Aki's Letter To Heaven
By: Eternal Gate
This is my very first poem, so don't go too hard on me. Flamers are welcomed as well as R&R. Well, enjoy reading this fic. And I really want you to know that I'm not stopping to work on Moonlight Melody, It's just that this idea came into my mind just out of nowhere. Well, start reading!
Disclaimer:
-Aki, and Gray Edwards are SquareSoft's
-Gray Edwards Jr. is mine
-The letter is mine
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15 January, Toronto
Dear Gray,
I watched as an eagle flies by
Spreading it's wings with glory
Holding you tight in my arms
Not to let you go away
Holding on to those times when you smiled
Holding on to those times when you laughed
But there is none that is worthed
That now you are away, far away from my side
I wanted you to be at my side
Do you remembered those special times?
When you hold me close to you
Those happy times I spent with you
it worthed nothing now
That you are away, far away from me
When I left you for the first time
I thought it was the end of my love
But we met again, I started to live my real life
But now that you are gone, gone forever
We will never meet again
These times are the worst
How many times do I have to tell them
You are not gone forever, just for a while
Then, we shall meet and grow a new love inside our hearts
It was something impossible to have
But then I thought again
How could that be?
You cannot come, He has made the decision
That you shall not come to me
No matter what I gave Him as a change
My heart shattered into million pieces
Nothing more is left, just questions of your death
Nothing else was left from you
Just some mere dreams of you, coming back to me
Holding me tight in your arms
I hate to breathe, It proves that I can live without you
My body was alive, but not my heart
Living Without You
That's not what I wanted
That's not what I wished to have
Living Without You
Makes me feel dead
To be apart from those who I love
To be apart from you
From everything I had once loved
Your body was just a shell
An empty shell, for there is no soul inside
Just a mere imagination inside my mind
To be with you again
In a place called Heaven
I wanted to die
To be apart from this painful world
This sinful place called Earth
To be together with you again
Nothing is left
Just memories of your death
When your soul splitted out of your body, now an empty shell
Nothing else was left, just some mere imaginations of you and I
Together, in a place called Heaven
But your heart told me something different
That you will always be with me
Either in my heart
Either right beside me
I will never know
You never told me about that
You just told me you were there
And you told me to promise you
That I must keep living
I will keep living my life
Yes,
I lived my life
Even if those painful memories overwhelmed my feelings
Something made me remember, one happy thing
That you shall be with me
You shall be with me, in Heaven
Nothing can stop me from loving you
Even in my deathbed, I shall never forget you
Never, never will I stop loving you
You are my love
My first and true love
Only three words I wanted to say
These simple words, they were hard to say
These simple words, I should have said to you
I know it's too late to say, but I need to say it
I hate to Live Without You
I hate to breathe without knowing you were with me
I wanted to be at your side
Forever and ever, always
I Love You...
I have nothing else to say, only these are the words to show how much I loved you. I needed to say this. I could say no more. I never had the chance to say it, I never had a chance to say it when you were still alive. I was a fool, to wait long enough. Too long that you already left me. I wanted you to know one more thing Gray. Even though you are not in here, you need to know. You are a father now, Gray's father. I named him after you, so Gray and I will always remember e-
verything you had done for me. He misses you too, he never got the chance to see you.
I showed him your gun, your photo and the other things that was yours. But it was still not enough. Because he can't see and feel the real you. So those things, were just like merchandises of you. He had his first word, I don't know where he learned it. It was "Gray". I thought he was saying the word "Gray" of the colour gray.
But I realised somehow, that he was saying your name. When he first came to the cemetery, he smiled at the marker of your grave and did some talk with a "Baby Language" to it. I think he thought you can hear him from there. Before he went to go with me, he hugged the marker. I guess he wanted to show you how much he loved you.
Take care in Heaven.
Love,
Aki and Gray
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@uTh0r"S n0t3s: Did you like it? Please review this story, I want to know what you think about it. I know it's sad, if you know about Moonlight Melody then you must have known that I only make sad fics. Moonlight Melody is also going to end with a sad end. I hope you like it, tell me what you truly think about it. I know it's a little bit strange, my English is not truly good.
