Disclaimer: Ok Don't own any characters of digimon or anything associated
to them. Just this story of my imagination. Don't care if anyone uses
ideas from this which I doubt anyone would but as long as its not taken
then i'm ok w/it. Should it be a sad ending or happy ending,i can't
decide....
An unwanted Love
Hmm... Miss Popularity? I'm liked but that doesn't really satisfy me.
I'm Sora Tackenouchi, I'm known for my loving,kind nature. Maybe that's
what
I did too much. 'Love'. I loved a boy before. Well...maybe I should just
tell it. The trouble began when I quit soccer and joined the girl's tennis
team in High school. I was known as the school's biggest tomboy. But showed
up in my knee-high socks, and usual tennis uniform of a short skirt and
blouse holding my racket over my shoulder. It was my first game against one
of the team's best: Maelyn Shimori. The game went better than expected,it
was very heated, she expected me to be clumsy or something because I soon
wiped a cruel grin off her face. I won the set of games and since it was my
first day I didn't know where the locker/shower room was where we'd change.
Maelyn smiled at me and gave me some directions pointing the way to the
locker room. I walked in going to one of the unused lockers. I stripped
down to my sports bra, kicking off my shoes walking over to the small
office to pick out one of the clean towels to use. "SORA?!!" I heard my
name yelled by a familiar voice sounding rather startled. I turned around,
immediately wishing I hadn't done so. Tai stood in one of the showers
trying frantically to cover himself,yelling: "Sora, this is the boy's
locker room! Get out!!" I felt frozen in place,not able to move myself,my
eyes stuck on him,not meaning to. After embarrassing myself further by
making Tai think that I purposely went in there I ran out of the room
pulling on my shirt. My face was scarlet red,and the whole girl's tennis
team was out there laughing at me as I came running out.
"Gee,maybe Sora really is a boy if she's in there changing with them." Some
girl laughed.
Other snide remarks were tossed in my way as I ran past them,leaving the
school,running home and flinging myself on the bed.
Tai must have thought that I'm a freak or a pervert. Like many nights
later, I cried myself to sleep. I couldn't talk to anyone. My best friend
Mimi had moved to America, Yolei's phone appeared busy and Kari.... well
Kari was Tai's sister. I did the next best thing by calling T.K. He and I
had become such great friends. He had once looked up to me like a mother,
he now said I was a mentor to him and he was proud to be my friend. I told
him what happened and he told me to either sleep the pain off, or write
about it and tell Tai the next day what really happened. I didn't tell T.K.
however how I really felt about Tai. That I loved the person who I just
embarrassed the hell out of. God, what was I supposed to do?
I avoided Tai the next day, but waited for him after his soccer
practice. When he saw me walking towards him, he narrowed his dark,
beautiful eyes at me & scowled. It hurt worse than words could describe.
"Tai, about yesterday, it was an accident. Mae told me that, that was the
girl's locker r--"
"Sora, I don't want to hear your excuses, just go away and leave me alone."
He said loud enough for everyone to hear.
"Tai, you've got to hear me out!-" I tried to reason with him.
"No, I don't, bye Sora." He said walking past me. It felt like a slap in
the face.
"Taichi." I cried after him, but it was useless.
Weeks went by and I was at my friend Sandy's house trying to help her find
the right dress in a magazine for the "Sweet-Heart Dance" coming up. She
smiled at me, pushing back wisps of my auburn hair from my face.
"You should ask Taichi Kamiya to go to the dance with you, you're friends
now."
"Yes, but he still hasn't forgiven me for the incident, I was gonna ask
Matt to the dance instead." I said avoiding my eyes from her gaze.
"Yamatto? Ooh..he's dreamy too. But I heard that Jun Motomiya had tricked
him into taking her."
I laughed at that. Matt didn't like Davis' sister,Jun, all that much. Don't
get me wrong she was very beautiful and nice but her personality scared
Matt to death. Worse than Mimi's did. She was very bubbly,vocal, clingy and
attached to Matt.
I sighed. Sandy picked up her black cellular phone. "Call him, have you
two meet some place where you can tell him how you feel."
