Title: So Close To Heaven
Author: Amber
Pairings: 1x2xR
Warnings: I have taken a few liberties with characters personalities. I'm trying something different; this will be a 1x2xR born from the frustration of Relena finds out stories. Frankly I don't like the idea someone has to be a looser.. If you disagree about character representation here then accept my apologies and please select another story with my blessing having said that one needs to also be aware I'm jumping into the deep end and including graphic lemon scenes in this story that may not suit everyone's taste. Please also avoid, if one is not of age for mature love scenes this story is not for you either. Thank you.
Disclaimer: Gundam belongs to Gundam and any scene or plot similarity to another person's story, movie or anime is purely coincidental.
So Close to Heaven
Chapter 6
They stared at each other across the expanse of furniture that looked more like a dinning room table than a desk and right now Duo felt every inch of the distance. That was until Quatre smiled.
"Duo what are you doing here?" He shook his head ruefully.
"Am I welcome?" he asked gravely. Quatre stood coming around the desk. "You know you are. Always."
They clasped hands warmly. "However your presence here does cause some concerns. He sighed. "I warned Relena."
Duo's eyes narrowed. "What do you mean? Quatre held up a placating hand before moving to lean back against his desk. He gestured toward the chair waiting until Duo slid into it.
"I warned her she couldn't put this off forever sooner or later one or both of you would grow tired of the waiting. Are you sure about this Duo? Like it or not pressuring her might not be the wisest course of action at the moment."
"What else are we supposed to do you can't work something out when the other one is half way across outer space and in no apparent hurry to return? Has she said anything?"
"Yes and no. We've talked a little."
"Come on Quatre help me out here I know if she told anybody anything right now it would be you." Quatre stared at him concerned.
"That angers you why?"
He spread his hands apologetically. "A little once she would have come to me it's hard knowing it's my own fault she won't do that now."
"Duo no one has taken your place in her affections under the confusion and hurt all that was there still remains. And having said that anything else will have to come from her. You and Heero owe her that." Quatre smiled relishing the thought. "You're going to have to work for this Duo and I confess I'm going to enjoy it. Relena is going to give you and Heero a run for your money I hope your prepared. You're going to need to be patient with her."
Duo exhaled blowing upward on his bangs. "I'll try but patience isn't one of my stronger points."
Quatre laughed, "O how well I know so does Relena. Should I expect Heero as well or is this a solo visit?"
"Heero took a mission but between you and me I think he's afraid to force a decision right now in case she decides we're more trouble than we're worth."
Quatre stood and shook his head in rueful amusement. "You don't say.. Well let's get you settled. How long will you be staying with us?"
"Hmm it depends on how successful I am."
"Duo.."
"Hmm?"
Quatre sighed, "nothing she's at a children's orphanage today."
"What's with the decorations?"
"We're throwing a small get together for Relena." He eyed Duo cautiously, "I hope you brought a tux."
"Are you kidding me?" He hefted up a small carry on. Quatre rolled his eyes. "That's what I thought what did you think you were going to do Duo?" He stared at him stunned; "you weren't going break into her hotel were you?"
"No!"
"Duo if Wufei didn't shoot you, Relena just might brain you yet again." He said indignant. "Come I have someone who can get you fixed up then I'll see if Relena is back yet and tell her you're here."
He fidgeted anxiously. "Nah Q it's ok I wasn't going to do that."
He stopped Duo with a hand on his arm. "No? You can't mean to just show up without letting me warn her you're here."
"That's exactly what I planned." His eyes hardened with determination. Quatre stared at Duo in silent dismay.
"Fine then tell her at the party when she can't back out." Duo sighed exasperated.
"Duo Relena wouldn't do that not with Trowa and I throwing it in her honor."
"Yeah right! Man Quatre has she got you wrapped if she doesn't leave she'll have that damn mask of hers in place." He sulked.
"Alright Duo, I'll give you a little leeway but I wont lie to her she's already doubting everyone and everything. I wont add to her pain."
Duo slapped him on the back. "That's all I ask Quatre a head start. I just want to persuade her to come home that's all." Quatre must have sensed something because he stared at Duo suspiciously.
Putting on his most innocent face he met his look. "What?" Quatre shook his head moving slightly ahead of him on the stairs. "I hope you know what your doing."
"So do I." he muttered.
* * * * * *
Duo stood against the wall watching the beautiful people determined to see and be seen as they moved from group to group, person to person. He acknowledged the presence beside him without turning. "God what a bunch of bottom feeders."
Trowa studied them impassively before he shrugged. "Not all but this is the world she moves in and it's just as deadly as any battlefield we ever faced." Trowa gave him a sidelong glance. "And it will become your world as well if you continue on this course."
