Invisible Love
(please, if you've got a better idea for a title, tell me.)
A/N : I felt like writing a Buffy fanfic and I just happened to be talking to my friend Jenny when she came up with this idea, no basis behind it.. just an idea, of a funny Buffy story so I built on it and came up with this. Jenny's favourtite character is Xander so it's mostly based on him.. but since Spike is my favourite, he's in it a lot too ^_^ I hope you enjoy it.. this is my first proper attempt at a fanfic.. you have been warned!! The start is kind of crappy, but I always have trouble starting god damn stories -_- But be patient, it will get better!
'[sentance]' = Someone thinking
"[sentance]" = Someone saying something
Disclaimer: blah blah I don't own these dudes as you very well know, (although I wish I did own them, especially Spike hehe) and no one seems to read these disclaimers anyway, so I'm wasting my breath.. well uh typing 'cause I'm not exactly speaking. 0_o
Chapter 2
"God damnit I need to get out of this place!" Xander muttered to himself as he paced back and forth. "this place is making me go insane, I need to talk to someone, let it all out.. hey great.. now I'm talking to myself." He frowned slightly and strode out of the appartment.
Xander walked mindlessly across the sidewalk, shivering gently as the cold wind swept past him. He'd messed up big time, first arguing with Anya, then turning his anger to Buffy, his words had hit her hard. 'Grr I'm an idiot. Buffy didn't do anything, it was just..' his mind trailed off as he started to think, Willow drifted into his head, her soft red hair curving around her face, bringing out every beautiful feature she'd ever had, her shirt hanging lifeless against her body and he- 'Aaaaah what the hell am I thinking!? Get out of my head!!' Thats how it had all started, no one knew his feelings for Willow, except, it seemed, Anya had a faint idea 'Damn her demoney senses' She hadn't mentioned anything but had started questioning their relationship. Thats when the argument came about.. 'I've got to apoligise to Buffy, I never meant anything by it, she'll understand.. won't she? She's all forgiving and stuff, right?' His mind came back to reality as he looked ahead, he'd been walking to Buffy's anyway, she was the only one he could go to, tell her what was wrong, apoligise to her. She was the only one that he could trust, the only one that wouldn't tell everyone, the only one that would give him advice, proper advice.
Taking a deep breath he knocked nervously on the door, 'Come on Buffy, please be in' He heard voices from inside the house and waited at the door, the door handle turned and the door slowly creaked open, Buffy stared at him for a moment before fully opening the door. "Buffy! Hey!"
Her face was blank, no expression portrayed on it. 'Is she still mad at me?' "Um Buffy, are you.. uh talking to me? It's just.. I mean I understand if your still mad and stuff.. Look, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to shout at you, I was just.. well I don't know what I was.." He trailed off as he saw Buffy staring off into the distance, she wasn't even staring at him anymore. "Buffy..? Please..?" His face dropped as she shrugged her shoulders and turned, shutting the door behind her. "Oh for fu- I guess I don't blame her.." Stumbling down the steps he walked blindly off down the sidewalk again, 'Great now who do I go to, I don't even know where Anya's gone. Will, I'll have to go see her, I can't just.. not see her, that'd make it worse.. I think' So off he stumbled, to Willows place.
A/N: Hmm my chapters are pretty short, sorry -.-; I know they're kinda OOC.. I think, but hey, thats not fully my fault, ok yes it is, shut up :P Next chapter coming soon!!
(please, if you've got a better idea for a title, tell me.)
A/N : I felt like writing a Buffy fanfic and I just happened to be talking to my friend Jenny when she came up with this idea, no basis behind it.. just an idea, of a funny Buffy story so I built on it and came up with this. Jenny's favourtite character is Xander so it's mostly based on him.. but since Spike is my favourite, he's in it a lot too ^_^ I hope you enjoy it.. this is my first proper attempt at a fanfic.. you have been warned!! The start is kind of crappy, but I always have trouble starting god damn stories -_- But be patient, it will get better!
'[sentance]' = Someone thinking
"[sentance]" = Someone saying something
Disclaimer: blah blah I don't own these dudes as you very well know, (although I wish I did own them, especially Spike hehe) and no one seems to read these disclaimers anyway, so I'm wasting my breath.. well uh typing 'cause I'm not exactly speaking. 0_o
Chapter 2
"God damnit I need to get out of this place!" Xander muttered to himself as he paced back and forth. "this place is making me go insane, I need to talk to someone, let it all out.. hey great.. now I'm talking to myself." He frowned slightly and strode out of the appartment.
Xander walked mindlessly across the sidewalk, shivering gently as the cold wind swept past him. He'd messed up big time, first arguing with Anya, then turning his anger to Buffy, his words had hit her hard. 'Grr I'm an idiot. Buffy didn't do anything, it was just..' his mind trailed off as he started to think, Willow drifted into his head, her soft red hair curving around her face, bringing out every beautiful feature she'd ever had, her shirt hanging lifeless against her body and he- 'Aaaaah what the hell am I thinking!? Get out of my head!!' Thats how it had all started, no one knew his feelings for Willow, except, it seemed, Anya had a faint idea 'Damn her demoney senses' She hadn't mentioned anything but had started questioning their relationship. Thats when the argument came about.. 'I've got to apoligise to Buffy, I never meant anything by it, she'll understand.. won't she? She's all forgiving and stuff, right?' His mind came back to reality as he looked ahead, he'd been walking to Buffy's anyway, she was the only one he could go to, tell her what was wrong, apoligise to her. She was the only one that he could trust, the only one that wouldn't tell everyone, the only one that would give him advice, proper advice.
Taking a deep breath he knocked nervously on the door, 'Come on Buffy, please be in' He heard voices from inside the house and waited at the door, the door handle turned and the door slowly creaked open, Buffy stared at him for a moment before fully opening the door. "Buffy! Hey!"
Her face was blank, no expression portrayed on it. 'Is she still mad at me?' "Um Buffy, are you.. uh talking to me? It's just.. I mean I understand if your still mad and stuff.. Look, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to shout at you, I was just.. well I don't know what I was.." He trailed off as he saw Buffy staring off into the distance, she wasn't even staring at him anymore. "Buffy..? Please..?" His face dropped as she shrugged her shoulders and turned, shutting the door behind her. "Oh for fu- I guess I don't blame her.." Stumbling down the steps he walked blindly off down the sidewalk again, 'Great now who do I go to, I don't even know where Anya's gone. Will, I'll have to go see her, I can't just.. not see her, that'd make it worse.. I think' So off he stumbled, to Willows place.
A/N: Hmm my chapters are pretty short, sorry -.-; I know they're kinda OOC.. I think, but hey, thats not fully my fault, ok yes it is, shut up :P Next chapter coming soon!!