Chapter One: Promises

Chapter One
Promises


Usagi tossed and turned all night. She knew it was her last night in Tokyo and her last night in Mamoru's apartment. Sleepless, she threw the covers off and got up. Wrapping the black bath robe tightly around her, Usagi went out to the balcony. Mamo…I miss you so much. Why couldn't it have been me that was killed? It feels like a nightmare. Below her, the sounds of Tokyo's night life lay before her. Memories floated through Usagi's mind. Pictures of her and Mamo dancing brought a small smile to her face. Usagi knew she'd never forget her Endiymon but she knew the pain wouldn't take her breath away forever. Looking up, Usagi looked at the sparkling night sky and the full shining moon. Whispering, Usagi smiled again. "I'll never forget you Mamo. We'll be together in Crystal Tokyo. Somehow." Looking down again, Usagi realized how easy a jump over the would be. Could I be so desperate that I'd actually kill myself? No. I won't. But I would be with Mamo again. Inadvertently, her body lifted her bare foot into a space between the decorative brick of the balcony. Even before she could finish thinking, Usagi found herself standing at the edge of ledge.
"Usagi…Don't…I want to talk to you." Breathless, Usagi looked behind her, giving a small shriek at the sight of Mamoru. His dark hair shimmering blue in the drenching moonlight. Concerned blue eyes looked at her, his arms open for her to run into. His all white attire shone against the dark backing of the apartment. Jumping back on to the floor of the balcony, Usagi ran into his arms, enveloping in a bear hug.
"Mamoru! Oh my gods! You're…I…We…You're dead!" Looking up to study his face, she gave a sight of relief, hoping that her first thoughts of a nightmare be true. His blue eyes warmly drank her in, the few days he spent away from had felt like a lifetime.
"Come inside Usako, I have much to tell you." With his arm around her shoulders, they walked into the apartment.

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"Usako, I am dead." Blinking, Usagi felt herself sink into the plush couch. Mamoru sat across from her on the love seat, seeming totally comfortable sitting in his apartment even though he is dead. "I have to talk to you. My Usako-chan, I can't let you stay mad at Rei. Rei never meant to hurt me. She is dying on the inside because her best friend hates her. Forgive her please my Serenity."
Disgusted, Usagi stood up angrily shouting, "You're Chad aren't you?! Don't you see that she's using you!" The calm that had temporarily settled over her was gone. "She's a murder and you still defend her!"
Jumping up with Usagi, Mamoru rushed towards her, grabbing her shoulders and shaking her once. "Do I look like Chad to you?! It's me Usagi! I love you and I can't stand to see you hating someone so close to you!"
Sobbing once again, Usagi shook her head. "Mamo, you're dead don't you know that? I'm leaving Tokyo too."
Letting Usagi go, Mamoru sighed. "You don't really believe that it's I do you?" Leaning forward, he gently kissed Usagi on the lips before stepping back. "Good bye my usako. Remember I'll always love you. Good Bye."
Before she knew it, he was gone. Was it a dream she had, to comfort herself? Looking at the still open balcony door, Usagi watched the sun rise. She had to get to the airport soon.