Title: Unspoken Love
Author: DarkOuters7
Rating: PG-13
E-mail: DarkOuters7@yahoo.com

Hi! I wrote this fanfic late at night when I couldn't sleep, and it's really depressing. It's really short, too. I'd like to thank Olives, my ultimate best friend, for telling me that you can't choke on a sob. Her fanfic Last Night You Spoke of a Dream is really good. She hasn't posted it yet, but she's currently typing it. Look for it. She writes under KoujoKakyuu. Sailormoon is owned by Naoko and all those other people. Well, email me with all comments!
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Unspoken Love

How can I tell her how I truly feel? It would ruin our friendship. Even if she felt the same way towards me, she is already destined to be with someone else.
A tear rolls down my cheek. I don't wipe it off. The cool wind blows through my hair, and I push a black strand behind my ear.
I can't take it anymore. The burning flame of desire within me is consuming me. I need to let my feelings be known.
I close my eyes and listen to the silence. I try to focus on nothing: to let my thoughts slip until I am no longer thinking. But I can't. I envision her blue eyes-innocent and smiling. Yet, they have a deeper look. Sincerity and peace rest in the depths of her soul. She is tranquil inside. She is kind, loving, and everything I wish I could be.
My eyes snap open. I must not think about her.
I look up at the moon. Light from it shines down and makes everything look so serene. My heart aches. I give in and close my eyes, trying to imagine how her soft lips would feel on mine. I stop and open my eyes, choking back a sob. How I wish she was right here beside me.
Thinking of what I could never feel hurts me intensely. The pain resides in my heart, and I know for as long as I live, it will never leave me.
Tears start streaming down my face. I don't try to hold them back. I let my emotions pour out.
I can't tell her, I decide.
I lay on my back in the grass. I picture her lying beside me, her golden hair resting on the soft grass. She slowly fades away as I reach out for her. My hand returns back to my side.
My eyes slowly droop, and a feeling of fatigue washes over my dejected body.
So many sleepless nights have I spent thinking about her.
I turn onto my side and pretend she's there, looking back at me, her big blue eyes shining.
"I love you, Usagi," I whisper.
Then I close my eyes and wish I could feel her tender kiss upon my forehead and hear her whisper sweetly, "I love you too, Rei."