"I'm getting REALLY sick of this being lost thing," Pan said as she AGAIN found herself in another strange place apparently alone. She briefly acknowledged the halo over her head. Undoubtedly she was on snake way. Pan at least thought her alter personality was either gone or back with her. She wondered if she still had her telepathy and what she'd do now she was dead, never mind being dead not under her own free will.

"If I find THAT THING that kill me I am SO going to kick its BUTT from HERE TO HEL-

Pan stumbled over due to bumping into something in the middle of her rant.

"Goku?" she said out of pure shock and not only that King Kai was with him.

"-And you had the nerve to blow up Cell on MY planet?!" King Kai was ranting on.

"I know how you feel" Pan said, ignoring the fact Goku was still staring at her strangely.

Pan's arms where crossed across her chest in a very pissed off way. Obviously to say she was NOT in a good mood was an understatement, the understatement of the year.

"Erm so how did you die? I don't mind being dead I mean it was for a good reason I guess" Goku said while the sky's over head darkened lighting clashed and Pan took a deep breath and at the top of her lungs screamed out:

"Being dead because of an evil villain and dying heroically was and okay way of dying, but being killed by yourself starting with a TELEPATHIC weird-o thingy about the person YOU CARE ABOUT MOST being split personalities AND being KILLED BY YOURSELF IN FRONT OF A PERSON YOU CARE ABOUT WHO HAS MISTAKEN YOU WITH A KISS IS NOT AND OKAY WAY TO DIE!" The quarter saiyan breathed out deeply with a bit of relief she had been meaning to get that of her chest.

Her poor bystanders looked ruffled and thunder struck.

"Oh yeah and one more thing: I ENDED UP IN THE PAST! What more could possibility happen to me? I just went through about 90% of plots in stories besides a Mary Sue!"

"Wow" was all Goku could say. But he added "Can't you be wished back?"

"Nope because of…well damn I can't tell you and mess up the future" Pan said wondering what she'd do now.

But then the rest of the female emotions kicked in. Tears streamed down her cheeks "He doesn't love me, love what a stupid thing and even knowing what other people thought it was just so wrong why can't I do anything right? I was so happy that day…"

"I don't know who you are but it sounds like you've been through rough times" Goku said to a sobbing Pan.

"They're this saying that I found was really true and- Goku began but a rumble in his stomach told him other wise but it perked up Pan a bit Grandpa Goku always hungry she chuckled softly.

A voice spoke up. It was meek and tiny but nonetheless true.

"Son Pan I am very sorry I was so wrong I saw for the first and only time in my life true love and I was wrong to take it, I saw you only hurt the ones you love Son Pan feelings aren't something to be buried you suppressed them so much and barely admitted to them I was so alone but I reasoned and figured out was your thoughts that told me that it was me who was making you upset of Trunks I felt I needed to eliminate myself and this evil took over me. When you went Super Saiyan that first time I had enough power to free myself, it would take a day but I did and your telepathy was a side effect. When I met Trunks I couldn't help it I was your feelings, I wanted him for myself and it lead to this. I am so sorry"

"Its kinda late for that I'm already dead" Pan spoke out finally understanding everything.

"Pan I can grant you two wishes please take them"

"I will" Pan said completely ignoring Goku and King who where again staring very funny at her.

"State your first wish"

Pan thought for a moment her second wish would be being brought back to life but what about her first? Her thoughts drifted back two that vision she had of the little boy rolling around as if in a nightmare in his bed.

"Take me to the vision I'm concentrating on now" Pan stated.

"It is done"

Before Pan was whisked away she knew she heard King Kai tell Goku "Her last name was Son?!"

Pan blinked and stood up in a dark room she could see clearer now the little boy was Trunks at the chibi age.

The boy awoke suddenly his mouth open in shock staring at Pan.

"It..ttts you! From my dream!" he said in a hushed tone and frightened.

"Tell me about the dream" Pan said leaning over the bed.

"Blonde hair power…There where two of you and fighting… and blood and sadness… and lots of crying" he answered in vague detail.

"Who are you anyway?" he demanded to know.

"A friend. Don't worry your dream will end happily ever after"

"So he had known subconsciously what would happen why he was at my apartment that day he didn't know or remember" Pan thought and tucked Chibi Trunks in.

"Good night, go beat up those bed bugs" Pan said and then stated quietly:

"I wish to be brought back to life now" and darkness came over her again.

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"Damn it I hate waking up after those black outs" Pan mumbled to herself.

It seemed she'd been gone only moments. She was in the Capsule Corp. lab.

Pan stepped up and felt the solid ground it felt a bit shaky for a moment but she was able to walk.

She began seeking out Ki's this would be as much fun as showing every body she was a super saiyan. First she took a trip to her parent's house. On the way there Pan began to notice the little things she ignored how clear the air smelt and how green the grass was and the shade of blue the sky was. Something had almost missed.

Pan opened the front door and rushed into the living room where that she found empty before smacking herself in the face- the party! No doubt they'd gone if she was only gone moments (well maybe and hour) there was a good chanced they might not think she was dead and that would leave her with a whole lot less explaining to do.

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The party at capsule corp. wasn't as cheery as it should have been. Though the disco ball and DJ music was playing no body was dancing the subject of conversation was Pan and what the hell happened.

It didn't help much to explain when Pan came bursting through the door with many odd looks from people as she entered the room.

But she was instantly rushed up and hugged by everyone around her.

Tears where shed and happiness spread. Also an explanation was demanded, which Pan had a great deal of fun telling to see all the shocks on people's faces. After everyone had there questions in and Trunks rushed up to Pan he opened his mouth to speak but Pan put her hand in front of his and said "You only hurt the ones you love" and smiled.

"Still Pan I'm sorry" he said and kissed her while see kissed him lovingly back.

By the end of the night they all learned of Goten and Marron's engagement. Which lead to Pan's unexplained telepathy.

"Just how did you know Pan?" Goten asked.

"Something I never want again. You don't know how scary people's minds can be" Pan answered and then added "Likes Trunks" for good measure.

And so there was a happily-ever-after after all, just like Pan said. When finally she realized her feelings…

Authoress notes: You didn't think I'd let Pan stay dead did you? :P

I know that was a bit rushed but what did you think? I think I need to revise the whole thing…someday but thanks for reading J