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Chapter 4: Play time.
He's gone. Finally, hopefully he won't come back.
Fat chance.
The rain is so peaceful, its almost cleansing from all the dark things that have happened today.
Their all gone. Every single one.
My family were sport, HIS sport, I can't believe him. Well is he a him? Are androids single sex? Doubt it. he looks male to me, well maleish.
I hate him soooooooo much, I wish I could - I could - I could, I dunno. Maybe kill him, nah its not in me.
The rain drops intermingle with my tears masking them from prying eyes preferably named 17. I know he's watching I'm not blind. What is he thinking? What is he going to do with me? Maybe I should run for it. Dash away.
But he would catch me and I would be...beaten? Killed? I hate pain it hurts to much. Yes, I know I'm a wimp but, but I've seen to much of it and been through to much of it. I guess if you'd seen the things I've seen you wouldn't like it either. Pains like a bad memory, once it comes again it brings EVERY thing up. Trust me, pain is noo good.
The rain battles down I feel the need to sort of go out in it. To be clean again. Slowly I stand up and stride out in to the rain. Yes, he's watching again. God I hate it, but I don't care right now. The killer is only going to see me stand in the rain. Oooo big thrill!
Yeah well his thrills are pretty twisted. I know that by experience.
It pours down, like thousands of tiny cold knives stabbing my skin. It hurts but not that much bearable, I'm not a fan of pain but this is refreshing, invigorating. Makes me feel so much more alive!
I throw open my arms in warm welcome of those tiny knives. Just once I seem to have no doubts, all I have to do is stand here noting will go wrong. No one to worry about.
Except me.
A strange pain in my stomach comes when I think of my brother. My friends. Everything falls down again, every bit of security I thought was there is gone. I am left naked to all the pain, all the mistakes that I have seen and caused.
The wind blows hard against my face, chilling my bones. Maybe its time to retreat.
I shake my head hard and pull back my arms.
No. I will not enter that monsters dwelling. No, I will not.
Claire Nelson is not going to go anywhere near that machine.
The wind blows harder forcing me to go back, back towards the house.
Back towards him. Is this world against me or something? Am I forced into everything by stupid 'fate'?
I mutter curses into the howling wind, then just to make me feel even worse about staying inside thunder claps and shakes my whole form.
I've never been afraid of storms but being out there with the wind howling and rain pounding down on my head is enough to put me off.
Where can I go? Back in the house? NO!
I must not stop to that level. But I'm cold....
I won't have to go near him and, and I don't have to talk to him. I can find a corner and stay there. he won't bother me, will he?
I bite my lip and look upwards into the forbidding sky.
Its pushing me away, no one wants me out here except me. Should I just give in? I don't want to die, not just yet. I want to die nobly. protecting something. Not because I wanted to get out. No, I'll wait till he goes and then BLAH!! I'll be gone in a flash!
Slowly turning to face the white house, I give one last look around. Maybe I'll never see any of this again. It will gone. like everything else I seem to touch.
A heavy sadness has come apon me, griping onto my inner soul and lurching it in to depression.
The road of no return I prefer to call it. It seems everytime I get depressed the ones I love get me out.
But they were taken from me by the one's house that I am about to enter. Guilt grabs my stomach making vile bile rise to my throat.
Guilt is a horrible emotion, it makes every decision involve others and promises you are supposed to keep.
My breath comes out in haggard gasps, should I?
Lightning hits a tree near by as if answering my question.
Okay here goes.
*
She's standing there, eyeing the house and all of a sudden she walks towards it. All is falling into place, yes well androids can't get cold so outside must be absolutely freezing for her.
So she's not dead, not yet. She better have her wits about her.
HEHEHEHE!
Chapter 4: Play time.
He's gone. Finally, hopefully he won't come back.
Fat chance.
The rain is so peaceful, its almost cleansing from all the dark things that have happened today.
Their all gone. Every single one.
My family were sport, HIS sport, I can't believe him. Well is he a him? Are androids single sex? Doubt it. he looks male to me, well maleish.
I hate him soooooooo much, I wish I could - I could - I could, I dunno. Maybe kill him, nah its not in me.
The rain drops intermingle with my tears masking them from prying eyes preferably named 17. I know he's watching I'm not blind. What is he thinking? What is he going to do with me? Maybe I should run for it. Dash away.
But he would catch me and I would be...beaten? Killed? I hate pain it hurts to much. Yes, I know I'm a wimp but, but I've seen to much of it and been through to much of it. I guess if you'd seen the things I've seen you wouldn't like it either. Pains like a bad memory, once it comes again it brings EVERY thing up. Trust me, pain is noo good.
The rain battles down I feel the need to sort of go out in it. To be clean again. Slowly I stand up and stride out in to the rain. Yes, he's watching again. God I hate it, but I don't care right now. The killer is only going to see me stand in the rain. Oooo big thrill!
Yeah well his thrills are pretty twisted. I know that by experience.
It pours down, like thousands of tiny cold knives stabbing my skin. It hurts but not that much bearable, I'm not a fan of pain but this is refreshing, invigorating. Makes me feel so much more alive!
I throw open my arms in warm welcome of those tiny knives. Just once I seem to have no doubts, all I have to do is stand here noting will go wrong. No one to worry about.
Except me.
A strange pain in my stomach comes when I think of my brother. My friends. Everything falls down again, every bit of security I thought was there is gone. I am left naked to all the pain, all the mistakes that I have seen and caused.
The wind blows hard against my face, chilling my bones. Maybe its time to retreat.
I shake my head hard and pull back my arms.
No. I will not enter that monsters dwelling. No, I will not.
Claire Nelson is not going to go anywhere near that machine.
The wind blows harder forcing me to go back, back towards the house.
Back towards him. Is this world against me or something? Am I forced into everything by stupid 'fate'?
I mutter curses into the howling wind, then just to make me feel even worse about staying inside thunder claps and shakes my whole form.
I've never been afraid of storms but being out there with the wind howling and rain pounding down on my head is enough to put me off.
Where can I go? Back in the house? NO!
I must not stop to that level. But I'm cold....
I won't have to go near him and, and I don't have to talk to him. I can find a corner and stay there. he won't bother me, will he?
I bite my lip and look upwards into the forbidding sky.
Its pushing me away, no one wants me out here except me. Should I just give in? I don't want to die, not just yet. I want to die nobly. protecting something. Not because I wanted to get out. No, I'll wait till he goes and then BLAH!! I'll be gone in a flash!
Slowly turning to face the white house, I give one last look around. Maybe I'll never see any of this again. It will gone. like everything else I seem to touch.
A heavy sadness has come apon me, griping onto my inner soul and lurching it in to depression.
The road of no return I prefer to call it. It seems everytime I get depressed the ones I love get me out.
But they were taken from me by the one's house that I am about to enter. Guilt grabs my stomach making vile bile rise to my throat.
Guilt is a horrible emotion, it makes every decision involve others and promises you are supposed to keep.
My breath comes out in haggard gasps, should I?
Lightning hits a tree near by as if answering my question.
Okay here goes.
*
She's standing there, eyeing the house and all of a sudden she walks towards it. All is falling into place, yes well androids can't get cold so outside must be absolutely freezing for her.
So she's not dead, not yet. She better have her wits about her.
HEHEHEHE!