~Four Days Later~
Padmé sat on her window
seat in her room. She looked up at the sky, it was a dull grey. It was
going to rain. She loved the rain. Smiling smugly to herself, she brought
her knees to her chest and hugged them tightly.
I wonder where Anakin
is....she thought to herself.
Wait, what am I thinking?
Anakin was a little boy when I last saw him. That guy was all grown up....
But then again, last time
I saw him was 10 years ago. It could have been him. His voice was so deep
and almost.....sexy?......
No no no no no no....I
have a boyfriend! Darien's a great guy. Sweet and kind and giving and.....
Anakin was giving...He
offered to get in theat podrace, for me!
Oh shut up! Stop thinking
of Anakinwhen you have a perfectly good guy wrapped around your little
finger! Darien's cute. I love his hair and his dark blue eyes.......
Anakin had light sky blue
eyes. Almost crystallike...
Oh would you stop it with
Anakin!It probably wasn't even him. Just a figment of your imagination.
You THOUGHT you heard his say "Anakin" ...it could have easily been "Anadin"
or "Anawin"
Yea.. see! it could have
been any other name.....NOT Anak---
Her iner battle with herself
was suddenly cut off by a shrill buzz on her nightstand. Shaking her head
she walked over and pushed the holo-vid 'on' button. A familiar face popped
onto the screen and smiled at her.
"How was your morning, Pookie?"
Did he just call me Pookie?
Ewww....
"Hi sweetie! It was fine..
I just curled up on my window seat waiting for the rain to come so I can
watch it." Padmé answered Darien, putting on a smile.
He crinckled his nose and
his eyebrows furrowed. "Waiting for the rain? You LIKE rain?"
"Uh-huh. Ever since I was
a child. It's soothing."
"Riiiight. Ok then. The reason
I contacted you was to apolozige..."
"For what?"
"Well, I can't make it to
dinner today. Master Bunta and I are going on a mission on Florenkina.
We should be back late tomorrow night."
Padmé put on a disappointed
look on her face and said, "Oh that's ok. We can't always see each other."
"Ok I'm glad your not mad....Oh!
I asked Skywalker to watch out for you. He said it's ok with him if it's
ok with you."
"Yea! Sure.. He's not ALL
bad, I guess." she joked. "So, I'll see you tomorrow sometime. Bye sweetie."
"Ok, Bye Pad." he said before
kissing the tips of his lips and blowing it toward her. Then the screen
went black, and Padmé let out a sigh of relief.
Why am I being like this?
WHY? Darien is so loving and all I do is lie and pretend I'm having a good
time. Why am I doing this?
Because your bored with
him.....Sure he's a great guy and he's fun loving but you need...Action!
Adventure! and.....Kinky sex?
What the...Where are YOU
coming from? Stop that nonsense right now!
Padmé stopped and
rubbed her temples. "Look at what your doing, Padmé... You're having
a fight with yourself!" she mumbled to herself. Standing up she grabbed
a coat and let herself out the door. Looking both ways, she thought of
who she felt like seeing.
Serena was to the right along
with Tinga and Lita. The dining hall was down to the left. And straight
ahead was the main recreational area for all the young Jedi. Buttoning
up her coat, she walked straight thinking to herself what she was going
to do.
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