Song: For Martha
I lay here, fighting a losing battle.
I mustn't I tell myself firmly, although the tone gets lost somewhere, I shan't. He doesn't care for me at all, and it is just me being delusional.
But I keep on feeling this way. I can't stop it. Goddamn hormones, its all their fault.
At least, it makes me feel a little bit better to say that, in any case.
Insubordinate feet, they have carried me to this, his door. I stand there for nearly a full minute, before…
Song: Mayonaise
I get up and move to the door, I don't know why. It's some sixth sense I suppose. But here I am, and here's he doorhandle. I shrug, and twist it on open.
And I am face to face with the one person that I've been wanting to see all night.
She is standing there with a rather surprised look frozen on her tear-streaked face. I draw her in with one hand, and sit her down on the chair that I had just vacated.
"What is it, Miss Granger?" I croak, and her reddened eyes bore deep into my soul.
"I want to know if you really believe it"
"What?"
"What you said today. Look me in the face, and tell me that you don't love me, and that I don't mean anything to you"
"You…don't…I mean…" I stammer, and drop my eyes like a schoolboy. With a low cry, she flings herself into my arms and starts kissing me, holding me close. Oh gods, I can't ever do that to her again. But if I allow this to happen then it will. Goddamn fate, always against me.
Song: Luna
He's hesitant again, I can feel it. He wants to hold me, but knows that he shouldn't. Who cares about the goddamned rules anyway? Not me, that was for sure! With the fervent determination of one possessed, I use ways which are distinctly unfair to convince him that maybe…just maybe…doing it again wouldn't be so terrible. Just tonight. Just once. Or twice.
Or forever.
"I love you" I whisper to him.
"I love you too" he whispers back.
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And so it ends, *Wipes a tear from her eye* No, I've got no idea what drugs I was on. And now I feel like a real writer, I've been 'eew'ed everything! *Blows a kiss to Lady Sky*
Luvyaz,
Anita Malfoy