Title: It's like Sunshine! (Chapter 2)
Author: Darkness of Death
Author's notes: This is another one of my "Weird" yet sometimes
original kenmi fanfics. I would like to declare in all my future fanfics, that
I do own Kenmi. I am the creator. And I would like to keep it that way.. ^^
Thank you!
Disclaimer: I do no own Digimon or any of its
characters.
Dedications etc: I would like to dedicate this to my friend
Tachikawa Mimi, Whom has that wonderful kenmi shrine! Thanks so much for
supporting me ^_^
The Moral of the story: Don't ever give up on true love. If you truly feel
it.. It is there..
Days like this just seem
to never go away anymore. And I don't expect much from them. It's like, I don't
belong in the world. Where ever I go, people would stare. I don't know what
they would be staring at.. I am not a young boy genius any more…can't people
just leave me alone for once?
~The next morning~
"Good morning Ken!" The
small green digimon crawled to me. I smiled, I reached over and patted Wormmon
on the head. It seems, as Wormmon is my only companion. I turned around and saw
my calendar, it has been over two months since Mimi and I broke up. It was so
depressing.. I guess sometimes I have to accept things.
"Are you feeling alright?"
Wormmon asked warmly.
"No." I replied, my eyes
searched through my room. Looking for a clock.
"What's wrong Ken? You
know you can tell me." Wormmon's friendly face made me smile. Sometimes, he
seems as old as I am, he's able to help me with my problems. Sometimes, he
looks like a little kid.
I sat up on my bed, my
pale white fingers ran through my dark blue hair. "Do you really want to know?"
"Oh yes Ken!" Wormmon
crawled near my leg. His paws held onto my knee, he's listening like as if I am
telling him the meaning of life or something.
"It's a really weird human
feeling…when I am with Mimi, I feel so special, loved, and warm. Her beautiful
rose colour, strawberry scented hair makes me want to be with her forever. But,
if we were truly meant to be together, something as ridiculous as that would
have never happened." I sighed deeply, not expecting Wormmon to reply.
"No Ken, I don't know what
love truly means, but I do know that you love me Ken. It's special. And us
Digimons can feel it too. We're living things, and we can feel love. And I
think you should truly explain it to Mimi. If you really truly love her."
Wormmon replied seriously.
"Wow, I would have never
expected that from you Wormmon!" I hugged Wormmon, what he said was right. But
why is it so hard to do it?
A ringing voice came from
the kitchen. It was my mother.
"Please get ready for
school Ken! Or you will be late."
"Yes mother!" I sprang to
my feet and got dressed quickly. My usual grey suit just didn't seem right. I
looked through my closet closely. I found an outfit that seems like something
my brother would wear. I smiled, if he was here. He would encourage me to go
for it. I smiled and changed into a pair of dark grey shorts, and a black
T-shirt, with a Dark blue sweatshirt over it. I smiled, this might not be the
perfect outfit. But it sure seems like it.
I stepped into the kitchen
quietly, hoping my mom won't hear me. I wondered how she felt about my new
style.
"Good morning mother." I
suddenly spoke up.
"Good morning Ken." She
smiled, but her expression changed into horror, like I was covered in blood or
something.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing. Ken. Just that
you're wearing what your brother use to wear." She smiled flakily and went back
to her cooking.
"I am sorry mother." I
paused. "If it does remind you of my brother greatly. I will go change."
I waited for her answer,
but she didn't reply.
"Mother?" I spoke again.
"No, Ken. It's not
necessary. If you like it, you can wear it. In fact, you're welcome to have his
clothes if you want." Her hand was shaking slowly.
"No, thanks anyway. I just
want to wear his clothes for once. Try them out." I knew I was lying. I wore
his clothes because I always thought he was more creative then I am. More
colourful.. My unoriginal grey outfit didn't suit me anymore…I need to open up
more to the world.
"Well, I am sorry if I
acted so…" My mother said, scanning for the right word.
"Surprised." She placed my
breakfast on the counter. "I guess you don't like your grey outfit anymore do
you?" She smiled kindly.
"No, I like it very
much.." I paused, I quickly finished my breakfast. Not wanting to remind mother
of my brother's death anymore.
"I have to get to school
mother! Good bye!" I grabbed my backpack and headed for the door.
"Good bye Ken! Have a good
day at school!" She waved and went back to her daily work.
I happily walked to the
school with Iori, we talked about various things.
"So, Iori-kun, is Kendo
very hard? Maybe someday I would like to learn it." I asked.
"No, Ken. It's not. Very
easy as it is… grandfather would be delighted to teach you. If you want that
is." Iori's kid self-showed instantly. His shy smile reminded me sometimes of
myself…when I was younger.
"Thank you Iori-kun." We
reached school in no time. I spotted Mimi, I walked the opposite way of her, and
I hoped my new clothes wouldn't let her recognize me.
"Well, good bye Iori-kun!"
I deepened my voice. So that Mimi won't hear it.
"Bye Ken." His loud
booming voice rang, thanks a lot Iori..
"Oh Ken! I have been
looking for you." An arm was waving at me, I spotted where the arm was, and
there was pink hair too. Mimi was waving at me.
I smiled shyly, but deep
inside, I was jumping for joy.
"Good morning Mimi-chan."
I smiled.
"Good morning Ken… I just
want to apologize." Her hand rested on my shoulder. Making the hairs on my back
stand up…
"For what? I am the one
that should be apologizing." My face was covered with redness.
"For saying that I'd never
want to see you again." She smiled sweetly. "Forgive me Ken?"
I brightened my smile. "Of
course Mimi-chan." The world seems to stop between us. My lips were dry, I just
wanted to grab her and kiss her. It was uneasy for me. But, someone else joined
me in my dream.
An arm rested on Mimi's shoulder.
It was Tai's.
"Hey ya ken!" Taichi offered.
"Hi." I waved back. My face
went back from shine to pale.
"Come on, I'll walk you to
class Mimi." Taichi offered.
"Sure, you big honey bear.
(A/N: I don't know why I added that "honey bear" part…)" Mimi reached over and kiss
him gently on the cheek.
My teeth grinded, but I didn't
show anger or sadness. Mimi probably thinks I am happy with Miyako. But I'm not,
and I'll never be.
"Well, I do have to take this
guy to class, or he can't find the way." Mimi joked.
"Bye." The books in my arms
slipped away, I just ran and ran. Not knowing what I was doing. Not know where I
was going. I just ran.
I could hear faint voices behind
me, my name being called over and over.
"Ken!"
"Ken!"
That soft voice of hers could
be recognized anywhere. Mimi was calling me, but what's the use..Taichi's there
now.. I am nothing…
I thought that was a bit harsh
on poor kenny-chan… but you know I can't end this thing on the second chapter..right?
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