Disclaimer: Not mine they belong to WB, NBC++ That are for all the next chapters too

I decided to make this a series, I was rather sad when I wrote this, just warning you :)

Dear Lucy

I know it is over a year since you died, but I haven't really accepted it. It is so unfair that you died, I should have done it instead. If you had lived now you would have been a doctor, a good one also, sorry, it is my fault. Whatever the other says I always feel that I should have done something.
I regret that I followed the hospital rules so carefully, if I had known what I knew today, I wouldn't have given a damn. (Sorry the language)
I know in my heart that if you had lived today, we would have been friends, good friends. Maybe someday our relationship would have developed, but we'll never find out will we?
I heard a song that described my thoughts about my life without you, so I just write it here.

It's just that everywhere I go,
every building seems to know your name,
like photographed memories of love.

I promise you that I will never forget you, your laughter or your words. I miss you Lucy.

John

Carter folded the letter and put it inside the envelope before putting it down on the ground, he looked at the gravestone in front of him, Lucy Knight 1975-2000.
"Bye Lucy"