Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon. I just borrow them.
Dear Tai,
Hey. I haven't talked to you in awile. How's everything up there? I hope its good. Well, things here have been pretty calm. Ken and Yolei are together. Finally. It was so cute. It was at the prom. First slow dance, Ken comes up to her and asks Yolei to dance. She was a VERY happy person for awile. TK and Kari supposedly lost stomachs last weekend, after TK's birthday party. Everybody missed you. Heck, I missed you the most.
Ever sense you left, It's been, well, like a dream. I can't concentrate. I walk around like a zombie. I'm doing horrible in school. My coach says if I don't focus, I'll miss my chance for the Olympics. My tennis sucks now. And forget soccer. I can't look at a soccer ball without bawling. They say I need help. Yeah I need help-I need you back. Tai, I can't live like this. My will to live is gone. I'd be better dead. The worst part: I never got to tell you.
Well, I'll tell you now- I love you Tai, and I miss u.
Love,
Sora.
I sealed the envelope. I glanced out the window. It was raining.
"Damn."
Today, July 13. Friday the 13th. One year...One horrible, horrible year. I grabbed my jacket and umbrella.
" I'm going for a walk!" I called to my mom.
" 'K hun. Don't be long." She called back.
I walked out the door. No one I knew was outside. It started pouring. I started running. Running, to get away from the facts. I still don't remember what happened that night...
::flash:: Tai and I, walking home from a party.
" Want me to walk you home?" I ask.
" Nah, I'll be fine." He says. You lied.
::flash:: a white hospital room. There you lie, hooked up to tubes. You're pale. Kari's in the corner crying. TK has his arm around her. Matt's in a chair, staring at the ceiling. Joe and Izzy are talking quietly. Your parents? They left years ago, leaving you to drop our of collage and take on two jobs. I'm standing next to you, holding your hand, praying. The police said that you were hit by a car. A drunkie who had his license suspended before. The doctors are grim. You're bleeding from your heart. They say they can't stop it. Matt went berserk and security had to take him outside 'till he calmed down.
::flash:: " This man was special to everyone who knew him..." The pastor drones. Everyone's wearing black. They lower a casket into the ground. Your casket.
*:*
I walk among rows and rows of graves, looking for yours. I find it, right under a maple tree. Flowers almost cover your grave stone. Did you know how many friends you had? Over a hundred people came.
I'm remembering all those times we spent together. When you saved me from Metaletemon. Even that time when I was going to ask Matt out, and you were ok with it. I never really liked him, I was going to ask him if you liked me...
I feel tears running down my face. I miss you Tai. I lay the letter next a little toy soccer ball. I can't do this. I can't live anymore. Not without Tai...
I run through the streets, blindly. Tears are still flowing. I find Matt's apartment. He opens the door.
" Sora! What's wrong?!"
I run past him. Into his room, where he keeps his gun.
" Sora! Put it down! Damnit Sora!"
" I can't live anymore!" I scream through sobs. I placed the barrel to my head and closed my eyes...
A/N: So, that's my first Taiora fic. Kinda sad.^_^