Dont own, dont sue, dont ask, dont tell....unless youre Schu, then please feel free to rape my mind. ^^;;
WARNINGS: none, this time. ^^;; just a bit of Nagi angst
Mind of Weiß
Black. Schwarz. Kuroi.
No matter how you put it, I'm dirty; blackened beyond recognition by those I once knew. Black like his hair, like his soul, like his faith...like me.
So dark...it stands out against my porcelain skin, glowing from inside with its eerie black light.
White. Weiß. Shiroi.
Like them. Like all of them.
They're dirty, but so clean compared to us. Our colour names don't only indicate which side of the law we're on. They reflect the colour of our souls.
But how? I certainly cant go to church and repent. "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I have committed all seven Deadly Sins, and broken almost all 10 Commandments."
Church makes me feel even filthier. My mother was Christian. She thought I was evil. I don't honour neither my father nor my mother.
So then how to be clean? Leave Schwarz and join Weiß? Ridiculous. They wouldn't take me in. We tried to kill them. We put them through absolute hell.
Besides, why would they want anyone so dirty? Rejected form childhood, forced to live years alone on the street, doing anything possible for a bit to eat.
I was 12 when they found me, cold and starving in an alley in southern Kyoto. Laughed at because I was small; feared because I was different; tortured because I was weak.
Why couldn't it have been Weiß? Why couldn't they have been the ones to find me? Would it have been any different? I would still be a killer, still be dirty. But not as much.
I hate being Schwarz. But the only way to leave is through death. Estet has too strong of a hold on us. And now, with Fujimiya's sister...they will gain more power than even we can imagine. Immortality, incredible power...And when they're done, most likely Schwarz will be no more.
Not disbandment. Annilation. No more Schwartz, no more lives. No one will even remember us.
Not that we were important, anyway. Just four faceless beings floating around, waiting for their next assignment. Not quite expendable, but not really needed. Because, really, how many people have such...'gifts'...as we do?
Once our usefulness is done...will we still live? Were much stronger then Estet thinks we are.
I'm rambling, aren't I? Back to Weiß. I want to be Weiß. Not the group...just white. Clean. Pure.
But I'm not. I can't be. Black. Dirty. We all are. Maybe my determination to be clean will cleanse my soul a bit. Not completely black...
Just...
Dark...
Grey.
Owari! Love it? hate it? C&C, onegai!
WARNINGS: none, this time. ^^;; just a bit of Nagi angst
Mind of Weiß
Black. Schwarz. Kuroi.
No matter how you put it, I'm dirty; blackened beyond recognition by those I once knew. Black like his hair, like his soul, like his faith...like me.
So dark...it stands out against my porcelain skin, glowing from inside with its eerie black light.
White. Weiß. Shiroi.
Like them. Like all of them.
They're dirty, but so clean compared to us. Our colour names don't only indicate which side of the law we're on. They reflect the colour of our souls.
But how? I certainly cant go to church and repent. "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I have committed all seven Deadly Sins, and broken almost all 10 Commandments."
Church makes me feel even filthier. My mother was Christian. She thought I was evil. I don't honour neither my father nor my mother.
So then how to be clean? Leave Schwarz and join Weiß? Ridiculous. They wouldn't take me in. We tried to kill them. We put them through absolute hell.
Besides, why would they want anyone so dirty? Rejected form childhood, forced to live years alone on the street, doing anything possible for a bit to eat.
I was 12 when they found me, cold and starving in an alley in southern Kyoto. Laughed at because I was small; feared because I was different; tortured because I was weak.
Why couldn't it have been Weiß? Why couldn't they have been the ones to find me? Would it have been any different? I would still be a killer, still be dirty. But not as much.
I hate being Schwarz. But the only way to leave is through death. Estet has too strong of a hold on us. And now, with Fujimiya's sister...they will gain more power than even we can imagine. Immortality, incredible power...And when they're done, most likely Schwarz will be no more.
Not disbandment. Annilation. No more Schwartz, no more lives. No one will even remember us.
Not that we were important, anyway. Just four faceless beings floating around, waiting for their next assignment. Not quite expendable, but not really needed. Because, really, how many people have such...'gifts'...as we do?
Once our usefulness is done...will we still live? Were much stronger then Estet thinks we are.
I'm rambling, aren't I? Back to Weiß. I want to be Weiß. Not the group...just white. Clean. Pure.
But I'm not. I can't be. Black. Dirty. We all are. Maybe my determination to be clean will cleanse my soul a bit. Not completely black...
Just...
Dark...
Grey.
Owari! Love it? hate it? C&C, onegai!