Seemed like a good idea, but I shouldn't have done so. I swallowed my
dignity and pride and called Tai to tell him to meet me at the old
playground to talk.
I sat on the swings looking at our yearbook for the class voting's.
"Joe: Mr. Reliable, Future multimillionaire Doctor. Izzy: Smartest kid in
school, most likely own his own computer business one day and make more
money than Bill Gates.
Mimi: Best fashion sense, future owner of the color pink, future fashion
designer and host of her own show.
Matt: Most opinionated, future champion of the debate team?, Odaibah's sexy
male model." I giggled reading that remembering how embarrassed Matt was
when he read that.
"Tai: Class jock, high school sweetheart, voted most likely to hide
secrets." I then got to myself: "Voted most likely to be married before
everyone else. Everybody's guardian, perfect mother."
Everyone's false opinion of me. As I flipped the page something caught my
eye. "Odaibah's perfect match: Tai Kamiya & Sora Tackenouchi." I slammed it
shut as Tai finally appeared. He wore brown cargo shorts past his knee, a
light blue button up short, and he wore no headband letting his hair look
wild. I could feel myself sigh inside at just the sight of him.
"What did you want to talk about?" He said standing in front of me. He
didn't feel comfortable sitting.
"Tai...um.. I've known y you for along time and."
"And?"
"Well I want to tell you..that I'm... i-i..in-l-love with you." My voice
trembled as I choked it out.
Tai's brown eyes went wide. I closed my own amber colored eyes, wanting
some kind of reaction.
"No." he plainly said.
"Huh?"
"No..I love you in the past but I've moved on from that. So if you expected
me to say "I love you" back..then.. No, I can't."
I hiccuped feeling hot tears roll down my face. It hurt unbelievably how he
said it. He stood up.
"Look-" He began. Anger took ahold of me for the first time in a long time.
I stood up.
"No, you listen to me, Kamiya! You are selfish. All you care about is your
own well being and your pride, if you were ever my friend you wouldn't have
talked to me like that! To think I wanted to go to the dance with you. Ugh!
Go to hell!!" I yelled slapping him in the face hard. I turned and ran home
blindly, my hand stinging from hitting him.
I sat down at my desk at 2:00 a.m. writing my emotions into a non rhyming
poem for our literary class the following morning.
I sat in the third row next to Matt & Sandy on the other side of me.
Maelyn and I had become friends after we were paired up as tennis partners
and won. Tai was in this class a row behind me. Mrs. Honaka sat behind her
desk. "Anyone written anything that they wish to present?"
I slowly raised my hand lightly, she nodded to me and I went up t o the
front of the room with my poem.
"Its called Cruelty of Heart.
'Have you ever loved someone?
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd do anything for them?
But they didn't want you near.
Every frown, every angry glance casted your way tearing you in two?
You live just to hear them say your name
To hold you tight & never let you go.
But that's just your dream
Its not your reality. Reality is, they cant stand to be near you
anymore
You'd even obey their wish to just drop dead.
Take my advice and don't fall in love,because
it can kill you if it goes wrong."
I went back to my seat, avoiding gaping stares. I suppose it wasn't a very
good poem I wrote, but I did get my feelings out. I didn't even want to see
Tai's look on his face. Probably thinking I'm pathetic. On my way out I
noticed Matt arguing with Tai.
Mrs. Honaka gently grabbed my shoulder pulling me halfway into the room.
"You know Sora, I have a name of a really good therapist here in the city
that you could talk to."
I blinked surprised. "Mrs. Honkaka what are you talking about?"
"Well your poem-"
"It was just a poem really, I'm fine." I lied as I walked off. I passed by
Matt & Tai catching a small part of their conversation.
"I should kill you,Tai! I told you not to do this to her!"
"Why is it my fault, Matt?! What am I supposed to say? "Sure Sora,I'll take
2 dace even though I don't like you like that?!"
"Don't deny how you feel."
"Screw you, I'm not in denial, you ass!"
I bit down on my lip had as I walked away. Oh Mimi where are you when I
need you?
