TRAGIC SECRET

TRAGIC SECRET
By Digimon Caisleán

Disclaimer: I don't have anything to do with Digimon. I write for fun!
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This was always my greatest fear. I've thought about it. I mean the thought has occurred to me but for it to actually happen to me, to us seemed impossible. I look over at my boyfriend and into his eyes. Those were the eyes I had fallen in love with and those were the eyes that had fallen in love with me. He looks troubled like something's bothering him. I think he senses something is the matter with me. That's one of the special traits our relationship has. We both know what the other is feeling. I hate hiding something this big from him. He should know as soon as possible but that's easier said than done...

"Sora?" he says calmly. The sound of his voice quickly brought me back to reality. He looks concerned waiting for my response.
"Yes Tai?" I manage to say weekly not taking my eyes of his.
"Sora, I know there's something wrong with you. "You've been acting weirdly for the past few days. What's wrong?" He looks even more concerned and there's a hint of eager in his voice that's so desperately trying to find out what's wrong with me.
How can I tell him? What am I suppose to say? I'd rather die than to cause him pain. Yet I know when he hears what I have to say he will be deeply hurt and shocked. He startles me by putting his hand on mine. His skin feels warm and soft to me as he held my hand tighter. Probably trying to heat it up. He catches my eye again and smiles. I can't help but smile back. His smile has always driven me crazy. Even when I'm at my lowest one look at his smile gives me a 100 watt smile!

"Come on Sora, just say it" he says kindly.
Well I guess I better try to begin to tell him my biggest, darkest secret...
"Tai" I begin. Well I guess that's a start. He sits closer to me waiting anxiously. I can feel the tears welling up inside me ready to force their way out which will just make everything so much harder to explain. I take in a deep breath and continue trying my very best to keep the tears in and forget about them.
"There's no easy way for me to say this Tai but..." I start to stumper a bit. I'm not sure these words will actually come out because deep down I know that if they do it will shatter our life together.
"Go on" Tai says sitting even more close to me now.
"I'm... I'm pregnant" I somehow manage to say. I couldn't believe I actually got those words out. The words that I have heard screaming in my mind have finally come out. I felt a little more calm but it soon faded when I knew there was something else to say...

"What? O my God. You mean... You're... I mean" he says shocked
He thought about it for a moment letting everything sink in and then he spoke again.
"So, I'm going to be a father?" he asked somewhat excitedly.
"No, Tai. Matt is" I say sadly as I watch the color drain from his face.

THE END: So what did you think? This is my seventh fic so I'm still learning. Please review it! I really want to know what people think of it. Thanks :) I don't think I am going to write a sequel. I do have a few ideas for a sequel so if you want me to write one I will!