Duo took a gulp of the champagne and grimaced. "You act like it's a done deal." Trowa's mouth quirked with a hint of a smile. "No time for cold feet now where's that infamous Maxwell charm?"
He shifted impatiently. "It's not that way with Lena. It's.."
"Real?" Trowa offered. "Probably why she felt so betrayed."
"I know, I know not one of my more brilliant moves." He took another swallow of champagne and looked at the glass. "You know this stuff grows on you but it still tastes like rubbing alcohol if you ask me. How can they stand it?" Trowa shrugged.
"I believe it's an acquired taste."
Duo looked down at the glass and frowned. "Do you really think she can forgive me?" Trowa glanced at him taking in the white-knuckle grip on the glass with a hint of curiosity. Duo shifted restlessly under his intense stare. "Is that what you really want to know? Or is it if she can care for you as much as she does Heero?"
"O I know Heero's always been her everything." Duo forced a deprecating smile. "But she said she loved me it's a start." Trowa shifted staring across the room a small smile curved his mouth.
"Don't underestimate your importance whether Relena knows it or not she's been involved with you both for some time now."
Duo lifted a hopeful gaze. "Huh?" Following Trowa's gaze he turned his head.
"Ladies and Gentleman allow me to present our honored guest for the evening Foreign Minister Relena Darlian"
Duo drew in a steadying breath she looked gorgeous but tired underneath the evening glamour and make up he could still see a weariness of mind and body. His eyes slid down the dress of midnight blue. The front demurely hugged her figure, it's haltered bodice showing a tasteful suggestion of cleavage the over all look was simple and yet stunning. In a word Relena. Then she turned; he sucked in an audible breath. If the front was demure the back was an invitation to sin. What there was of it now he knew why her hair was up this evening to emphasize that long slender expanse of back. Bare back. It definitely made a statement.
Trowa slid him an amused glance. "How you hid your feelings from her as long as you did is amazing." He watched Quatre glance around the crowed hall until he located Trowa then smile just for him. Duo grinned watching Quatre force his eyes away from Trowa to him when he locked eyes with Duo it lasted for a second but it was enough for him to understand. He was now on his own.
He watched her graciously converse with the couple Quatre had introduced her to before he skillfully separated her pulling her aside. The change in body language subtle as it was gave him an odd kind of hope she wasn't indifferent at least he watched her eyes move around the room searching for the cause of Quatre's unrest. He held his breath waiting for her to finally find him against the back of the room. He smirked as Wufei finally noticed the change and seemed to zero in on him instantly. His eyes narrowed as Duo nonchalantly touched his fingers to his temple.
Trowa's low murmur pulled him from the staring contest with Wufei. "Here's your chance to find out how she feels I'd suggest waiting though so you don't embarrass yourself." He glanced pointedly at the bulge in Duo's already tight pants. Duo figured he had at least two seconds before she found him. Just enough time to send Trowa a reproachful glance before he sought out the only thing here that interested him this night. The next few minutes would decide it all because Relena's eyes would tell him everything he needed to know.
* * * * * *
"Relena, can I speak to you a moment?" Relena smiled politely thanking them for attending before she excused herself. She looked up at Quatre her smile turning natural.
"Of course."
She let him pull her away. "I don't want to you to be taken by surprise so I think you should know in advance." Relena's smile became strained as she studied him with worried eyes.
"Has something happened?"
Quatre shook his head. "O everyone is fine.... Relena Duo is here." She stiffened.
"Where?"
"I just caught a glimpse of him against the wall talking to Trowa." Her hands felt clammy inside her gloves as squeezed Quatre's hand she released her breath in a sigh.
"Well you warned me and I knew I couldn't avoid this forever."
"And maybe, just maybe you now have your answers."
"Answers?" She said tentatively.
"To the hard questions, the doubts that won't let your mind rest at night." Drawing in a steadying breath she gave him a shaky smile.
"Quatre, I'm scared. Isn't that strange?"
"No," he smiled compassionately. "Change is scary, love... Love is terrifying."
* * * * * *
Duo smiled grimly it was turning into a stalking but no matter how close he got she managed to elude him or she was snatched away at the last moment. He knew she was aware of him but as yet she hadn't looked at him once all night. "Duo. Enjoying yourself?"
He turned giving Quatre dirty look. "Do I look like it? So far I've watched every jerk off here cop a feel of Lena's back. Me she won't even look at."
Quatre stifled a grin. "Duo don't exaggerate it's a Waltz of course their going to hold her close. And this is Relena we're talking about. Have you ever seen her refuse someone?" He looked at Quatre pointedly. He sighed. "Don't start it probably had nothing to do with waltzing."
Duo grinned recklessly. "You have a point there Q-man excuse me I don't think I've danced with the Princess tonight."