The night of the dance I helped Sandy and myself get ready. She wore a
long black dress that was silk, with no backing. The sleeves ended an inch
down her arms with a diamond cut in the fabric around her shoulders and
upper area of her chest just below her neck. Her black hair was down in
beautiful black curls. Her brown eyes were almost lit up as she started
messing with my hair. My own dress had nearly costed me 2 months waged at
my mother's flower shop. It was a crushed velvet baby blue dress, that
ended right at my knees. It was a strapless dress and the top of it was
lined with lace and small sparkles. I wore a silver butterfly necklace that
my mother had bought me, with blue rose bud earrings. Sandy finished with
my hair. She had pulled my short auburn hair up and twisted it back
complimenting it with Baby's Breath flowers. I smiled nervously.
"You sure you wanna go without a date? Kai knows a friend of a friend that
can be your date." She offered me.
"I'll be fine. If I can't go with someone I want to go with, I'll go
without a date." I said choking back my pain. She nodded to me. Soon we
were at the dance. We arrived there during one of the couples' dance and
Sandy and Kai immediately ran off to dance. I saw Izzy getting himself some
punch so I walked over.
"Hi, Izzy." I smiled. Izzy looked up and choked on his punch.
"H-hi Sora. You look really pretty." he stammered. I blushed in response.
"Thanks. I'm surprised to see you here."
"Yeah, Tai and Matt talked me into going." I turned around to where he was
pointing Tai out. He was dancing closely with none other than my so-called
friend Maelyn. I stomped my foot indignantly.
"Izzy will you dance with me?" I asked looking at him. He smiled at me and
nodded quickly.
"It would be my pleasure." He took me out on the dance floor with him. Izzy
held me close as we danced together. I could feel his awkwardness. And I
told him to relax, as we moved I saw Tai looking at us giving Izzy a dirty
look. I felt very confused. The song ended and Izzy let go reluctantly. He
walked back to the table and I walked over to Tai.
"You look really nice tonight." Tai said kindly.
You do too,Hey can I ask a favor?"
"Uh, I guess." He said eventually.
"If you're nt too busy, kindly save a dance for me?
"Uhm...Thats not such a great idea." He frowned. I felt my chin tremble.
Maelyn gently pulled Tai away from me, and took his place.
"Look Sora, you're a nice girl and I'm sorry o have to say this but...how
many freakin' times does Tai have to tell you no? He doesn't like you and
he never will, so back off!" she yelled. Everybody stopped dancing and
looked at the two of us. I narrowed my eyes. Who did she think she was?
"Oh, you're gonna slap me?" She laughed. I smiled cruelly as I balled my
hand into a tight fist,my knuckles becoming very white as I swung at her
pretty face. Blood splurted from her nose as my fist came into contact.
People gasped shocked that I had done that. I could hear Matt stifle a
laugh. I slowly turned my back on them all and stormed out of the dance by
myself.
Thank god no one followed me. I could hear her crying loudly as I left the
building. Thousands of voices went through my head, I didn't know where I
was heading. Hell, I didn't care anymore. My legs did the moving and my
mind was replaying what just happened over and over. I had to have given it
a lost shot. I closed my eyes letting the tears fall again. I stopped
finally looking up to see where I took myself. My heart pounded fast in my
chest. I stood on a ledge of one of the biggest rock quarries I've seen. I
felt numb, no more pain. I leaned forward a bit.
"Sora,stop!" A voice hollered at me. I dared to look back at the one who
once held my affections. "Don't do it." He said calmly. Do what?
Oh....that. I thought as I looked down at the long drop below. "Step away
and we'll talk about this."
Pah, he just didn't want me to jump.
"Go away Kamiya." I hissed. "I want to be alone."
"No Sora. There are some things we need to talk about. Please,Sora."
I didn't truly see the harm in an actual talk but I have been wrong so
often. I turned around to walk towards him but I was already leaning so far
that I lost my balance and feel back. I managed to scream his name as I
fell. He yelled for me, his words going unheard by my ears.
"NO SORA YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME!"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ok that's Part I.
Long huh? I'm not sure what I want to do with this, make it a happy ending
or sad or what
But I have written more than this. This is just part one.
