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I've just made the biggest mistake of my life. I betrayed my best friend. Tai
Kamiya. The only person who truly understands me. Sooner or later he will find
out that I got Sora pregnant and what I have done to him. I will lose his
friendship. Friendship. Now that's a laugh. Calling myself a friend. I've been
everything but a friend. Trust me to get "the crest of friendship". I
don't deserve it. Not anymore anyway. Tai will hate me and I won't blame him for
it. All because I am in love with Sora. His Sora. The girl he is in love with
and the girl that is in love with him.
I couldn't control my pitiful emotions anymore. I don't know if I was driven by
love or jealousy. I was living in a dream world. A dream world where I could
tell Sora how I felt. That I was in love with her and she would feel as strongly
as I do. That everything would work out and we would live happily ever after. I
was only to wrong.
They were always together. Tai and Sora. The perfect couple. You couldn't have one without the other like a pair of gloves or shoes. They did everything together. They always had each other to fall back on or rely on. I guess I just wanted that experience to. I wanted to know what it would be like to be loved by Sora. I wanted Sora to know what it would be like to be loved by me. She's so beautiful and pure to me. Like an angel full of love and happiness.
Everything went wrong though. My whole dream world crumbled apart when she told me she was pregnant. Pregnant? I've said that word so many times that it doesn't make sense anymore. That's a shock that I could never describe to anybody. Then it hit me. I was going to be a father. A father of Tai's girlfriend's baby. A symbol of our love. Well my love for her. Her words came at me like a tonne of bricks the next morning that I confessed my love to her.
***FLASHBACK***
I woke up with Sora in my arms. I smiled to myself and held her tighter. It
took her a few minutes to wake up.
"Good morning" I said softly to her.
She looked at my like there was something on her mind. Something bad.
"Morning" She said finally.
"I really enjoyed last night Sora. You know, I really love you" I said
while I gently kissed her forehead.
"Matt this is all a big mistake" She blurted out.
"W...What?" I said with my heart sinking at her very words.
"I can't do this. I shouldn't of done this. I'm with Tai."
I looked back at her helplessly. Not knowing what to say.
"Matt I'm really sorry about all this. I just didn't want to hurt
you."
"And you think this isn't hurting me?"
"Matt please try to understand. I do like you. I mean you're like one of my
best friends and I am attracted to you but..."
"You don't love me" I say almost in a whisper.
"I'm in love with Tai. I'm sorry." She said looking at me with a
concerned expression. She knows she had just broken my heart. It was written all
over my face. My pain. My painful expression. I just couldn't hide it.
***END FLASHBACK***
"Ding dong"
I jump at the sudden sound of the doorbell and I quickly snap back into the
present time. I walk slowly over to the door and open it. Tai is standing there.
He's glaring daggers at me. Now I know that Sora told him.
"What the hell did you do to her?" He explodes.
He jumps at me and pushes me up against the wall. He balls his fists up. I close
my eyes and put my hands up in defeat. Waiting for the blow. I have no will to
fight him. Anything that he will do to me I will deserve it. It finally comes
but the pain isn't even half the pain that Sora's words were. He starts to cry.
"Why Matt...Why...Why her?" He says in between the tears. The
painful tears that I have caused. I open my eyes and look at my former best
friend.
"Answer me" He starts to shout again.
I start to cry. I can't stand seeing him in so much pain. Pain that is hurting
him. Hurting me. I was the one who caused that pain that's what really gets me.
"I'm...I'm sorry" It was the only thing I managed to say. He looked
into my eyes searching for a reason.
"God damn you, Matt" He says his voice trembling.
"Tai I"
"I loved her. You took away my most precious treasure" He says almost
crying.
Those very words tore my soul up. I've never felt this much emotional pain in my
whole life. My motive was never to hurt Tai or get Sora pregnant. It was just so
that I Matt Ishida would have some of Sora's love to.
THE END: Chapter 4 coming soon as soon as I can think of the next scene! What did you think of that chapter? Please review it. Thanks.