"Duo.. Duo! O Hades."
"If you're going to swear love at least be creative about it." Quatre turned as Trowa brushed his hand over his and took the glass. Turning it he held his gaze, as he placed his mouth where Quatre had been drinking and sipped. For a moment he forgot Duo's impatience, Relena's sadness and the probability of one portly lobbyist being insulted to loose himself in his lovers gaze before the niggling concern prompted him to return to the problem at hand.
He sighed, "Trowa he's going to drive me to drink he promised he would behave." Trowa shrugged handing him back the glass.
"Duo's concept of being good differs just as Heero's. If Heero leaves a party and no one is shot or in Duo's case blown up its considered best behavior."
Trowa eyed Quatre from the corner of his eye with gentle understanding. "Quatre love there is no sense in worrying what will happen will there's no stopping it now. Besides Relena can hold her own."
A faint smile curved his lips and the worry eased slightly he shook his head his friends were unique in their own way. He doubted they would ever truly loose some of their more interesting quirks and the truth be told he seriously doubted he wanted them to. It certainly made life more interesting. Difficult even, but never boring.
Quatre lifted his eyes to Trowa's acknowledging the humor in the situation he chuckled. "I do wish you could have seen his face he said everyone was coping a feel he called it when they danced with Relena."
Trowa raised an eyebrow and smirked. "I'm sorry I missed that." Quatre grinned. "Don't be I think he's just getting started."
* * * * * *
Relena watched him stride closer cutting a path among the guests like a wolf among sheep. For a spilt second the image made an enigmatic smile flicker across her face before it disappeared as quickly as it appeared. Her dancing partner inhaled excitedly puffing up like a balloon at last he was making progress with the beautifully aloof minister.
Drawing her closer as close as his stomach would allow. His hand surreptitiously slid up the smooth skin of her back as visions of power and a glorious future with the beautiful woman in his arms by his side excited him. Unfortunately reality intruded rather abruptly with six feet of male hostility and aggression.
"Excuse me, this one is mine I think."
Relena schooled her expression into a polite regret. "Mr. Hendley this is Mr. Maxwell." He eyed Duo with tight-lipped anger and nodded stiffly. "Mr. Maxwell represents the Preventers when he can take the time away from his business on L2."
Touching his arm lightly she smiled. "Apparently in enjoying your company I've not managed my commitments very well perhaps I could impose upon you for a drink while I honor my obligation to Mr. Maxwell."
Duo smirked watching her work her magic by the time she was finished he would have given her the moon if she had asked. He bowed awkwardly before slanting Duo smug look and moving off. Their eyes met and held then he silently he lifted his hands into the proper position and waited. Something shifted in her eyes they softened and for a moment a quicksilver smile came and went so fast he thought he imagined it. She had met him half way he took hope where he could. He pulled her into his arms molding his body snuggly against hers the fingers of his other hand lazily strummed her back.
"Why are you here Duo? I thought we agreed I needed some time."
"I missed you Princess. And you don't seem to be in a hurry to come home." He looked down at her trying to see her eyes but only got her fixed stare focused on the center of his chest. When it became obvious she wasn't going to answer he tried again rather wistfully. "Did you miss me?"
"I've not been gone that long Duo," she said rather obliquely.
"Long enough when I know you're angry with me."
"I'm not angry anymore Duo I haven't been since before I left earth."
"Hurt then."
"Yes you hurt me but now is not the time or place for this."
"Then when? You tell me Lena."
"Keep your voice down."
He sighed, "come home please."
"I'm not finished.."
He interrupted her, "don't bullshit me."
She yielded reluctantly; "fine I chose to take some time to think that's the prudent thing to do."
"Then have enough guts to look at me and say that."
Her eyes flashed turbulently. "Don't tell me what to do I wasn't the one caught screwing your boyfriend so don't you dare take that tone with me!"
He smiled but sadly it was colored with regret. "There they are."
Her brow furrowed. "I..." He held her tighter and their movement stilled until it was nothing more than a gentle swaying, their bodies brushing together with a growing sensuality
"Those eyes they haunt a person awake or sleeping I would know them anywhere."
"Duo."
"Relena we didn't do it to hurt you our intent was.."
"Regardless I was hurt one usually is when secrets are kept." She murmured. "There is no instant fix for that." His hand flattened on her back he felt the muscles along his length tremble and flex, his whole body responding to the intimate touch of her own. Her satiny flesh beneath his hands inflamed him as he stroked her skin softly, moving higher along the tender curve of her spine before repeating the whole process over again.
"Christ Lena you can forgive the woman that killed your father but not us?"
The music stopped, distantly she heard the announcement that they would be taking a small break as she lost herself within his pleading gaze. 'Is that what you want from me?"
