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True Love Renewed

Chapter 3: A Letter to Dawson

September 30, 2001

Dear Dawson,

I know that I usually call or send email, but for some reason writing an actual letter seemed more appropriate right now. Okay, so it's not really, but I was too scared to tell you this on the phone or by email. I know what kind of reaction I would get from you and I didn't want to face that reaction right away, so I am writing you this letter because it will be at least a week before you get it. That way I have that week to work up the courage to actually discuss this with you.

You can probably tell that you are going to object to what I am doing, but I have to do it. I can't go on deceiving myself and pretending that I don't have these feelings anymore. They are still there and they won't go away. I don't know what I am going to do about them but I had to tell you before you find out from somebody else.

I wish we were still in the same town. I miss climbing through your window to talk to you about my problems. I'm really happy to know that even after everything we went through last year, I can count on you to help me and let me lean on you. Maybe I should come out and visit you in LA sometime. You could show me around. Point out the houses of the rich and famous. What do you think?

Anyway, from the postmark on the envelope you can see what I'm up to, and though you probably don't approve, this is something I have to do. Call me when you get this letter and I will give you all the details. I'll talk to you later. Take care.

Pacey

The letter didn't make any sense at all. What is Pacey talking about. And what is he doing in Boston?