Disclaimer: Paramount owns Voyager

Disclaimer: Paramount owns Voyager.

Note: I've copied the format used on The JetK page…I posted this ages ago, and thought I should spread the joy..;)

For Death Has No Dominion

Author: Manda (Mizuno Ami)
Codes: J/Kashyk
Rating: PG-13
Date: August 2000

His dark exterior conveyed a sense of guilt as, she suspected, it always did, due to the nature of his robust profession.

"I don't like what I do." He told her, that evening. She nodded, taking up a wooden hairbrush and releasing her hair from it's usual restraint. This nightly vigil was unchanging, and by now she knew to indulge him -- for indulgence had, once apon a time, saved
lives -- and another man's life which she'd held as Paramount.

"I know."

"I'm not happy with it." He entered the room, stripping his uniform with the carelessness of one who did it often. So often that it, among other things, became routine -- monotonous. She reached for the garment, to dispose of the wrinkled pieces, but a warm hand closed over hers paused the action.

"Please. Brush your hair."

Her hand continued to run the soft bristled brush through her tresses, roan brown strands yielding easily. The breeze rushing through an open window caught strands, and for a moment, her face was framed in a halo of golden-brown.

"Do you ever forgive me?"

The brush fell from her hand, forgotten as she sat in stunned silence on the edge of the bed, a half-dressed soldier beside her. To ignore the question would be useless -- he would pursue an answer, doubtless.

"Do I?" She repeated, calmly retrieving the fallen object. "Do I forgive you?"

A pause. A rustle of bedclothes as she moved, pulling his body into the bed, and touching her mouth to his ear. A whisper, soft, yet dry as death. And perhaps she was dead, in her own way.

"Yes. I forgive you. Because you let them -- all of them -- live."

He smiled, fully divesting himself of clothing, and slumbering off beside her. Yet in the darkness, a second smile appeared, from the woman who had sacrificed something -- everything, her self respect and dignity -- for many to live. Kathryn Janeway moved into Kashyk's arms, her lips curled in satisfied glory.

For death, perhaps, had no dominion.

-End-