"It would go a long way right now to know I ..we are forgiven for hurting you the way we had.. have." She stepped back breaking his hold. Part of her acknowledged the guests coming and going around them like shades; time seemed to slow and narrow and mentally she cringed at the attention they must be attracting. But she needed to make him finally understand what her time away had showed her.
"Do you need the words so badly? Then here they are I forgive you. I forgive Heero it was never about forgiveness. It's about can I let myself become vulnerable again." She took a chance hesitantly meeting him halfway she lifted her hand to cup his face. "It's about trust."
"Minister? Miss Relena is everything all right?" Duo's eyes narrowed. "Why don't you.."
"Thank you Mr. Hendley." She deftly intervened. "I was just saying to Mr. Maxwell how warm the evening is."
"Your drink, Miss Relena it should do the trick."
He stared suspiciously at Duo before cupping her arm and steering her away. "I've heard Mr. Winner has a remarkable view of the gardens from his balcony perhaps..."
"Things not going well eh?"
Duo turned and glared at Wufei. "Bite me Wu."
"Try Maxwell to act your age. Walk with me."
"Look I.."
"Hear me out or continue to batter yourself against a fortress that is stronger than you." They headed the long way through the hallways until they entered the garden giving Duo a perfect view of Relena standing with Tubby on the balcony. "Have you ever read or heard any fables?"
"Wu give.."
"Maxwell for once in your life listen and learn we can learn allot from our ancestors. Have you?"
"There wasn't allot of time for fairy tales if I wanted to eat." He nodded as if that was what he suspected.
"There is a story called the Butterfly Lovers. Legend has it long ago two friends fell in love. He met the friend at school. In those days it was different, what the young man didn't know was his friend was a woman. In that era such things were forbidden girls were not permitted to attend school. But they fell in love not only was the young man in love with a girl but someone far exceeding his social realm. In truth for that era...it was hopeless."
Duo sighed. "Fascinating as this is Wufei do you have a point?" Wufei's eyes narrowed.
"Listen you screwed up you lied something according to Duo Maxwell the self proclaimed Shinigami doesn't do.'
Duo blew upward on his bangs. "Point taken. Go ahead."
"The family told him she died and arranged her marriage to a man matching her station; on learning this Liangshan Bo mourned yearning to be with his love. In his yearning for his love he died. Zhu Yingtai agreed to marry the man her family had chosen. But on the condition that only if the marriage procession bypassed her lover's grave."
"God Wu how is that suppose to help me??"
He rolled his eyes. "Very well Maxwell you have a woman that cares deeply for you but she has doubts. Not only are you asking her to step beyond traditional but your also asking her to gamble everything she holds dear. If that wasn't enough she found out yet again those closest to her have lied to her for some time. Show her she's desired, loved, that her trust not unfounded. She proved herself to you both by setting you free. Now prove yourself to her." Wufei turned moving back into the shadows until he was just a shape in the night.
"Wu!" Wufei paused and Duo asked curiously. "How did the story end what happened to the girl?"
"When they passed his tomb it opened, jumping off the sedan chair she dove inside. When they went in to get her all they found was two beautiful butterflies that emerged and soared away into the sky. Legend has it even today they are the spirits of the young lovers. If its real and true Duo it will not be denied."
"Real." He murmured thoughtfully as he turned back toward the balcony to watch her enter the crowded hall once more.
* * * * * *
Relena moved through the darkened halls like a wraith. Her bare feet soundless on the cold marble floors she was so tired her body cried out for sleep but her mind wouldn't let her. Still dressed ..well except for shoes she smiled wryly her mind went in circles as she pondered her latest impulse.
Perhaps it hadn't been such a good idea to agree to stay at Quatre's instead of going back to the hotel. She knew Duo was here as well. So why had she agreed? Relena sighed as she left the upper hall and headed toward the stairs maybe she was thinking too much maybe...
"Miss Relena is there something I can help you with?"
She swung sharply toward the voice then smiled nervously. "No that's all right I'll be fine."
"It's no trouble miss." She shook her head.
"I'll find my way and then head back to bed you've done enough tonight one of us should try and get some rest."
He bowed low. "As you wish then. Goodnight."
"Goodnight.."
Relena descended to the bottom floor. Taking a moment to orient herself within the dark Relena paused before she headed in the direction she thought was the quickest route to the garden.
Pushing the double doors open she cut through the shadowy room noting the cheery fire blazing in the fireplace with a cursory glance. Her focus was the illumination of the artificial sky beyond the glass. Something inside was already loosening and relaxing as her mind flew ahead to the cool leafy darkness of the garden beyond to the sweet scent of the hundreds of different flowers permeating the air subtly enough to tempt the passerby to stop and linger.
"Just where do you think your going?"
