Note: This is the sequel to "Undecided..." You should know that. Yes you should. You should, you lazy nut. Don't you feel dumb now... heh.
The Choice
I'm blaming Shane McMahon and Stephanie for this.
Why can't they just add their own respective companies to their dad's, making the WWF stronger than ever? Instead, they've gone against the WWF, declared war, and shaken up all our lives.
Especially mine.
On one side, there is the woman I love, the woman I have given up so much for. The woman who I got put through a table for, and who I have given up my family for. The woman who I want to marrry someday, and who I want to someday make the next generation of Dudleys with.
On the other, is everything I used to know, my old boss, my brothers (ALL of them), my old friends, my old tag team partners. On that side, is the company that made me.
What am I supposed to do? Do I give it all up to fight for a company that could very well fail, but stay with Molly? Do I give up my career for her, too? Or do I go to EWCW, and continue the Dudley legacy there?
I'm torn between two things that I love. Of course, I love Molly much more than ECW, but...
When Michael Cole interviewed Molly and me, I told him that I was more loyal to Molly than the WWF. And it's true. If she went to EWCW, then I'd go in a heartbeat. What else is there to keep me here? Mr. McMahon's loving relationships with all the superstars? A bulging paycheck? I think not.
My priority is Molly. My *only* priority. I don't care where we are, and who's name is on our paychecks, so long as we're together. If Molly stayed in the WWF and I went to ECW... who knows how they would try to tear us apart? She really *would* be the enemy, then.
I don't think I can handle that. Right now, I need Molly. And how could I betray her? She's done so much for me. And I know I've done a lot for her, too. I've put too much into this relationship... including my heart... to betray her.
I don't know where to go, or who to go with. I see my brothers - all of them now, not just Buh Buh and D - Von. Sign Guy, Quintessential Studmuffin, Big Dick, Dudley, Dances With, all of them. I don't know how to pick: My lover or my family.
If it was just Buh Buh and D - Von... well, then, that would be simple. I'd choose Molly. But *all* of them... how can I pass up the chance to get to know my family again? I know they treated me like shit when Buh Buh and D - Von did. But they might have changed, I keep hoping, even though I tell myself they haven't.
I want to stay with Molly. But I want to know my brothers again.
What do I do? I'm standing on a ramp, looking at Molly on the right, smiling up at me. "I love you," She mouths softly, and I smile back at her, knowing that my face is lighting up like a christmas tree just seeing her.
And on the left, my whole family stands, glaring up at me. "Do the right thing, Spike!" Big Dick yells up at me. His voice is an almost guttural call, as I remember it always has been. "Keep the Dudley name alive!"
I wonder if Molly's relatives would forgive her if she became 'the enemy' to them. And would she ever be willing to go? I want to be back at ECW. I want to feel the rush of jumping off a catwalk onto an opponent, and of feeling my own blood on my face after popping the crowd. I want to be back.
But I want Molly more. As much as I love those pops... I love Molly more. What do I do?
What do I do?
The Choice
I'm blaming Shane McMahon and Stephanie for this.
Why can't they just add their own respective companies to their dad's, making the WWF stronger than ever? Instead, they've gone against the WWF, declared war, and shaken up all our lives.
Especially mine.
On one side, there is the woman I love, the woman I have given up so much for. The woman who I got put through a table for, and who I have given up my family for. The woman who I want to marrry someday, and who I want to someday make the next generation of Dudleys with.
On the other, is everything I used to know, my old boss, my brothers (ALL of them), my old friends, my old tag team partners. On that side, is the company that made me.
What am I supposed to do? Do I give it all up to fight for a company that could very well fail, but stay with Molly? Do I give up my career for her, too? Or do I go to EWCW, and continue the Dudley legacy there?
I'm torn between two things that I love. Of course, I love Molly much more than ECW, but...
When Michael Cole interviewed Molly and me, I told him that I was more loyal to Molly than the WWF. And it's true. If she went to EWCW, then I'd go in a heartbeat. What else is there to keep me here? Mr. McMahon's loving relationships with all the superstars? A bulging paycheck? I think not.
My priority is Molly. My *only* priority. I don't care where we are, and who's name is on our paychecks, so long as we're together. If Molly stayed in the WWF and I went to ECW... who knows how they would try to tear us apart? She really *would* be the enemy, then.
I don't think I can handle that. Right now, I need Molly. And how could I betray her? She's done so much for me. And I know I've done a lot for her, too. I've put too much into this relationship... including my heart... to betray her.
I don't know where to go, or who to go with. I see my brothers - all of them now, not just Buh Buh and D - Von. Sign Guy, Quintessential Studmuffin, Big Dick, Dudley, Dances With, all of them. I don't know how to pick: My lover or my family.
If it was just Buh Buh and D - Von... well, then, that would be simple. I'd choose Molly. But *all* of them... how can I pass up the chance to get to know my family again? I know they treated me like shit when Buh Buh and D - Von did. But they might have changed, I keep hoping, even though I tell myself they haven't.
I want to stay with Molly. But I want to know my brothers again.
What do I do? I'm standing on a ramp, looking at Molly on the right, smiling up at me. "I love you," She mouths softly, and I smile back at her, knowing that my face is lighting up like a christmas tree just seeing her.
And on the left, my whole family stands, glaring up at me. "Do the right thing, Spike!" Big Dick yells up at me. His voice is an almost guttural call, as I remember it always has been. "Keep the Dudley name alive!"
I wonder if Molly's relatives would forgive her if she became 'the enemy' to them. And would she ever be willing to go? I want to be back at ECW. I want to feel the rush of jumping off a catwalk onto an opponent, and of feeling my own blood on my face after popping the crowd. I want to be back.
But I want Molly more. As much as I love those pops... I love Molly more. What do I do?
What do I do?