Title: It's like sunshine

Title: It's like sunshine(prologue)

Author: Darkness of Death

Author's notes: Um, another kenmi! YAY my speciality.. um...I sorta wanted to give up writing Digimon fanfics...but...I wanted to start again when I read Digitally obsessed (I spelt it wrong I know) "You don't know what it's like" I mean I read that fic so many times...but I want to again..this fic.....is sorta ...another first timer! and I already called dibs in kenmi.cuz I started this couple...so please...back off! Lol..sorry!

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters in digimon.. I just enjoy to write fics with it...gota prob buddy? GOOD!

P.S. I hate explaining stories...so...read and you'll get most of it..and....it involves ....not a lot of characters...but practically everyone!

PPS: I can't spell ^_^

and I would like to dedicate this special fanfic to Kimaru, I know..

But, you know, her fanfic titled

He and Miss T

really moved me, I will never look at rockstars the same again.

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The rain splattered against my window. Making an annoying clicking sound... I pulled the curtains across from my window and sat down on my bed..days like this seem to never go away. Days like this, which makes me truly miss the days of when we were together. I guess, we just never were meant to be.

I fell flat against my bed. Not noticing the rain had stopped, the light in my room was dim..but at least there was a light..

My mind altered to another universe, when I thought about her beautiful smile, the way her beautiful pink hair smelled. I would never be able to smell her strawberry scented hair again. For what I did...

~Flash Back~

Mimi's POV

"Mimi Tachikawa!" The teacher's voice rang through my dream.

I wasn't really sleeping, sort of just daydreaming a bit...

"MIMI TACHIKAWA, do I have to repeat myself?" I finally truly heard what the teacher was trying to say. I stood up in a hurry.

"I am sorry, Mr.Mizuki." The faint blush appeared on my face.

I sat down again, feeling very embarrassed. I don't know why I've been falling asleep so often..I just hope I'd be able to see Ken during lunchtime.

Japanese class crawled like a snail after my embarrassing moment. Finally, it was lunchtime. I happily let myself into the cafeteria. There I saw Ken sitting next to Miyako. I was glad that I spotted him so quickly. When I got near to him, I heard him whispering.

"I can't believe we are going to pull it off Miyako-chan!" Ken smiled.

"Yes, Ken. Well, I have to get to class. See you later!" Miyako stood up and kissed Ken quickly on the cheek.

"Bye!" Ken waved.

I stood across from the lunch table with my mouth wide open. Cannot believe what I just saw. Could it be true?

Ken turned around from Miyako and saw I was there. He tried to explain. But, no words came out.

"Mimi!" He said, but no words came out, his voice slowly fainted away.

"I can't believe you're just like all of them." I stammered, I picked up my books and walked away.

Ken followed me, he had to run to keep up. I didn't try to speed up. I just let him talk.

"It's not what you think Mimi!"

"Well, obviously you don't care! Now leave me alone! If you keep following me. There's less forgiveness, and more anger. You hear? Ken Itchijoji! *A/N:I don't know how to spell his last name*" I blurted out.

The cafeteria stood still, tears rolled down from my eyes, I wanted to leave the cafeteria as soon as I can. But I could only hear Ken's footsteps after me. I stood still and turned around. Ken smiled awkwardly and said.

"No, Mimi! It's not what you think." His face grew serious..it was really weird, as if like the whole world is staring at us. Stopping what they were doing, staring at us.

"Well, what is it, explain Ken! I'll give you five minutes." I licked my lips and stared at him.

"Well, first of all. It's not what you think...It's not!" Ken looked down at his shoes, the clock ticked slowly, every second lasted like hours.

"Because, I love you very much Mimi Tachikawa.. I seriously do, but I can't tell you what I am doing.." Ken's eyes landed on me.

Another tear burst out, well, it's just words that he's saying..it cannot be true. I hope I heard wrong...

"I never want to see you again...Ken..." My words echoed through the schools. I ran and ran away from him..Never caring, never loving again.

Ken's POV

I heard whispers all around me, my angry glare silenced them all. I collapsed in the middle of the cafeteria.

"You blew it this time Ken." A boy came up to me and said.

"I did." I buried my head between my arms. Hoping what I just heard is not true. Wishing everything would just go away.

The lunch hour faded away. I just sat there for hours and hours ...feeling like my life will end soon...the happy days of my life with Mimi just all suddenly faded away. Everything is gone...my love, my life...everything.

~Flash back ends~

Another tear fell against my cheeks... I have been sitting in my room for almost two weeks now...doing nothing, eating nothing...it's all because of me, it's my fault... I guess I took her granted like everything else in my life...

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R+R please...