Dear Dawn,
"I'm sitting on my bed right now, thinking about what has happened to us in the past couple months. I'm really scared. And if you get this, it only means one thing. I didn't make it. I don't want you to be upset. This is supposed to comfort you.
It's really strange. Now thatI know you're the key, things are slipping. i'm starting to remeber my real life. I don't mean that to be mean. It's just different. It's sad. I miss you. It's weird thinking that I was an only child. We fought so much over the years.
I know I told everyone that people will die. But I'm pretty sure I will too. don't ask. It will be deja vu for you reaidng this. I could never kill you Dawn.
You're all I have. I killed Angel and metaphorically Riley but I've always had you. you tried to make me stay after I killed Angel. You were the only one who still liked me. (Or so I thought.) God everything feels so clear right now. I'm scared as hell but I'm calm.
If there was anything I regret I'm telling you know. 1. Eat more sushi. 2. Do more kid stuff before I became the Slayer 3. Save Kendra, Mom, Merrick, Jenny and everyone else I never could. 4. actually kill Dracula. (That guy was a pain.) 5. Kill Drusilla's ass. 6. Stop riley before he left. 7. Given Spike a chance.
I surprised ya on the last one, didn't I? I don't mean a really big chance. Just let him handle more stuff. Lately he's been so devoted, not just to me, but to you. I've seen it. He loves you like a sister. I hope he makes it. Honestly. He'll protect you. I believe it. He may protest but he's turned good. Still I hate to say it but I don't love him. In maybe a millenia I could learn. But get real Buffy. No one lives a millenia. At least breathing SLayers don't.
God I've been through a lot.6 apocolypses, Dracula, etc. I lasted a long time for a Slayer. Not the Slayer guiness book but awhile.
Ok now for the mushy. Please don't get sad if bad stuff happens. Whoever doesn't make it, we'll be with mom and Kendra and everyone. I've done most of what I want to do in life except have a kid and my own house and a car and a job and well no I haven't. Only the really lucky do. Remember that and live life to the fullest. I tried. I think I did ok. As far as Slayers go I'm a champ.
I'm ranting. that's what you do in letters. I just wish I had more time to do little things. Ok. I'm being to death morbid. Ooops. Tear Stain. Well I should go. Still got a huge battle with the queen of bitches.
Love Always Your Sister,
Buffy 4-EVER
"I'm sitting on my bed right now, thinking about what has happened to us in the past couple months. I'm really scared. And if you get this, it only means one thing. I didn't make it. I don't want you to be upset. This is supposed to comfort you.
It's really strange. Now thatI know you're the key, things are slipping. i'm starting to remeber my real life. I don't mean that to be mean. It's just different. It's sad. I miss you. It's weird thinking that I was an only child. We fought so much over the years.
I know I told everyone that people will die. But I'm pretty sure I will too. don't ask. It will be deja vu for you reaidng this. I could never kill you Dawn.
You're all I have. I killed Angel and metaphorically Riley but I've always had you. you tried to make me stay after I killed Angel. You were the only one who still liked me. (Or so I thought.) God everything feels so clear right now. I'm scared as hell but I'm calm.
If there was anything I regret I'm telling you know. 1. Eat more sushi. 2. Do more kid stuff before I became the Slayer 3. Save Kendra, Mom, Merrick, Jenny and everyone else I never could. 4. actually kill Dracula. (That guy was a pain.) 5. Kill Drusilla's ass. 6. Stop riley before he left. 7. Given Spike a chance.
I surprised ya on the last one, didn't I? I don't mean a really big chance. Just let him handle more stuff. Lately he's been so devoted, not just to me, but to you. I've seen it. He loves you like a sister. I hope he makes it. Honestly. He'll protect you. I believe it. He may protest but he's turned good. Still I hate to say it but I don't love him. In maybe a millenia I could learn. But get real Buffy. No one lives a millenia. At least breathing SLayers don't.
God I've been through a lot.6 apocolypses, Dracula, etc. I lasted a long time for a Slayer. Not the Slayer guiness book but awhile.
Ok now for the mushy. Please don't get sad if bad stuff happens. Whoever doesn't make it, we'll be with mom and Kendra and everyone. I've done most of what I want to do in life except have a kid and my own house and a car and a job and well no I haven't. Only the really lucky do. Remember that and live life to the fullest. I tried. I think I did ok. As far as Slayers go I'm a champ.
I'm ranting. that's what you do in letters. I just wish I had more time to do little things. Ok. I'm being to death morbid. Ooops. Tear Stain. Well I should go. Still got a huge battle with the queen of bitches.
Love Always Your Sister,
Buffy 4-EVER