A/N: This is sorta Dark but oh well I just wanted thought of
it but cause everyone needs something after an obsession ends… I don't think
that what I just said made any sense but oh well on to the ficcy…oh yeah
everything is in SAKURA's POV!!!!
Syaoran left a little after Eriol
arrived in Tomoeda. He never told
Sakura that he was in love with her.
Sakura never told Yukito that she was in love with him until after the
second movie. Eriol never left Tomoeda
and he was never involved with Kaho, just good friends with her. Syaoran's back now after three years and
here's where we start…
Something I Need
By SAKURAnTOKYO
*Ring Ring*
"M.."
"Syaoran-kun, I need to talk to you can you come over
please?"
"Sure, be over in a bit."
*click*
~*~ 5 minutes later in Sakura's Room ~*~
"Syaoran-kun, I just need you to listen ok." I look at him
with pleading eyes.
"Sure, I'm here for you, now and always."
"After I beat Eriol-kun at the last battle (Ep69), I felt
like it was time to tell Yukito-san that I loved him. Boy, on that day I don't know what possessed me to do it. He told me that he did love me like a lover
but as a sister. He also said that I truly didn't love him as a lover also but
as a father. The thing that scares me the most is that it's true, I thought
about it and I realized that I did love him like a father; he's family. It took a day to set in, the fact that my
"obsession," that's what I called it was over. I felt empty, alone, and the
feeling that I needed something or someone that I didn't have the answer to
scared me.
Things just kind of went downhill for me. I swear I was
going insane. Tomoyo-chan noticed and
asked about it, but it wasn't the same anymore because she was going out with
Eriol-kun and she wasn't "there" anymore.
Them being all nice and lovey-dovey.
I don't understand what's happening, it's all empty. Ever since that day, I felt empty.
I thought about the Clow Cards and you, Syaoran-kun. The
times we've had. Then you left, I was sad but it wasn't quite like this
emptiness I feel. Maybe it was because
I didn't know that you meant a lot to me. Maybe it's because you weren't an
obsession, and you would still be there, not like the obsession. I still need
someone or something, but I can't take this anymore.
Tomoyo's with Eriol as I said before and she's always busy,
my dad's on digs and just doesn't seem to care anymore, and Touya… well he's
with Yukito-san. I'm happy that they're
happy, I'm sad because it is completely over. Even after he told me that he didn't
love me in that way I still had hope.
False hope but all the same hope.
I can't take it Syaoran-kun. I NEED SOMETHING!!! That's why I turned to
you. Please help me. I need help, I'm driving myself to insanity, I need
out. Suicide isn't the answer I know, I
can't really even get near doing something like that, but I still need out.
Please I'm begging you, help me."
"I'll try my hardest." 'That simple answer turned my life
around, just knowing someone cared.'
~fin
A/N: Told you it was dark but Syaoran is helping. I'm not making
a sequel to this so please do ask me too. It was a one-shot ficcy like this,
gomen. Ja ne
