Hello.

I'm here again.

When was the last time? Oh, yes . It was 10 years ago.


I remember it well.

The memories I have of you are still vivid in my
mind's eye, even though what I have right now are just
a bunch of memories, just that.

But memories that I will cherish no matter where I am
and what I am now. These are the ones that keep me
sane and alive in my ongoing quest for revenge and
redemption.

Somehow.

Funny thing about this , when you were still
standing, you didn't "exist" nor worth of anyone's
time and money. But now, you are a famous landmark
and, wow, they've also built you a memorial. Even in
Earth, if they ever talk about L2, there would always
be a mention of you in their history discussions and
political meetings , like you were some kind of
interesting topic that's worth making into a thesis or
something. I know, I've heard several of them myself.

I just wished that instead of that blasted memorial,
they've just used the money to rebuild you again. Or
put a foundation for kids like me..so that they
wouldn't live the life I've been through. Father
Maxwell would also be happier with that kind of
arrangement, too. Wherever he is now.

But of course, its like wishing for the growth spurt
I've never had.

Well, I know you want me to stay a little bit longer,
but I have to go - had to go hiding again. I just
dropped by for the flowers. Sister Helen always like
flowers. Hope you don't mind me putting this bouquet
on your steps. This was once our favorite spot. But
that was a long time ago.

So, bye for now, maybe if I survived this crazy war,
I'll come back and visit you again.

I hope.


***owari***






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