Where I Belong

Title:  Where I Belong

Author:  BlueMoonRain (bluemoonrain23@hotmail.com)

Spoilers:  None really, just pretend that Logan can walk thanks to the Max's blood and I'll give you a big chocolate chip cookie.  Oh and pretend that you didn't hear Lydecker's wife is Max's mom.  Thanks.  FYI, this is a crossover, but you really don't need to watch the X-Files to read this story.

Disclaimers:  The characters from the Dark Angel realm belong to James Cameron; the characters from the X-Files are the property of Chris Carter.  Christian and Mary Beth Carletti—which will make an appearance later—belong to yours truly.

*******Author's Notes:  Okay, I am really unsure about this story, so tell me either in the form of a review or email me, and tell me whether or not you want to me to continue it.  Peace.  Out. 

Chapter One:  Found

Setting:  Crash

            I can't help but laugh as Original Cindy goes on about how fabulous looking the girl at the bar is.  "Just go and talk to her."

            "No, I'm trying to be subtle."

            I raise my eyebrows at that remark, "Subtle?  Since when have you ever been subtle?"

            Original gives me that phony smile, "I'm tryin' a new approach aiight, boo.  'Sides who are you to be dishin' out advice on how to get some action?"

            "Whatever," I say rolling my eyes.  I am about to comment on the fact that the girl in question has just been picked up by some weird lookin' guy at the bar, but my pager goes off.  "Logan.  Gotta blaze."

            "Rich boy got you under lock and key, don't he?"

            "At least I have someone, and I didn't get him by being subtle," I say nodding towards the girl by the bar.

            Unfortunately Cindy doesn't let that phrase pass her by, "Oh, so now he's your what…significant other?"

            Significant other?  No, not really.  Not that anyone else would put up with be but…  "Not in the widely understood definition of the term.  Late."  I say and blaze out of there leaving Cindy completely bamboozled.

Setting:  Logan's

            For some unknown reason, I always get this nice warm, tingly feeling when I come to Logan's.  I don't whether it comes from the knowledge that in a few minutes I get to see him, the fact that he semi-understands me, or that he's always happy to see me.  And I do mean always.  Ever since he got his legs back, he's been unbelievably happy.  But I have to admit; I'm kind of bummed out about this whole walking dealio.  Don't get me wrong, I love the fact that he can walk now, and that it's 'cause of my blood—at least something good came from Manticore—I just kind of thought that…Oh, I don't know what I thought.  I just wish something would change.  I need a sign; I mean we shared a dream.  How much more connected do we need to be?  But then again, am I really ready for a change?

            I start to pick the lock on the door, but then change my mind and opt for knocking.  After all, I have cost him a lot of locks here lately. 

            "Hey," he smiles as he opens the door.  "Glad you could make it."

            "Well, you know not every girl in the city gets calls from Mr. Eyes Only.  'Sides, I thought maybe you might have some culinary masterpiece lying around somewhere."

            "There's some leftover chicken from last night, we can heat that up in a minute.  I want to show you something," he says dragging me inside and shutting the door. 

            I follow him into his computer room, "So what's the dealio?"

            "I think you might want to sit down, Max."

            "Yes, sir," I mockingly reply and I sit down on the chair beside of him. 

            "I found something," he begins.  "I really don't know how to tell you this Max, but I found your parents."

            "What?"  I jump up from my chair and begin pacing the room.  This is what you wanted.  You told him to find them for you.  Now what are you going to do?  What if they don't like you?

            "Max, are you okay?  I thought this is what you wanted." 

            I feel Logan wrap his arms around me, halting my pacing.  Funny, I didn't even hear him get up.  "This is what I wanted, want.  It's just that…Are you really sure you found them?"

            "I wouldn't get your hopes up like that if I wasn't a hundred percent certain.  Sebastian and I made a DNA profiling program a couple weeks ago.  We designed it to extract your human DNA and then find suitable matches in the database.  It turned up a match this morning.  Sebastian hacked into the government files to secure whatever they had on the matches, and viola.  Isn't this great news?  I may have to borrow money off you now."

            "Huh?  What are you talking about?"

            "Come on, let's go in the kitchen.  I'll reheat that chicken from the other night, and we'll talk while we eat."

            He gently leads me into the kitchen, and pulls out a chair for me to sit in while he prepares our meal.  I know he's talking to me about something and I'm supposed to be listening, but…He found my parents.  I have a family, a mother and a father. 

            "Hey, Max."  He asks coming around the counter and kneeling in front of me, "Did you hear what I just said?"

            "Sorry, Logan.  My brain went on a little vacation there for a minute."

            "No problem.  I was just telling you what I know about your parents."  He says, smiling at my dazed look. 

Logan stands back up and picks up our plates setting one down in front of me and then another beside of me.  This is a first, usually we're sitting across from one another.  "So what were you saying?"

He laughs and pours some wine into our glasses, "I was saying that I really don't have that much on their lives now, but I can tell you all about their life before the pulse."  Taking a sip of wine he continues, "You see, your parents were with the FBI.  They were partners for about eight years.  Agents Fox Mulder and Dana Scully."

"So what happened, that I came into being." 

"Well, Agent Scully was abducted, and then returned minus her eggs.  A few years later while having brain surgery, someone extracted Agent Mulder's sperm.  They were immediately combined with Agent Scully's eggs and then…"  Logan trails off looking at me.

"I was created," I say softly.

"Yes."

Logan knows that I can't talk right now.  I may be a genetically engineered soldier, but even I have to shut down sometimes.  This is definitely one of those times.  We finish our meal in relatively companionable silence, and then we retire to the living room.  I sink down into the middle of the couch and Logan sits down in the corner.  He grabs my legs and pulls them up into his lap.  At my shocked look he replies, "It's a relaxation method.  I'm going to give you a foot rub."

"A foot rub?  Isn't that something someone does for a pregnant woman?"

"Not always," he says and removes my boots.  "I have the address."

"What?"

"So you can go meet them," he continues, as he rubs my feet.

Meet them?  I can't go meet them.  What do I say, hi you don't know who I am but I'm your daughter?  I was created in a laboratory then shipped to a secret facility in Wyoming called Manticore where I was trained to be a soldier.  "I don't think I can meet them Logan."

"You don't have to go alone," he tells me as he reaches over and cups my face making me look at him.

"You gonna go with me.  Hold my hand."

"Whatever you need."

I mull this response over in my mind, "Tell me about them."

He drops his hand from my face and I immediately miss the contact, but then he resumes rubbing my feet.  "Let's see, Agent Mulder is an Oxford trained psychologist.  He was the golden boy at the FBI while he was in violent crimes.  Then he started looking into paranormal behavior, unexplained phenomena, conspiracy theories.  He called them the X-Files.  He was obsessed with finding his little sister, Samantha, she had been abducted while he was babysitting her.  Anyway, the FBI wanted to close down the X-Files and get rid of Mulder, so they sent Agent Scully down to debunk his work.  Turns out though, that she saved him.  Scully became Mulder's one redeeming quality.  Took them eight years to figure out how they felt about each other, though.  They got married shortly after their son was born."

"Son?  I thought you said Scully lost all of her eggs."

"Miracles do happen," Logan replies smiling at me.

Yeah, they do Logan.  You're a miracle to me.  "Are you really serious about goin' with me?"  I ask uncertainly.

"I told you I'll do whatever you need."

"When can we leave?"