April 2001
Author: Amber
Pairings: 1x2xR
Warnings: I have taken a few liberties with characters personalities. I'm trying something different; this will be a 1x2xR born from the frustration of Relena finds out stories. Frankly I don't like the idea someone has to be a looser.. If you disagree about character representation here then accept my apologies and please select another story with my blessing having said that one needs to also be aware I'm jumping into the deep end and including graphic lemon scenes in this story that may not suit everyone's taste. Please also avoid, if one is not of age for mature love scenes this story is not for you either. Thank you.
Disclaimer: Gundam belongs to Gundam and any scene or plot similarity to another person's story, movie or anime is purely coincidental.
So Close to Heaven
Chapter 6
They stared at each other across the expanse of furniture that looked more like a dinning room table than a desk and right now Duo felt every inch of the distance. That was until Quatre smiled.
"Duo what are you doing here?" He shook his head ruefully.
"Am I welcome?" he asked gravely. Quatre stood coming around the desk. "You know you are. Always."
They clasped hands warmly. "However your presence here does cause some concerns. He sighed. "I warned Relena."
Duo's eyes narrowed. "What do you mean? Quatre held up a placating hand before moving to lean back against his desk. He gestured toward the chair waiting until Duo slid into it.
"I warned her she couldn't put this off forever sooner or later one or both of you would grow tired of the waiting. Are you sure about this Duo? Like it or not pressuring her might not be the wisest course of action at the moment."
"What else are we supposed to do you can't work something out when the other one is half way across outer space and in no apparent hurry to return? Has she said anything?"
"Yes and no. We've talked a little."
"Come on Quatre help me out here I know if she told anybody anything right now it would be you." Quatre stared at him concerned.
"That angers you why?"
He spread his hands apologetically. "A little once she would have come to me it's hard knowing it's my own fault she won't do that now."
"Duo no one has taken your place in her affections under the confusion and hurt all that was there still remains. And having said that anything else will have to come from her. You and Heero owe her that." Quatre smiled relishing the thought. "You're going to have to work for this Duo and I confess I'm going to enjoy it. Relena is going to give you and Heero a run for your money I hope your prepared. You're going to need to be patient with her."
Duo exhaled blowing upward on his bangs. "I'll try but patience isn't one of my stronger points."
Quatre laughed, "O how well I know so does Relena. Should I expect Heero as well or is this a solo visit?"
"Heero took a mission but between you and me I think he's afraid to force a decision right now in case she decides we're more trouble than we're worth."
Quatre stood and shook his head in rueful amusement. "You don't say.. Well let's get you settled. How long will you be staying with us?"
"Hmm it depends on how successful I am."
"Duo.."
"Hmm?"
Quatre sighed, "nothing she's at a children's orphanage today."
"What's with the decorations?"
"We're throwing a small get together for Relena." He eyed Duo cautiously, "I hope you brought a tux."
"Are you kidding me?" He hefted up a small carry on. Quatre rolled his eyes. "That's what I thought what did you think you were going to do Duo?" He stared at him stunned; "you weren't going break into her hotel were you?"
"No!"
"Duo if Wufei didn't shoot you, Relena just might brain you yet again." He said indignant. "Come I have someone who can get you fixed up then I'll see if Relena is back yet and tell her you're here."
He fidgeted anxiously. "Nah Q it's ok I wasn't going to do that."
He stopped Duo with a hand on his arm. "No? You can't mean to just show up without letting me warn her you're here."
"That's exactly what I planned." His eyes hardened with determination. Quatre stared at Duo in silent dismay.
"Fine then tell her at the party when she can't back out." Duo sighed exasperated.
"Duo Relena wouldn't do that not with Trowa and I throwing it in her honor."
"Yeah right! Man Quatre has she got you wrapped if she doesn't leave she'll have that damn mask of hers in place." He sulked.
"Alright Duo, I'll give you a little leeway but I wont lie to her she's already doubting everyone and everything. I wont add to her pain."
Duo slapped him on the back. "That's all I ask Quatre a head start. I just want to persuade her to come home that's all." Quatre must have sensed something because he stared at Duo suspiciously.
Putting on his most innocent face he met his look. "What?" Quatre shook his head moving slightly ahead of him on the stairs. "I hope you know what your doing."
"So do I." he muttered.
* * * * * *
Duo stood against the wall watching the beautiful people determined to see and be seen as they moved from group to group, person to person. He acknowledged the presence beside him without turning. "God what a bunch of bottom feeders."
Trowa studied them impassively before he shrugged. "Not all but this is the world she moves in and it's just as deadly as any battlefield we ever faced." Trowa gave him a sidelong glance. "And it will become your world as well if you continue on this course."
