To the End of the Shinobis
Chapter VI: Desire Vs Consequence

By: Michelle



"I want to have sex with Venus."

Casey spit a mouthful of beer all over the place. "YOU WHAT?"

"I want to have sex with Venus." Raphael looked at the wide eyed Casey. "I want to fulfill her every need. Her every desire."

Casey wanted to be sick. He looked at the beer in his hand. It just wasn't going to cut it.

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Venus sat down on her bed. Splinter and Michaelangelo might be a while she thought to herself. She sighed. She wondered if Raphael was OK. He said he was only going to be a little while. She looked at the clock Mikey was still talking with Splinter. She sat in boredom for a second. Then, she grabbed her diary out of the draw to her nightstand. Maybe writing will help her until Michaelangelo and Splinter are finished.

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Tashina looked around her brother's fortress. She was tired. Being back in the world made her feel her age. She was only thirty, but she insisted she was only a day over twenty. She was tired though. She left her brother's throne room and walked around.

She came across some of the Rank and watched them all eye her up. She still had it. She slyishly walked over to the Leader of the Rank.

"Hi." She sized him up. He was her secret lover before she had the fight with her brother. It had been thousands years since she saw him last. Kurai was his name. She missed him. She wonder if he had ever taken a bride. He was to afraid to ask the Dragon Lord for her hand. Ryu was so overprotective.

"Hello, my princess." Kurai bowed to her and looked around hoping she was speaking to him. She snarled at the fact he called her princess. If she had her way, she would be called 'Queen.'

"Hi." She gave him a devilish grin. "I am not familiar with my brothers place," she flirted. "Could you maybe show me a place I may rest?"

"Yes, my princess." She placed out her hand, motioning him to grab it and lead her to his quarters. He took her hand. He had missed her too. Together, they went back to his quarters.

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Casey looked at Raphael as he continued raving about having sex with Venus. "Casey. I've been having this feelings inside that I never felt before. I love Venus. I want to be a man and make her a woman. I want to be inside her. I never felt this way Casey. Every time I with her, snuggling or making out, I just want to lay her on the ground and take her right then and there..."

"OK" Casey said to Raphael as he saw his hands grab the couch from the pleasure of his thought. "Calm down. I get the picture."

"Casey." Raphael relaxed a little. "How do I convince her to have sex with me?"

"OK, Raph. Number one, Venus is not that kind of girl. You're going to scare her away if you tell her the same things you just told me. Number two, you KNOW the consequences. Splinter will kill you." Casey took another sip of his beer.

"So, your against me too." Raphael folded his arms and rolled his eyes.

"I'm not against you. It's your life." Casey looked at the pissed off Raphael. "I know how you are feeling. I've been there MANY of times."

"So, what is the big deal about me having sex? You did it."

"Yeah. I have plenty of times. One of them times I got a six year old daughter from." Casey sighed. "Look Raphael. Take it from me, the dumb ass who has suffered the consequences from many stupid things I have done in life. Wait for her."

"How?" Raphael took a large sip of his beer. "I feel like I am going to explode."

"Look. I don't regret having Shadow in my life. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me. But I do regret for her not having a mother. Right now she is attached to April and I love April. One day, when I get stuff straightened out, I am going to marry her and give Shadow a family to grow up in."

Raphael looked around and thought about what Casey said. Maybe he should wait for Venus. He didn't want to lose her by scaring her off from pressure.

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Kurai and Tashina held each other closely. It had been a long time since they made love.
"Oh, Tashina, I have missed you so."

"So have I Kurai." She turned and looked at him. "Why didn't you come for me when you and my brother got out of the enchanted glass."

"I wanted to." He turned from her and stared up at the ceiling. "But, you know how your brother is."

She knew exactly how her brother is: EXTREMELY OVERPROTECTIVE.

"Besides, I don't think he likes me very much either."

"What do you mean?"

"Personally, I think he enjoys making me look like a fool."

She rolled her eyes. She knew her brother would freak if he found out about them. Kurai was the Rank Leader and she was Dragon Lord's baby sister.

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Dear diary,
Hi. It's Mei Pieh. I need someone to talk to. Splinter is busy talking with Michaelangelo and I don't think the others will help. I just needed some place to release my feelings. it's not the same, but it will help me.
Since we have been home, things are pretty much the same. I miss China, but I am glad to be in my room here again. I like my room here. It is much bigger than the one in China. I like it because my friends made it for me when I came to live here.
Anyways, I am writing to talk about Raphael. Our relationship is growing more and more each day. I just feel it is growing to fast for me. I love Raphael and I love being with him. I just. I don't know. I think Raphael wants to take things to another level. I want him. I just don't think I am really ready.
This morning Splinter lectured us. Raphael got in my bed a few minutes before breakfast and Splinter walked in. After his lecture and my small talk with Raphael, I think I scared Raphael. I didn't mean to. I just wanted to know if he really loved me. I don't know why I questioned him like I did. I am just so scared I might loose him.

Venus placed down her pen. Maybe Splinter is finished talking to Mikey. She put her notebook on her nightstand and got up to talk to Splinter.