Eternal Gate
By: Eternal Gate
This is my very first poem, so don't go too hard on me. Flamers are welcomed as well as R&R. Well, enjoy reading this fic. And I really want you to know that I'm not stopping to work on Moonlight Melody, It's just that this idea came into my mind just out of nowhere. Well, start reading!
Disclaimer:
-Aki, and Gray Edwards are SquareSoft's
-Gray Edwards Jr. is mine
-The letter is mine
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
15 January, Toronto
Dear Gray,
I watched as an eagle flies by
Spreading it's wings with glory
Holding you tight in my arms
Not to let you go away
Holding on to those times when you smiled
Holding on to those times when you laughed
But there is none that is worthed
That now you are away, far away from my side
I wanted you to be at my side
Do you remembered those special times?
When you hold me close to you
Those happy times I spent with you
it worthed nothing now
That you are away, far away from me
When I left you for the first time
I thought it was the end of my love
But we met again, I started to live my real life
But now that you are gone, gone forever
We will never meet again
These times are the worst
How many times do I have to tell them
You are not gone forever, just for a while
Then, we shall meet and grow a new love inside our hearts
It was something impossible to have
But then I thought again
How could that be?
You cannot come, He has made the decision
That you shall not come to me
No matter what I gave Him as a change
My heart shattered into million pieces
Nothing more is left, just questions of your death
Nothing else was left from you
Just some mere dreams of you, coming back to me
Holding me tight in your arms
I hate to breathe, It proves that I can live without you
My body was alive, but not my heart
Living Without You
That's not what I wanted
That's not what I wished to have
Living Without You
Makes me feel dead
To be apart from those who I love
To be apart from you
From everything I had once loved
Your body was just a shell
An empty shell, for there is no soul inside
Just a mere imagination inside my mind
To be with you again
In a place called Heaven
I wanted to die
To be apart from this painful world
This sinful place called Earth
To be together with you again
Nothing is left
Just memories of your death
When your soul splitted out of your body, now an empty shell
Nothing else was left, just some mere imaginations of you and I
Together, in a place called Heaven
But your heart told me something different
That you will always be with me
Either in my heart
Either right beside me
I will never know
You never told me about that
You just told me you were there
And you told me to promise you
That I must keep living
I will keep living my life
Yes,
I lived my life
Even if those painful memories overwhelmed my feelings
Something made me remember, one happy thing
That you shall be with me
You shall be with me, in Heaven
Nothing can stop me from loving you
Even in my deathbed, I shall never forget you
Never, never will I stop loving you
You are my love
My first and true love
Only three words I wanted to say
These simple words, they were hard to say
These simple words, I should have said to you
I know it's too late to say, but I need to say it
I hate to Live Without You
I hate to breathe without knowing you were with me
I wanted to be at your side
Forever and ever, always
I Love You...
I have nothing else to say, only these are the words to show how much I loved you. I needed to say this. I could say no more. I never had the chance to say it, I never had a chance to say it when you were still alive. I was a fool, to wait long enough. Too long that you already left me. I wanted you to know one more thing Gray. Even though you are not in here, you need to know. You are a father now, Gray's father. I named him after you, so Gray and I will always remember e-
verything you had done for me. He misses you too, he never got the chance to see you.
I showed him your gun, your photo and the other things that was yours. But it was still not enough. Because he can't see and feel the real you. So those things, were just like merchandises of you. He had his first word, I don't know where he learned it. It was "Gray". I thought he was saying the word "Gray" of the colour gray.
But I realised somehow, that he was saying your name. When he first came to the cemetery, he smiled at the marker of your grave and did some talk with a "Baby Language" to it. I think he thought you can hear him from there. Before he went to go with me, he hugged the marker. I guess he wanted to show you how much he loved you.
Take care in Heaven.
Love,
Aki and Gray
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@uTh0r"S n0t3s: Did you like it? Please review this story, I want to know what you think about it. I know it's sad, if you know about Moonlight Melody then you must have known that I only make sad fics. Moonlight Melody is also going to end with a sad end. I hope you like it, tell me what you truly think about it. I know it's a little bit strange, my English is not truly good.
Eternal Gate