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A/N: I am now to continue mah Yamasuke! X.x; Man, the first chapter really sucked. ::Read it five minutes ago for the first time:: ...I really don't do good Yaoi's...anyway, I can't exactly leave it unfinished, so...Here goes.


Yamato seemed like he was on the verge of breakdown, his crystaline eyes filling with tears, before he pushed Daisuke away. He blinked once, slowly, to push back the tears, then realizing that they were sitting on the side of the road, he shifted the gear and pulled back into the road. "It doesn't matter, we all have to die eventually. I'm not scared."



Daisuke looked at him out of the corner of his eye and sensed his tenseness. The blonde was lying, it was easy to see, but why pester him? It certainly wouldn't do him any good. However, he wasn't going to let him die with an attitude like that. He couldn't help but remember the Ishida Yamato that took no crap for no one. If he was going to die, Daisuke decided Yamato was going to be dragged kicking and screaming. There was no way, NO WAY, he was letting him just...give up. That would be unnacceptable. Daisuke was not a quitter, no, he believed that a good friend pesetered and bothered until they got the truth. It always worked much better then waiting for them to spill their guts. He brought his hand to brush Yamato's right arm. "Come on, Yamato, you don't have to be afraid to talk about it..."



Knuckles turning white as he gripped the steering wheel with amazing strength, he shrugged. "There's nothing to discuss, Daisuke. I'm going to die. I've accepted it." a film of tears came over his eyes, making it clear how upset he was. Then, shaking his head, he pushed the gas.



Daisuke's eyes narrowed as he leaned back into the seat or the car. He was being so difficult! Sighing, Daisuke brought his hand to his chin and began to poinder what he could do to help his friend who was obviously in trouble. He shot him a quick glance before turning his head back toward the window. All different shades of color rolled past them, but it didn't help Daisuke at all. The truth of the matter was that Yamato had looked, well, sick. It was the first time that Daisuke had really noticed.



His eyes, usually a bright cystal color, were deadened. They just appeared to be there. His skin was paler than usual, if that was possible. Daisuke briefly wondered if he should get a piece of paper out and compare them, but shook his head. He was also thinner than Daisuke last remembered. In fact, he seemed to be nothing but a bag of bones.



"You're being quiet..." Yamato's voice broke Daisuke's thoughts.



"...So?"



"It's scaring me." A small smile curled on Yamato's lips, as he stopped for a red light.



Daisuke let out a small chuckle, and leaned over slightly to playfully punch Yamato's arm, but then stopped. Would he hurt him? It was a lot more complicated than it had been those years before. Jerking back, he smiled. "Yeah...I haven't been as loud lately."



Yamato slammed his foot on the gas, rage showing across his face. He hid it as best he could, but it was impossible not to see the fact that he was glaring at the road. "This is why I didn't tell you. This is why I didn't tell any of the others."



Bafflement crossing his face, Daisuke gave a bewildered glance over in Yamato's direction, "...Huh?"



"You've treated me differently! Any other time you would have leaned over and hit me. I know you would have. But because I'm sick you treated me differently. I don't want that to happen." he explained rashly, turning into to a parking lot. Apartment buildings sat beside it, and one of them was obviously Yamato's.



-He looks kind of cute when's he's upset...- Daisuke thought before mentally slapping himself....-Where did that thought cme from?- "I'm sorry, Yama...I didn't mean to upset you....Do you forgive me?"



"I told you to stop calling me Yama."



A/N: I'm leaving it here so that I can work on my other new story...*evilly grins* People are going to flame me so bad for it....Mwahahahaha. Anyway, I hope this was a little better than the first chapter, because I know it sucked...royally. Anyway, have a great day and don't forget to R&R.