So let me know if its good. I'm very self-conscious about my writing -_-'.
to them. Just this story of my imagination. Don't care if anyone uses
ideas from this which I doubt anyone would but as long as its not taken
then i'm ok w/it. Should it be a sad ending or happy ending,i can't
decide....
An unwanted Love
Hmm... Miss Popularity? I'm liked but that doesn't really satisfy me.
I'm Sora Tackenouchi, I'm known for my loving,kind nature. Maybe that's
what
I did too much. 'Love'. I loved a boy before. Well...maybe I should just
tell it. The trouble began when I quit soccer and joined the girl's tennis
team in High school. I was known as the school's biggest tomboy. But showed
up in my knee-high socks, and usual tennis uniform of a short skirt and
blouse holding my racket over my shoulder. It was my first game against one
of the team's best: Maelyn Shimori. The game went better than expected,it
was very heated, she expected me to be clumsy or something because I soon
wiped a cruel grin off her face. I won the set of games and since it was my
first day I didn't know where the locker/shower room was where we'd change.
Maelyn smiled at me and gave me some directions pointing the way to the
locker room. I walked in going to one of the unused lockers. I stripped
down to my sports bra, kicking off my shoes walking over to the small
office to pick out one of the clean towels to use. "SORA?!!" I heard my
name yelled by a familiar voice sounding rather startled. I turned around,
immediately wishing I hadn't done so. Tai stood in one of the showers
trying frantically to cover himself,yelling: "Sora, this is the boy's
locker room! Get out!!" I felt frozen in place,not able to move myself,my
eyes stuck on him,not meaning to. After embarrassing myself further by
making Tai think that I purposely went in there I ran out of the room
pulling on my shirt. My face was scarlet red,and the whole girl's tennis
team was out there laughing at me as I came running out.
"Gee,maybe Sora really is a boy if she's in there changing with them." Some
girl laughed.
Other snide remarks were tossed in my way as I ran past them,leaving the
school,running home and flinging myself on the bed.
Tai must have thought that I'm a freak or a pervert. Like many nights
later, I cried myself to sleep. I couldn't talk to anyone. My best friend
Mimi had moved to America, Yolei's phone appeared busy and Kari.... well
Kari was Tai's sister. I did the next best thing by calling T.K. He and I
had become such great friends. He had once looked up to me like a mother,
he now said I was a mentor to him and he was proud to be my friend. I told
him what happened and he told me to either sleep the pain off, or write
about it and tell Tai the next day what really happened. I didn't tell T.K.
however how I really felt about Tai. That I loved the person who I just
embarrassed the hell out of. God, what was I supposed to do?
I avoided Tai the next day, but waited for him after his soccer
practice. When he saw me walking towards him, he narrowed his dark,
beautiful eyes at me & scowled. It hurt worse than words could describe.
"Tai, about yesterday, it was an accident. Mae told me that, that was the
girl's locker r--"
"Sora, I don't want to hear your excuses, just go away and leave me alone."
He said loud enough for everyone to hear.
"Tai, you've got to hear me out!-" I tried to reason with him.
"No, I don't, bye Sora." He said walking past me. It felt like a slap in
the face.
"Taichi." I cried after him, but it was useless.
Weeks went by and I was at my friend Sandy's house trying to help her find
the right dress in a magazine for the "Sweet-Heart Dance" coming up. She
smiled at me, pushing back wisps of my auburn hair from my face.
"You should ask Taichi Kamiya to go to the dance with you, you're friends
now."
"Yes, but he still hasn't forgiven me for the incident, I was gonna ask
Matt to the dance instead." I said avoiding my eyes from her gaze.
"Yamatto? Ooh..he's dreamy too. But I heard that Jun Motomiya had tricked
him into taking her."
I laughed at that. Matt didn't like Davis' sister,Jun, all that much. Don't
get me wrong she was very beautiful and nice but her personality scared
Matt to death. Worse than Mimi's did. She was very bubbly,vocal, clingy and
attached to Matt.
I sighed. Sandy picked up her black cellular phone. "Call him, have you
two meet some place where you can tell him how you feel."
