"My sorrow - I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone -
And all I lov'd - i lov'd alone -"
Edgar Allen Poe's "Alone"
Casualty of War and of the Heart Chapter 14
Dorothy was surprised to hear Sylvia lie to Lady Une, Miliardo and Noin. 'She's up to something.' Dorothy though. 'I will worry about that later, now I must see Miss Relena.' Dorothy walked up to Miss Relena's room.
'Poor Miss Relena, she's killing herself with all of this.' Dorothy thought as she entered Relena's room to find her sitting on the floor with a teddy bear at her side next to her crown with a gun in her hands. The barrel was in her mouth.
"Miss Relena! No!" Dorothy screamed as she ran into the room slamming the door behind her.
In Miliardo's office the three adults, Lady Une, Miliardo, and Noin heard a door slam.
"What was that? Lady Une asked.
"Teenagers." Miliardo said completely unaware that his baby sister was trying to kill herself at that very moment.
Quatra looked at the group sitting on the ground in front of him. Quatra was in Relena's chair and the other ex pilots were sitting on the empty sixth grave.
"Ok the first thing I must tell you all is that I have been lying to you about why I have been seeing Miss Relena so much. I am her personal doctor and have been trying to help her get over her depression." Quatra began.
"Miss Relena hasn't been depressed." Wufei said sternly.
"She has, you just didn't know. It all started when Heero left her, before Mariemaia was staying with her. Miss Relena had been spending a lot of time talking to Dr. J. and one day I happened to stop by to see her only to catch her in the middle of one of their conversations. Miss Relena had become obsessed with returning Heero's humanity. In her mind the only way to do so was for him to have someone he would love. Someone who was part of him. A child. A child that she would carry." Quatra said.
"You bastard! When did you sleep with her!" Wufei yelled at Heero as he punched Heero's bruised face once again.
"I didn't," Heero said. "And if you hit me again I will break your arm."
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Sorry about the delay on this. I have been having a lot of bad luck lately and lost the disk my this story was on. Found it today though. Chapters 18-20 haven't been written yet so bear with me.