Duo took a gulp of the champagne and grimaced. "You act like it's a done deal." Trowa's mouth quirked with a hint of a smile. "No time for cold feet now where's that infamous Maxwell charm?"
He shifted impatiently. "It's not that way with Lena. It's.."
"Real?" Trowa offered. "Probably why she felt so betrayed."
"I know, I know not one of my more brilliant moves." He took another swallow of champagne and looked at the glass. "You know this stuff grows on you but it still tastes like rubbing alcohol if you ask me. How can they stand it?" Trowa shrugged.
"I believe it's an acquired taste."
Duo looked down at the glass and frowned. "Do you really think she can forgive me?" Trowa glanced at him taking in the white-knuckle grip on the glass with a hint of curiosity. Duo shifted restlessly under his intense stare. "Is that what you really want to know? Or is it if she can care for you as much as she does Heero?"
"O I know Heero's always been her everything." Duo forced a deprecating smile. "But she said she loved me it's a start." Trowa shifted staring across the room a small smile curved his mouth.
"Don't underestimate your importance whether Relena knows it or not she's been involved with you both for some time now."
Duo lifted a hopeful gaze. "Huh?" Following Trowa's gaze he turned his head.
"Ladies and Gentleman allow me to present our honored guest for the evening Foreign Minister Relena Darlian"
Duo drew in a steadying breath she looked gorgeous but tired underneath the evening glamour and make up he could still see a weariness of mind and body. His eyes slid down the dress of midnight blue. The front demurely hugged her figure, it's haltered bodice showing a tasteful suggestion of cleavage the over all look was simple and yet stunning. In a word Relena. Then she turned; he sucked in an audible breath. If the front was demure the back was an invitation to sin. What there was of it now he knew why her hair was up this evening to emphasize that long slender expanse of back. Bare back. It definitely made a statement.
Trowa slid him an amused glance. "How you hid your feelings from her as long as you did is amazing." He watched Quatre glance around the crowed hall until he located Trowa then smile just for him. Duo grinned watching Quatre force his eyes away from Trowa to him when he locked eyes with Duo it lasted for a second but it was enough for him to understand. He was now on his own.
He watched her graciously converse with the couple Quatre had introduced her to before he skillfully separated her pulling her aside. The change in body language subtle as it was gave him an odd kind of hope she wasn't indifferent at least he watched her eyes move around the room searching for the cause of Quatre's unrest. He held his breath waiting for her to finally find him against the back of the room. He smirked as Wufei finally noticed the change and seemed to zero in on him instantly. His eyes narrowed as Duo nonchalantly touched his fingers to his temple.
Trowa's low murmur pulled him from the staring contest with Wufei. "Here's your chance to find out how she feels I'd suggest waiting though so you don't embarrass yourself." He glanced pointedly at the bulge in Duo's already tight pants. Duo figured he had at least two seconds before she found him. Just enough time to send Trowa a reproachful glance before he sought out the only thing here that interested him this night. The next few minutes would decide it all because Relena's eyes would tell him everything he needed to know.
* * * * * *
"Relena, can I speak to you a moment?" Relena smiled politely thanking them for attending before she excused herself. She looked up at Quatre her smile turning natural.
"Of course."
She let him pull her away. "I don't want to you to be taken by surprise so I think you should know in advance." Relena's smile became strained as she studied him with worried eyes.
"Has something happened?"
Quatre shook his head. "O everyone is fine.... Relena Duo is here." She stiffened.
"Where?"
"I just caught a glimpse of him against the wall talking to Trowa." Her hands felt clammy inside her gloves as squeezed Quatre's hand she released her breath in a sigh.
"Well you warned me and I knew I couldn't avoid this forever."
"And maybe, just maybe you now have your answers."
"Answers?" She said tentatively.
"To the hard questions, the doubts that won't let your mind rest at night." Drawing in a steadying breath she gave him a shaky smile.
"Quatre, I'm scared. Isn't that strange?"
"No," he smiled compassionately. "Change is scary, love... Love is terrifying."
* * * * * *
Duo smiled grimly it was turning into a stalking but no matter how close he got she managed to elude him or she was snatched away at the last moment. He knew she was aware of him but as yet she hadn't looked at him once all night. "Duo. Enjoying yourself?"
He turned giving Quatre dirty look. "Do I look like it? So far I've watched every jerk off here cop a feel of Lena's back. Me she won't even look at."
Quatre stifled a grin. "Duo don't exaggerate it's a Waltz of course their going to hold her close. And this is Relena we're talking about. Have you ever seen her refuse someone?" He looked at Quatre pointedly. He sighed. "Don't start it probably had nothing to do with waltzing."
Duo grinned recklessly. "You have a point there Q-man excuse me I don't think I've danced with the Princess tonight."
