go call Rachel," she said playing with Zack's blonde hair a bit.

"Who's Rachel?" Krit asked.

Zack didn't respond. "My roommate," Jondy finally said.

"Why would he call and not you?" he asked.

Both women smiled at Zack. Fiona nudged him, "Go on. Tell him."

Zack sat with his hands in his lap. He stared at them for a minute playing with his fingers. He had been trying so hard to remain the toughest X-5 in front of Krit. Now he would admit his weakness. "'Cause we're dating… I guess," he said swallowing hard not looking up.

"Dating… Mr. 'phony sentimentality' is dating…a girl…a normal girl. Hell is freezing as we speak," was Krit's shocked reaction.

"Enough! Thanks Fi!" Zack said angrily crossing his arms.

"Hey… I meant it. Go call her. I'm sure she misses your voice," Fiona said soothing his hurt ego.

"Alright," he said slightly dejected.

"I'll take Krit for a drive," Fiona said.

"What'll I do?" Jondy asked.

"I'm sure our host will come up with something."

"Fiona, I'll stay here with Jondy," Krit said suddenly.

"Nah…come on," Fiona insisted.

Jondy and Krit searched each other's eyes for a moment before coming to some internal agreement. No one else noticed it…but it was still there. Something was there.

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"Nice bike," Krit observed. "Where we going?"

"I don't know… Just give Sebastian some time alone with Jondy," Fiona said with a smile.

Krit looked at her suspiciously, "Why would you do that?"

"Sebastian is a wonderful man that has taken an interest in your sister. Why shouldn't I encourage him?"

"I don't know… You think Jondy returns his feelings?" Krit asked cautiously.

"I'm not sure. Sebastian hopes so."

Krit looked a little forlorn as he and Fiona drove off.

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Zack picked up one of Sebastian's phones in a private room. The phone rang twice before the sweet sound of the female voice came on the line. "Hello."

"Hi Rachel," Zack said with a smile.

"Hey there… What a nice surprise. How's it going?"

"Good… Just wanted to hear your voice," he said quietly closing his eyes picturing her standing in the kitchen of her apartment. She was wear shorts and a tank top that showed off the ivory shoulders that he loved. He pictured her golden hair in a ponytail. He hoped she could feel him smile over the phone.

"Yeah…but I bet Jondy, Max, or Fiona had to prompt you to call," she said into the receiver with a smirk.

"Hey… I'm still learning how to do this. We didn't get classes in relationships at Manticore, let alone have people to model after. Forgive me that its not first nature?" he said sweetly.

"You know me…Military brat myself. I understand to some degree. Thanks for calling. How's the research going?" Rachel asked.

"Very good. We're almost through with the compound that Krit will be injected with. We already know it will either work or cause the complete opposite reaction than we want. Got to hope we're right about the serotonin level or Krit could be in real danger," Zack said mournfully. "I'd do it myself if I could."

"Now I wouldn't like that. I'm not there to hold your hand or anything," she said softly. "Besides you take on the weight of the world enough already."

"If I were going through this, you'd want to be here? Holding my hand?" Zack said with playfulness to his voice.

"Yes, I would."

"Another reason for me to be going through this and not Krit. I'd get to hold my gir… ah… friend's hand," Zack fumbled as he cursed himself for his stupidity.

"Your gir or friend? Which is it?" Rachel said from the other end of the phone.

Zack wished Fiona was there to help him through this one. "We just hadn't talked about it or said it out loud so I wasn't sure if I was being…" Zack babbled.

"I'll make it simpler… do you want me as your girlfriend or not?"

"That's not simpler Rachel…years of training up against desire. It all boils down to a few words that although they seem insignificant are very important and at the same time scary," Zack said with anxiety.

"Zack, I want to be with you… do you want to be with me? Don't think about the words…think about the feelings," Rachel insisted.

"I want to be with you."

"That's all I need… I'll take you anyway I can get you."

"Really?" Zack said slightly insecure.

"Yeah… I hate having these conversations over the phone. I'd really like you here for me to hold and to know this is real. I couldn't stand it if…"
"If what?"

"Just stupid insecurity. I trust you…and Jondy. She wouldn't let you hurt me," Rachel whispered.

"What are you afraid of Rachel?" Zack asked a little concerned.

A soft whimper came through the phone. "You travel all over the place to check on your siblings… Maybe…Maybe there's another roommate you look at the way you look at me." There it was- the fear.

"Rachel… I guess… I guess it's time to confess… There is only one other person I've ever even remotely felt for and … that… that was Max," Zack clenched his teeth waiting for her to recoil at the concept.

"Only Max?"

"Yeah."

"That must be awful for you… to be there and watch her be married and happy," Rachel said sympathetically.

"It was…until I met you. You didn't look at me the way other people did. You saw passed the wall around me," Zack said quietly.

"Benefit of being a Military Kid, you learn to look people in the eye and see their soul rather then their façade."

"I miss you… I miss you a lot. I want you to look into my eyes and see me," Zack said closing his eyes again hoping she would believe the intensity in his voice.

"I want to see you too."

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"So Krit, is my bike a good ride after all?" Fiona asked as they pulled up in front of Sebastian's.

"Very nice… Handles corners like a dream."

"Hey Zack!" Fi said as Zack blazed passed her. "Where's the fire?"

"Colorado!" He answered and took off on his bike. "Be back in a few days."

"That was interesting," Krit responded.

"Amazing what you'll do for love."

"How do you classify love?"

"I don't think you do. You're either in love or you aren't," Fiona responded.

"But how do you know?" Krit asked.

"It will hit you over the head one day and you'll look back and wonder why you didn't notice before."

"I see…" Krit said thoughtfully.

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"Jondy? What's wrong?" Sebastian's mechanized voice asked.

She sat at the dinner table hardly having eaten anything. She had pushed the food around and was not up for conversation. "Just tired I guess. I think I should head home."

Krit and Fiona walked into Jondy as she was leaving. "Jondy? You ok?" Krit said with concern holding her arms lightly as Fiona continued inside. Something told her things didn't go according to plan for Sebastian.

"Fine… I… I think I need to go home. Has Zack already headed out?" she asked.

"Actually he seems to have gone to Colorado…" Krit explained. Jondy's eyes searched for something in Krit's for a moment.

"It's been a long day… I'll go see Max."

"Make sure little Liam isn't giving her fits," he joked.

She half-heartedly smiled. She crossed in front of him to her bike. Krit stood watching Jondy ride off with a pain he couldn't identify.