Seemed like a good idea, but I shouldn't have done so. I swallowed my
dignity and pride and called Tai to tell him to meet me at the old
playground to talk.
I sat on the swings looking at our yearbook for the class voting's.
"Joe: Mr. Reliable, Future multimillionaire Doctor. Izzy: Smartest kid in
school, most likely own his own computer business one day and make more
money than Bill Gates.
Mimi: Best fashion sense, future owner of the color pink, future fashion
designer and host of her own show.
Matt: Most opinionated, future champion of the debate team?, Odaibah's sexy
male model." I giggled reading that remembering how embarrassed Matt was
when he read that.
"Tai: Class jock, high school sweetheart, voted most likely to hide
secrets." I then got to myself: "Voted most likely to be married before
everyone else. Everybody's guardian, perfect mother."
Everyone's false opinion of me. As I flipped the page something caught my
eye. "Odaibah's perfect match: Tai Kamiya & Sora Tackenouchi." I slammed it
shut as Tai finally appeared. He wore brown cargo shorts past his knee, a
light blue button up short, and he wore no headband letting his hair look
wild. I could feel myself sigh inside at just the sight of him.
"What did you want to talk about?" He said standing in front of me. He
didn't feel comfortable sitting.
"Tai...um.. I've known y you for along time and."
"And?"
"Well I want to tell you..that I'm... i-i..in-l-love with you." My voice
trembled as I choked it out.
Tai's brown eyes went wide. I closed my own amber colored eyes, wanting
some kind of reaction.
"No." he plainly said.
"Huh?"
"No..I love you in the past but I've moved on from that. So if you expected
me to say "I love you" back..then.. No, I can't."
I hiccuped feeling hot tears roll down my face. It hurt unbelievably how he
said it. He stood up.
"Look-" He began. Anger took ahold of me for the first time in a long time.
I stood up.
"No, you listen to me, Kamiya! You are selfish. All you care about is your
own well being and your pride, if you were ever my friend you wouldn't have
talked to me like that! To think I wanted to go to the dance with you. Ugh!
Go to hell!!" I yelled slapping him in the face hard. I turned and ran home
blindly, my hand stinging from hitting him.
I sat down at my desk at 2:00 a.m. writing my emotions into a non rhyming
poem for our literary class the following morning.
I sat in the third row next to Matt & Sandy on the other side of me.
Maelyn and I had become friends after we were paired up as tennis partners
and won. Tai was in this class a row behind me. Mrs. Honaka sat behind her
desk. "Anyone written anything that they wish to present?"
I slowly raised my hand lightly, she nodded to me and I went up t o the
front of the room with my poem.
"Its called Cruelty of Heart.
'Have you ever loved someone?
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd do anything for them?
But they didn't want you near.
Every frown, every angry glance casted your way tearing you in two?
You live just to hear them say your name
To hold you tight & never let you go.
But that's just your dream
Its not your reality. Reality is, they cant stand to be near you
anymore
You'd even obey their wish to just drop dead.
Take my advice and don't fall in love,because
it can kill you if it goes wrong."
I went back to my seat, avoiding gaping stares. I suppose it wasn't a very
good poem I wrote, but I did get my feelings out. I didn't even want to see
Tai's look on his face. Probably thinking I'm pathetic. On my way out I
noticed Matt arguing with Tai.
Mrs. Honaka gently grabbed my shoulder pulling me halfway into the room.
"You know Sora, I have a name of a really good therapist here in the city
that you could talk to."
I blinked surprised. "Mrs. Honkaka what are you talking about?"
"Well your poem-"
"It was just a poem really, I'm fine." I lied as I walked off. I passed by
Matt & Tai catching a small part of their conversation.
"I should kill you,Tai! I told you not to do this to her!"
"Why is it my fault, Matt?! What am I supposed to say? "Sure Sora,I'll take
2 dace even though I don't like you like that?!"
"Don't deny how you feel."
"Screw you, I'm not in denial, you ass!"
I bit down on my lip had as I walked away. Oh Mimi where are you when I
need you?
