Hello there… I'm not going to tell you if this poem is set after the movie or the book Hannibal

Hello there… I'm not going to tell you if this poem is set after the movie or the book Hannibal. Actually I'm not going to give you even the point of view. You can interpret it any way you like.

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if I got the chance to do it all over again

would the choices I made still be the same

would I repeat the words I said to you then

if I knew after them in darkness I'd be fallen

though years has passed from that night

I sometimes wonder if what I did was right

and I think about how my life would be

if I haven't took the path I now see

the road I'm walking is from easy

my vision is blurred, my vision is dizzy

it feels like I have lost the truth

the voice inside me has been mute

no matter how hard I try to understand

I don't know why I got here where I stand

deep inside me I fear I chose wrong

I have denied myself for so long

but is there anything left for me to do

can things anymore change between me and you

or have I already sealed my destiny

have I doomed myself in endless misery

I would be really interested in how you see this. Who is the speaker, Hannibal or Clarice? After the film or after the book? Please be kind and share your vision with me.