Here ya go…. chapter eight…umm, Thank you Strife21 for the idea! I loved it! Thank you soooooo much! The song belongs to me!!! I love IT!!! It's REALLY long too…..
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Rain pounded on the ground as I walked to the studio. It had been a week since I had sent that letter to Sora. I hadn't heard from her since. No, I wasn't thinking I was going to hear from her. Why would she want to talk to someone who had broke off her chance of being a singer?
I pulled my jacket around me tighter. The rain hit my face. The cold liquid soaked my body. Why did all this have to happen to me? I walked into the studio-soaking wet. I heard a loud squeal as I reached the elevator. I turned around.
Standing there was a blonde haired, brown-eyed girl. I ignored her until she tapped my shoulder happily. I spun around.
"What?!?" I yelled. The girl looked hurt. Tears filled her eyes as she walked away.
"Don't go near him, Kana, he's a jerk." She said as she walked over to her friend.
I looked at her and then at the ground. When had I gotten so hateful? So sad? So depressed? I didn't know. As the elevator opened I took one last look at the young girl, and walked inside.
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That night we had a concert. I was having a blast singing and having all those girls cheer for me, until it came down to that one song. That song I had written for Sora. The song that would make you cry if you even half listened to it.
I took the microphone in my hands once more, and took a deep breath as I sang.
"I know I made a mistake
When I left you that day.
Girl, trust me
No one can feel as hurt as I do
Right now."
"When you told me you thought
I loved you
And you couldn't believe
I had the nerve to say…"
"I fell in love with you
Girl
And I'm lost
Right now
I just don't know how
I…let you slip away…"
"And, oh, I want to know
Why can't I
Ever see you again?
Oh, Girl…
Can't you see?
You mean more than this to me?"
"When I saw the hurt
In your eyes
I just couldn't go on…
It hurt me so much
To see that I had caused you
So much pain…"
"I know I hurt you
And you hurt me
When you said that
You couldn't believe
That I had the nerve to say…
Oh, girl.."
"I fell in love with you
Girl
And I'm lost
Right now
I just don't know how
I…let you slip away…"
"And, oh, I want to know
Why can't I
Ever see you again?
Oh, Girl…
Can't you see?
You mean more than this to me?"
"You mean more
Than this fame I
have!
You mean more
Than the air I breathe…
And, girl, can't you see…
You mean more than all of this to me…"
"When I see you again
Do you think that?
You could
Forgive me
And
Do you think?
That we
We could try once more?"
"I fell in love with you
Girl
And I'm lost
Right now
I just don't know how
I…let you slip away…"
"And, oh, I want to know
Why can't I
Ever see you again?
Oh, Girl…
Can't you see?
You mean more than this to me?"
"You mean more
You mean more
You mean more
You mean more
You mean more than this…
To me…
(You mean more than the air I breathe)"
"So much more…
(You mean more than the fame I have)
You mean more..
(So much more than…)
So much more than anything
I could ever ask for…
You mean more…"
The audience clapped softly as I finished. Then it turned into a eruption of applause. I glanced backstage. Ricky didn't look too pleased.
After we finished the concert I caught up with Ricky. He turned around and looked me straight in the eyes. "Umm, what's wrong?" I asked nervously.
"Yamato, our record sells are going down, and you guys are at number one hundred on the billboard charts." I looked at the ground.
"I think it's these weepy, corny songs you have been writing." He explained. I looked up at him. 'Well, I wouldn't be writing them if you hadn't ruined my relationship with Sora.'
"Well, I'll try to write different kinds. Sorry." I mumbled. He smiled.
"That's my boy!" And then he walked away. I sat down on the bench in front of the arena. Warm tears made their way down my face. Why couldn't Sora just forgive me? Why couldn't I just give up and let go of everything? Why couldn't I fall right there and die?
"Because you know someway you're going to get her back." I said softly. Just then a pink haired girl and a red haired girl walked by. I recognized the re head. Sora. She looked over at me and then to the other girl quickly.
As she disappeared into the night I looked up at the star filled sky.
"I'm so sorry, Sora. I'm so - so sorry."
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A/N: Depressing enough? Well, I'm about to leave again so I'll write the next chapter when I get back. I know that one was short, but I hope you liked. Thank you so much for the reviews! I love ya'll!