The night of the dance I helped Sandy and myself get ready. She wore a
long black dress that was silk, with no backing. The sleeves ended an inch
down her arms with a diamond cut in the fabric around her shoulders and
upper area of her chest just below her neck. Her black hair was down in
beautiful black curls. Her brown eyes were almost lit up as she started
messing with my hair. My own dress had nearly costed me 2 months waged at
my mother's flower shop. It was a crushed velvet baby blue dress, that
ended right at my knees. It was a strapless dress and the top of it was
lined with lace and small sparkles. I wore a silver butterfly necklace that
my mother had bought me, with blue rose bud earrings. Sandy finished with
my hair. She had pulled my short auburn hair up and twisted it back
complimenting it with Baby's Breath flowers. I smiled nervously.
"You sure you wanna go without a date? Kai knows a friend of a friend that
can be your date." She offered me.
"I'll be fine. If I can't go with someone I want to go with, I'll go
without a date." I said choking back my pain. She nodded to me. Soon we
were at the dance. We arrived there during one of the couples' dance and
Sandy and Kai immediately ran off to dance. I saw Izzy getting himself some
punch so I walked over.
"Hi, Izzy." I smiled. Izzy looked up and choked on his punch.
"H-hi Sora. You look really pretty." he stammered. I blushed in response.
"Thanks. I'm surprised to see you here."
"Yeah, Tai and Matt talked me into going." I turned around to where he was
pointing Tai out. He was dancing closely with none other than my so-called
friend Maelyn. I stomped my foot indignantly.
"Izzy will you dance with me?" I asked looking at him. He smiled at me and
nodded quickly.
"It would be my pleasure." He took me out on the dance floor with him. Izzy
held me close as we danced together. I could feel his awkwardness. And I
told him to relax, as we moved I saw Tai looking at us giving Izzy a dirty
look. I felt very confused. The song ended and Izzy let go reluctantly. He
walked back to the table and I walked over to Tai.
"You look really nice tonight." Tai said kindly.
You do too,Hey can I ask a favor?"
"Uh, I guess." He said eventually.
"If you're nt too busy, kindly save a dance for me?
"Uhm...Thats not such a great idea." He frowned. I felt my chin tremble.
Maelyn gently pulled Tai away from me, and took his place.
"Look Sora, you're a nice girl and I'm sorry o have to say this but...how
many freakin' times does Tai have to tell you no? He doesn't like you and
he never will, so back off!" she yelled. Everybody stopped dancing and
looked at the two of us. I narrowed my eyes. Who did she think she was?
"Oh, you're gonna slap me?" She laughed. I smiled cruelly as I balled my
hand into a tight fist,my knuckles becoming very white as I swung at her
pretty face. Blood splurted from her nose as my fist came into contact.
People gasped shocked that I had done that. I could hear Matt stifle a
laugh. I slowly turned my back on them all and stormed out of the dance by
myself.
Thank god no one followed me. I could hear her crying loudly as I left the
building. Thousands of voices went through my head, I didn't know where I
was heading. Hell, I didn't care anymore. My legs did the moving and my
mind was replaying what just happened over and over. I had to have given it
a lost shot. I closed my eyes letting the tears fall again. I stopped
finally looking up to see where I took myself. My heart pounded fast in my
chest. I stood on a ledge of one of the biggest rock quarries I've seen. I
felt numb, no more pain. I leaned forward a bit.
"Sora,stop!" A voice hollered at me. I dared to look back at the one who
once held my affections. "Don't do it." He said calmly. Do what?
Oh....that. I thought as I looked down at the long drop below. "Step away
and we'll talk about this."
Pah, he just didn't want me to jump.
"Go away Kamiya." I hissed. "I want to be alone."
"No Sora. There are some things we need to talk about. Please,Sora."
I didn't truly see the harm in an actual talk but I have been wrong so
often. I turned around to walk towards him but I was already leaning so far
that I lost my balance and feel back. I managed to scream his name as I
fell. He yelled for me, his words going unheard by my ears.
"NO SORA YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME!"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ok that's Part I.
Long huh? I'm not sure what I want to do with this, make it a happy ending
or sad or what
But I have written more than this. This is just part one.
So let me know if its good. I'm very self-conscious about my writing -_-'.