"Duo.. Duo! O Hades."
"If you're going to swear love at least be creative about it." Quatre turned as Trowa brushed his hand over his and took the glass. Turning it he held his gaze, as he placed his mouth where Quatre had been drinking and sipped. For a moment he forgot Duo's impatience, Relena's sadness and the probability of one portly lobbyist being insulted to loose himself in his lovers gaze before the niggling concern prompted him to return to the problem at hand.
He sighed, "Trowa he's going to drive me to drink he promised he would behave." Trowa shrugged handing him back the glass.
"Duo's concept of being good differs just as Heero's. If Heero leaves a party and no one is shot or in Duo's case blown up its considered best behavior."
Trowa eyed Quatre from the corner of his eye with gentle understanding. "Quatre love there is no sense in worrying what will happen will there's no stopping it now. Besides Relena can hold her own."
A faint smile curved his lips and the worry eased slightly he shook his head his friends were unique in their own way. He doubted they would ever truly loose some of their more interesting quirks and the truth be told he seriously doubted he wanted them to. It certainly made life more interesting. Difficult even, but never boring.
Quatre lifted his eyes to Trowa's acknowledging the humor in the situation he chuckled. "I do wish you could have seen his face he said everyone was coping a feel he called it when they danced with Relena."
Trowa raised an eyebrow and smirked. "I'm sorry I missed that." Quatre grinned. "Don't be I think he's just getting started."
* * * * * *
Relena watched him stride closer cutting a path among the guests like a wolf among sheep. For a spilt second the image made an enigmatic smile flicker across her face before it disappeared as quickly as it appeared. Her dancing partner inhaled excitedly puffing up like a balloon at last he was making progress with the beautifully aloof minister.
Drawing her closer as close as his stomach would allow. His hand surreptitiously slid up the smooth skin of her back as visions of power and a glorious future with the beautiful woman in his arms by his side excited him. Unfortunately reality intruded rather abruptly with six feet of male hostility and aggression.
"Excuse me, this one is mine I think."
Relena schooled her expression into a polite regret. "Mr. Hendley this is Mr. Maxwell." He eyed Duo with tight-lipped anger and nodded stiffly. "Mr. Maxwell represents the Preventers when he can take the time away from his business on L2."
Touching his arm lightly she smiled. "Apparently in enjoying your company I've not managed my commitments very well perhaps I could impose upon you for a drink while I honor my obligation to Mr. Maxwell."
Duo smirked watching her work her magic by the time she was finished he would have given her the moon if she had asked. He bowed awkwardly before slanting Duo smug look and moving off. Their eyes met and held then he silently he lifted his hands into the proper position and waited. Something shifted in her eyes they softened and for a moment a quicksilver smile came and went so fast he thought he imagined it. She had met him half way he took hope where he could. He pulled her into his arms molding his body snuggly against hers the fingers of his other hand lazily strummed her back.
"Why are you here Duo? I thought we agreed I needed some time."
"I missed you Princess. And you don't seem to be in a hurry to come home." He looked down at her trying to see her eyes but only got her fixed stare focused on the center of his chest. When it became obvious she wasn't going to answer he tried again rather wistfully. "Did you miss me?"
"I've not been gone that long Duo," she said rather obliquely.
"Long enough when I know you're angry with me."
"I'm not angry anymore Duo I haven't been since before I left earth."
"Hurt then."
"Yes you hurt me but now is not the time or place for this."
"Then when? You tell me Lena."
"Keep your voice down."
He sighed, "come home please."
"I'm not finished.."
He interrupted her, "don't bullshit me."
She yielded reluctantly; "fine I chose to take some time to think that's the prudent thing to do."
"Then have enough guts to look at me and say that."
Her eyes flashed turbulently. "Don't tell me what to do I wasn't the one caught screwing your boyfriend so don't you dare take that tone with me!"
He smiled but sadly it was colored with regret. "There they are."
Her brow furrowed. "I..." He held her tighter and their movement stilled until it was nothing more than a gentle swaying, their bodies brushing together with a growing sensuality
"Those eyes they haunt a person awake or sleeping I would know them anywhere."
"Duo."
"Relena we didn't do it to hurt you our intent was.."
"Regardless I was hurt one usually is when secrets are kept." She murmured. "There is no instant fix for that." His hand flattened on her back he felt the muscles along his length tremble and flex, his whole body responding to the intimate touch of her own. Her satiny flesh beneath his hands inflamed him as he stroked her skin softly, moving higher along the tender curve of her spine before repeating the whole process over again.
"Christ Lena you can forgive the woman that killed your father but not us?"
The music stopped, distantly she heard the announcement that they would be taking a small break as she lost herself within his pleading gaze. 'Is that what you want from me?"
