So Much to Tell You 14/17.htm So Much To Tell You

By JediGirl

CATAGORY: New Republic

SPOILERS: Tim Zahn's Hand of Thraw duology

RATING: R

SETTING: Those missing chapters that Mr. Zahn forgot to write in Visions of the Future. Luke and Mara have just taken off from Nirauan and heading out
to meet up with Leia, Han and Karrde. This is my version of what happened between Luke and Mara during those days alone on their "borrowed" Chiss
ship. And of course how the "family" hears about the pending nuptials.

DISCLAIMER As always, these charcters do not belong to me. They belong to wonderful people such as Mr. George Lucas and Mr. Timothy Zahn, among
others. They inspire me to make up my own tales and share them with others....just for pure enjoyment. There is more to life than just money :)

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS: A huge big THANK YOU to my wonderful beta reader, Michele. This story would never have happened without her. She
completely inspired me and helped to make it as good as it could be. Plus, if it wasn't for her, the "challenge" would never had happened

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CHAPTER 14

Leia held tightly to her brother's arm as the group made their way from the docking
bay to the residential quarters of the ship. Leia's joy engulfed the both of them
warmly. Luke was sure that they both wore silly grins on their faces. The people they
passed along their way, however, didn't seem to find their happiness odd. They
themselves were smiling in return. Those whom Luke recognized waved him a happy
greeting as they passed.

"Leia, what is all the excitement about?" he asked as he looked down at his sister by
his side. "How can you be so ecstatic when you have a fleet of Imperial Star
Destroyers off to your port?"

"That is exactly what I'm happy about," she told her brother. "I'll tell you all about it
when we get to the suite. I promise."

Luke's eyes opened wide with surprise at his sister's statement. For the life of him, he
couldn't figure out what in the known universe was going on. Leia's excitement was
so bright, it didn't allow him to pick up on the subtle points that was the cause of the
excitement.

He shook his head at her and couldn't help but laugh from the joy he could feel
around them. "Boy," he said. "And I thought my news was going to make you happy. I
guess someone else beat me to the punch."

Leia came to an abrupt stop. "What news?!" she asked, staring at him intently.

The look on her face caused a lump to form in his throat. He swallowed hard to clear
it. He wanted to just spit out the words "I'm getting married!" but knew this really
wasn't the place for it. He caught Mara's eye over the top of his sister's head. A flash
of nervousness crossed her face. *Don't you dare tell her here,* he heard Mara warn
him in his mind.

He smiled back down at his sister. "I'll tell you when we get to your suite--I promise,"
he mimicked words she had spoken only moments earlier.

Leia examined her brother's face, but it refused to yield anymore information. "Well
let's get going then," she said as she pulled him along the corridor once again. "I'm
eager to hear your news."

The small band was on the move once again. Han and Mara followed a few steps
behind the siblings. Han glanced out the corner of his eye at the woman beside him.
"What was that all about?" he asked her nonchalantly trying to start up a
conversation.

Mara gave him a quick glance and took a deep breath, but didn't answer the question.
She worked her jaw, looking like she was debating if she should respond or not. The
look on her face, Han noted, was not one he was used to seeing on Mara Jade.
*Nervousness? Confusion?* Han thought to himself. He may not be a Force sensitive,
but he was still pretty good at picking up people's emotions, and he was kind of
surprised by how loudly Mara was broadcasting hers.

"You okay?" he asked her with concern in his voice.

She shot him a very 'Mara' look, but he noticed her rising anxiety. "I'm fine," she bit
out at him.

"Sure you are," Han replied. He turned his gaze from Mara and pretended to admire
the design of the very plain, militaristic corridor they were walking through. He was
sure he heard a growl come from Mara's direction and he couldn't help but snicker at
the reaction.

After a short ride on a turbo lift, they made their way down another set of corridors.
Finally Leia brought the group to a halt at one of the many doors that lined the hall.
She punched in an access code on a pad beside the door and it slid open. She released
Luke's arm and entered the suite.

Luke stepped aside and motioned for Mara to go ahead of him. He noticed instantly the
scowl that Mara was wearing. *I love you,* he sent to her as she passed. She turned
her face just slightly towards him and her scowl turned into a delicate smile, albeit a
small one, but a smile nevertheless. Luke was pleased with his reward and followed
her through the door.

Subconsciously he placed his left hand on the small of her back as he guided her into
the suite. The action seemed so second nature to Luke, that he didn't even realize he
had done it, and neither did Mara. But the person who followed behind them picked
up on it instantly. One corner of Han Solo's mouth curled up into a roguish smile.
*So,* he thought to himself. *That's what's different about you.* He decided to keep
any comment to himself for the moment. He wanted to see how this whole thing
played out.

Luke took Mara's pack from her and placed both his and hers on the floor just inside
the doorway.

"Why doesn't everyone make themselves comfortable," Leia said from across the
room. "I'll get us some refreshments. I'm sure you're probably a bit tired of rations
by now."

"That would be great," Luke responded to his sister. "Thanks, Leia."

Leia left the room and headed to the suite's small kitchen area. Han waved the rest of
the group to the nook of comfortable looking couches and chairs in the center of the
room. He was not at all surprised when Luke and Mara sat down on the same couch, or
how close they sat to one another. *Now this is going to be interesting,* he thought
as he seated himself in a big plush chair across from them.

"Sooo," Han said as he leaned back in the chair and crossed his legs. "How was your
trip from...from where ever it was you have just come from?" he asked realizing he
didn't have the slightest idea where the two had actually been.

"We had stopped at Karrde's outpost on Carva III," Luke informed his friend.

