Again, there's a question and answer idea with these two. I wasn't sure whether to include these but I decided, what the hell.

Surviving

Didn't see her before she died
The moment her blue eyes closed
I missed
I can never get that moment back
It's gone because she's gone
I'm not even sure why
I want to have been there
I guess it would be easier
To deal with the fact
If I'd seen it myself

Last Moments

I slipped away peacefully
You know
Just closed my eyes
I wouldn't have wanted you there
Couldn't deal with your breaking heart
As well as my own
It's better you didn't see the end
Take it from me I was there
It doesn't make it easier
Nothing can