"It would go a long way right now to know I ..we are forgiven for hurting you the way we had.. have." She stepped back breaking his hold. Part of her acknowledged the guests coming and going around them like shades; time seemed to slow and narrow and mentally she cringed at the attention they must be attracting. But she needed to make him finally understand what her time away had showed her.
"Do you need the words so badly? Then here they are I forgive you. I forgive Heero it was never about forgiveness. It's about can I let myself become vulnerable again." She took a chance hesitantly meeting him halfway she lifted her hand to cup his face. "It's about trust."
"Minister? Miss Relena is everything all right?" Duo's eyes narrowed. "Why don't you.."
"Thank you Mr. Hendley." She deftly intervened. "I was just saying to Mr. Maxwell how warm the evening is."
"Your drink, Miss Relena it should do the trick."
He stared suspiciously at Duo before cupping her arm and steering her away. "I've heard Mr. Winner has a remarkable view of the gardens from his balcony perhaps..."
"Things not going well eh?"
Duo turned and glared at Wufei. "Bite me Wu."
"Try Maxwell to act your age. Walk with me."
"Look I.."
"Hear me out or continue to batter yourself against a fortress that is stronger than you." They headed the long way through the hallways until they entered the garden giving Duo a perfect view of Relena standing with Tubby on the balcony. "Have you ever read or heard any fables?"
"Wu give.."
"Maxwell for once in your life listen and learn we can learn allot from our ancestors. Have you?"
"There wasn't allot of time for fairy tales if I wanted to eat." He nodded as if that was what he suspected.
"There is a story called the Butterfly Lovers. Legend has it long ago two friends fell in love. He met the friend at school. In those days it was different, what the young man didn't know was his friend was a woman. In that era such things were forbidden girls were not permitted to attend school. But they fell in love not only was the young man in love with a girl but someone far exceeding his social realm. In truth for that era...it was hopeless."
Duo sighed. "Fascinating as this is Wufei do you have a point?" Wufei's eyes narrowed.
"Listen you screwed up you lied something according to Duo Maxwell the self proclaimed Shinigami doesn't do.'
Duo blew upward on his bangs. "Point taken. Go ahead."
"The family told him she died and arranged her marriage to a man matching her station; on learning this Liangshan Bo mourned yearning to be with his love. In his yearning for his love he died. Zhu Yingtai agreed to marry the man her family had chosen. But on the condition that only if the marriage procession bypassed her lover's grave."
"God Wu how is that suppose to help me??"
He rolled his eyes. "Very well Maxwell you have a woman that cares deeply for you but she has doubts. Not only are you asking her to step beyond traditional but your also asking her to gamble everything she holds dear. If that wasn't enough she found out yet again those closest to her have lied to her for some time. Show her she's desired, loved, that her trust not unfounded. She proved herself to you both by setting you free. Now prove yourself to her." Wufei turned moving back into the shadows until he was just a shape in the night.
"Wu!" Wufei paused and Duo asked curiously. "How did the story end what happened to the girl?"
"When they passed his tomb it opened, jumping off the sedan chair she dove inside. When they went in to get her all they found was two beautiful butterflies that emerged and soared away into the sky. Legend has it even today they are the spirits of the young lovers. If its real and true Duo it will not be denied."
"Real." He murmured thoughtfully as he turned back toward the balcony to watch her enter the crowded hall once more.
* * * * * *
Relena moved through the darkened halls like a wraith. Her bare feet soundless on the cold marble floors she was so tired her body cried out for sleep but her mind wouldn't let her. Still dressed ..well except for shoes she smiled wryly her mind went in circles as she pondered her latest impulse.
Perhaps it hadn't been such a good idea to agree to stay at Quatre's instead of going back to the hotel. She knew Duo was here as well. So why had she agreed? Relena sighed as she left the upper hall and headed toward the stairs maybe she was thinking too much maybe...
"Miss Relena is there something I can help you with?"
She swung sharply toward the voice then smiled nervously. "No that's all right I'll be fine."
"It's no trouble miss." She shook her head.
"I'll find my way and then head back to bed you've done enough tonight one of us should try and get some rest."
He bowed low. "As you wish then. Goodnight."
"Goodnight.."
Relena descended to the bottom floor. Taking a moment to orient herself within the dark Relena paused before she headed in the direction she thought was the quickest route to the garden.
Pushing the double doors open she cut through the shadowy room noting the cheery fire blazing in the fireplace with a cursory glance. Her focus was the illumination of the artificial sky beyond the glass. Something inside was already loosening and relaxing as her mind flew ahead to the cool leafy darkness of the garden beyond to the sweet scent of the hundreds of different flowers permeating the air subtly enough to tempt the passerby to stop and linger.
"Just where do you think your going?"
April 2001