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I knew something was wrong with Sora but I didn't expect that the two words
she said would shatter my life "I'm pregnant" she had just said. At
first I thought I was the father even though we had never gone that far before.
I assumed it was and accident. I wasn't thinking clearly enough. What she said
next sent me over the edge. "Matt's the father" is what she had said.
Why him? Why did it have to be my best friend? How could they do this to me? I
feel sick to my stomach now.
I look back at Sora. She looks like she's about to cry. She's looking for some
sort of response from me.
"Tai" she says cautiously not knowing wither or not to speak.
I start to back away from her slowly. She tries to pull my hand back but I pull
it away quickly. She takes in another deep breathe and begins to speak.
"I'm so sorry"
"You're only sorry because you got caught" I find myself saying
coldly.
"That's not true Tai I...I love you"
"How could you possibly love me if you slept with my best friend? You don't
even know what love means" I'm starting to shout now but I don't care. She
looks kind of hurt at my harsh words. I'm just so angry that she would betray me
like this.
She starts to cry "Tai stop it! You don't mean that"
"I meant every word of it"
"Tai"
"Look Sora it's over" It pains me so much to say those words to her
"But"
"No! Get out. I don't ever want to see you again"
"Tai...Please" She starts to plead with me but my heart can't take
much more of this.
"Get out" I say strongly
She starts crying harder. She turns on her heel and runs out the door. I don't
know what else to do but brake down crying thinking about the angel of love that
I have just lost to a guy who supposable holds the crest of friendship.
Only one question echoed through my mind. Why?
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I'm still running now and crying but I don't care. I don't even know what
direction I'm going in. It doesn't really matter though. Deep down I feel this
will all go away if I just keep running from it.
What have I done? I've just lost Tai. My Tai! Forever. I've lost everything good
in my life. Tai is my world. My heart, body and soul. He means everything to me.
My life is nothing without him. I can't believe how stupid I was. I gave it all
up for some one night stand.
***FLASHBACK***
"Ding dong"
I wonder who that could be?
"Matt, hi come on in"
"Thanks"
"Do you want a drink or something?"
"No thanks I actually came over just to talk to you about
something"
"Oh ok sure sit down"
"Thanks is Tai around?"
"No he's with his family visiting relations"
I wonder why he asked about Tai. I sit down beside Matt wondering what he's
about to tell me. I remained silent for minute or two before I decided to speak.
"Did you want to tell Tai this is well?" Looking back at the irony of
that question makes me feel sick.
"No Sora I just wanted to tell you" He said softly. He seems really
nervous.
"Well what is it? You know you can tell me anything" I said smiling
trying to lighten him up a bit.
"Well Sora" He turns to look at me. I look back into his eye's trying
to work out what he's going to say next. I kept my face neutral and decided to
let him say whatever it is that's on his mind when he's ready.
"Sora, I've kept this bottled up inside me for ages. For as long as I can
remember. It's driving me crazy. I have to tell you. Please don't hate me"
He looked really worried.
"Matt I won't hate you. Come on just tell me" I say trying to reassure
him.
"Well Sora I...I love you" He said while taking my hand.
"M...Matt" Was the only thing I managed to say. I wasn't sure what to
say at that point. I was in total shock.
"You don't feel the same way, do you?" He asked sadly. He dropped his
head and began to stare at the carpet. I don't know what came over me but the
next thing I knew I was turning his face towards me.
"Matt I" I never got to finish my sentence. Matt began to kiss me
passionately. I don't know why I didn't push him away or tell him to stop. I
guess I didn't want to hurt him and deep down I found this experience to be new
and exciting.
I just put my arms around him and began to kiss him back. Part of me, I guess it
was my heart was telling me to stop because I belong to someone else. The other
part of me, my body probably, was telling me not to stop. The other part won.
It's most girls fantasy to have Matt Ishida announce his true love to you.
***END FLASHBACK***
Why does that flashback keep on playing over and over in my head? It's like some
annoying show tune that gets stuck in your head and there's nothing you can do
about it. Why could I not control myself?
NEXT CHAPTER: Tai and Matt confront each other for the first time after
hearing Sora's tragic secret!
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