Here ya go…chapter nine. Umm, I know my last chapter sucked. I think the only good thing in it was the song. *he he* Soooooo, here is chapter nine…..!!!!
Chapter Nine: Thinking A Little Too Much
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Was I a little too hard on him? Most likely. That's all that made me worry since he had left. Two whole weeks without looking into his sapphire blue eyes. Two whole weeks without seeing his smile. Two whole weeks without feeling his lips on mine, and that was enough to kill a girl.
Every time I turned on the television there he was singing, or there he was having an interview. He seemed so happy, so normal. That was except for that one song he sang called: "You Mean More Than This". It seemed so gloomy. That song was so not like something he usually sang.
I flipped off the television and walked to the kitchen to fix me some lunch. As I did I turned the radio on like I usually did. I gasped when I heard what was on the station. It was a duet I did with Matt. Heart wrenching if I do say so myself. It turned out pretty good.
After a few seconds of shock…the anger began to rise in me. "Who the hell does he think he is? He just used me for another freaking hit? More money? God damnit! How heartless is he?" I asked myself out loud, opening the drawers forcefully and slamming them shut.
"And that was Yamato Ishida and his former opening act Sora Takenouchi. We hope you liked it." The disk jockey stated. That made me even madder.
"FORMER?!?" I yelled. He was already letting people know I was his former opening act? I guess once they say it's over it is, and you don't get another chance, huh?
I dropped the knife on the ground and walked back to the living room. As I plopped onto the couch rain started to pour outside at the same beat as the tears were running out of my eyes. I loved Matt more than anything. It wasn't his fault. Why did it take me so long to notice that he really loved me? I took a deep breath and sighed.
"I love you, Yamato." I whispered.
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Yamato, Yamato, Yamato. Did that guy always do this to girls? It got kind of annoying. I mean thinking of him 24/7? How could I even do anything? Like…. going to the mall with that Mimi girl or even driving?
I walked by the park, and pulled my jacket around me. The wind blew gently brushing my hair back. I bit my lip and looked ahead instead of the ground. I still couldn't get him out of my mind. It didn't help that I saw him outside of the arena last night, either.
The air around me was cold as the snow fell softly onto the ground. Christmas was coming up and once again I would have no one to spend it with. I mean like… no one to kiss under the mistletoe, or no one to hang out with.
As I turned to walk into the park I heard a couple of girls talking. I couldn't believe what they were saying. It was something about…
"Yeah, his new cd sucks…"
"All those sad, death sounding songs…"
"He needs to write better songs…"
"Like he used to…."
"Yamato Ishida's fame is going down rapidly…ya know…"
I quickly turned around and walked to his apartment. Why was he writing those sad songs all of the sudden? Had I hurt him that much? I couldn't believe that I had to walk all the way to his apartment. Why you ask? Well, we'll save that until next time…I hate spoiling surprises.
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A/N: Ummm, that's it for chapter nine. I hope you liked. PLEASE review! Ummm, what do you think Sora is going to tell him? Tell me in your reviews! Love ya! Bye ~4~ now!!!!!