A/N- These are Draco's letters that he wanted to send to Q after she left! But unfortunately, he never did. By the way, Q is an orphan girl to my other story, out of the rain. You don't need to read it to understand this ( I think). Please R&R, your opinions really mean alot to me.
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December 26, 2002
Dear Analia,
You're thanking me? I should be the one thanking you. It was you who completely changed the way I thought. I remeber once you asked me, when you first came to Hogwarts, " Who are you?".
And I said, " You know who I am, you spent the summer with me. I'm Draco Malfoy." . Then you said,
" Draco? or Malfoy? Which one?"
I said both. You kept on asking. " You cannot be two people at once. You must be either Draco or Malfoy. You are either yourself, Draco, or your father, Malfoy."
I didn't want to say it, but somehow I knew what you meant. I was Malfoy. I was no one except for who my father expected me to be. The last half of my name overshadowed the first half.
But now, I have a different answer. I know now that I am both, no matter how much I want to get rid of the Malfoy in me, I know that I can't. I know that somewhere inside of me will be a part of him. But now I choose not to be Malfoy. I am Draco Malfoy.
I remember you were always asking me things. Things that I would think was common sense. Until I tried to answer them. One day you asked me what love was. I said, " Love is when two people are attracted to each other, romatically." Then you asked. " But why does this happen?" I said , " Just because." Now I have a story to tell. This is why I think we love.
I think that before we were humans, we were angels. In heaven. Every angel was born with a twin brother or sister. They grew up together. Laguhed together. Cried together. But when they were sent down to earth, to become human babies, they get lost. They get separated. Each one of them knows that they have to keep looking for their twin. They have no Idea what their twin looks like as a human, so sometimes they make a mistake. But always the mistake is found out, for one cannot love any but who he is meant to love. Eventually, the other angel is found. Then they are bonded together again. That is what love is. Love is an angel looking for his or her soulmate.
I think that you are my other angel. You came from out of the rain and changed my life as you never would know. As I grew to know you , I realised that there was something different about you. There was something in the way you walked, talked, laughed, and just were, that was so unique that I had to trust you. It just came naturally. You would ask a question and I would tell you the answer, even if it was something that I didn't want anybody else to know. Somehow, I could see the sincerity in you. I wasn't sure what it was that made me want to just tell you everything that was on my mind. Until now.
I don't know where you are. What you're doing. But I hope that you come back one day so I can give you this letter and you will know the answeres to all those questions you have asked me so many times before.
Forever,
Draco Malfoy