"Ahh, Carva III," Han acknowledged the place. "I've been there a few times on supply
runs, a loooong time ago. Is Gerri Pabos still running the place?" he directed the
question at Mara.

"Yeah," Mara answered. "He knows a good thing when he has it. It's out of the way
and quiet. He doesn't really have to do much except be king of his castle."

Han laughed softly at her reply. "Yup, that's Gerri alright. Likes the easy life.

"So, the trip, how was it?" Han repeated his original question.

"Uneventful," Mara replied quickly before Luke could even form a response. He shot
her a quick glance and just as quickly returned it to Han. He knew Mara wouldn't
want to discuss their activities aboard the Chiss ship with Han or anyone else as a
matter-of-fact. But the idea of describing their time together as 'uneventful' did jab
at him. He gave Han a thin smile as if agreeing with Mara's comment.

"Ah-huh," Han responded, his eyes opening a bit wider. His head gently bobbed up
and down. He was just about to form another question when Leia entered the room
with a tray of drinks and a plate of light snacks.

As Leia placed the tray down on the table in the center of the sitting area, she took
notice that Luke and Mara were occupying the same couch. *Now that isn't
something I would have seen a few months ago,* she thought to herself. She gave
her brother a warm smile and handed him a glass from the tray.

Luke accepted the drink and returned Leia's smile. There was something in her eyes
that told him she was starting to put things together. It was time to let the womp rat
out of the bag.

"So what is going on out there, Leia?" Mara piped up before Luke could say anything
to Leia about their new relationship.

*You did that on purpose,* he sent to Mara as he looked at her out the corner of his
eye.

*Yes,* she answered simply, but did not look at him. *I think we should find out what
is going on first. Maybe it isn't the right time to make an announcement like this.*

Luke really just wanted to get it all out in the open, but knew Mara was right. They
needed to know what was going on in the galaxy right now. That was the important
thing. Their relationship was on a personal level and unfortunately was on the
bottom of the list of priorities.

*It is not at the bottom!* he heard Mara reprimand him. *It is just on a different
list.* She glanced quickly at him and then turned back to Leia to hear her response.

Leia gave her a large smile. "You won't believe it when I tell you," she said beaming
brightly. "I barely believe it myself."

"What is it, Leia?" Luke asked. He could feel her excitement growing once again as
she spoke. "You said it had something to do with that Imperial Fleet. Is that really the
Chimaera out there? Why are they here?"

Luke could swear his sister was on the verge of jumping up and down like an excited
child. She turned to her husband. They looked at each other lovingly. Han took her
hand and squeezed it tightly. Leia turned back to her brother. "They want peace,
Luke," her voice cracked a bit as she spoke the words out loud.

The news caught him completely off guard, he never saw it coming. His jaw dropped
and his eyes opened wide. He knew Leia was telling him the truth. He could see the
tears of joy welling up in her eyes. All the lines and scars that so many years of war
had put onto her face had seemed to disappear. She was radiant.

"Peace?" Luke said in a hoarse whisper.

Leia smiled down at him, tears ran down her cheeks. With a quiet sniffle she nodded
to him.

In a blink of an eye he was out of his seat and had his sister in his arms. Leia released
a loud sob of joy. Luke felt his brother-in-law's strong arms wrap about them both as
he shared in their celebration.

Luke finally pulled away from the embrace but remained standing with a hand on
each of their shoulders. He looked from one face to the other. He was having trouble
finding his voice. Swallowing hard he finally asked, "How? Why...now, after all this
time?"

Leia placed her hand over her brother's. "They're tired of fighting," she told him.
"They don't want to do it anymore."

She shook her head to help clear it. "Oh, Luke. There really is so much to tell you, and
I will, I promise, but for now just know that they are completely sincere about this.
No tricks. They want this as much as we do. Gavrisom has had over a half dozen
meetings with them. The treaty will be signed next week."

"I can't believe it," Luke said still completely astonished. "It's what we have been
working for all these years. What we hoped and dreamed."

Leia bit her bottom lip and nodded, tears still spilling from her eyes. She didn't even
make an attempt to wipe them away.

His heart swelled inside him and he couldn't remember being so happy. *Yes I can!*
The thought shot through him like a blaster bolt. He turned around to see Mara still
sitting on the couch behind him. She sat with her hands clenched in her lap, her
bottom lip was tucked into her mouth and her eyes were open wide. A mixture of
emotions swam across her face...amazement, happiness, uncertainty...jealousy? Yes,
that was there too. Jealousy of not having the love and support of family like he had.
But she did have that. She had that with him.

"Mara?" he said slowly. He could feel his body shaking. He knew his voice would too if
he said anymore. But words weren't needed right now. He reached out a hand to her
and she accepted it without hesitation. He instantly pulled her from the couch and
wrapped his arms tightly around her as he buried his face in her fiery red hair. He
could feel his own tears now running down his cheeks. Mara released a sniffle that
let him know that she was also crying. "I love you," he whispered in her ear so only
she could hear.

Mara's head nodded against his shoulder. So overwhelmed with emotion, she couldn't
find her voice at the moment.

Luke pulled back from her just a bit and placed his hands on either side of her face.
He looked into her watery green eyes and wiped away her tears with his thumbs. He
leaned forward and gently kissed her forehead and then brought his forehead down
to meet hers. They looked deeply into each other's eyes and smiled at one another.

"You think they've noticed something's up?" Mara whispered to him.

"Nah," Luke replied playfully. "What would give them that idea?"

Mara chuckled softly. "I think it's time to 'let the womp rat out of the bag'"

"I think you're right," Luke replied. He took a deep breath, placed his right hand on
Mara's left shoulder and turned to face his family.

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