Yamato writes a letter to someone very special for him; a last letter...my first yaoi and my first angst, poor poor Yami ;__; R&R
Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Drama - Words: 625 - Reviews: 7 - Published: Aug 9, 2001 - id: 372780
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YAMATO'S SONG
Disclaimer= Like usually, I do not own anything;
digimon is property of Toei and Bandai and the song is Adam's Song by Blink
182; if you want to sue me you're welcome.
Author's note= This is my first yaoi, so please
be kind with this poor fangirl ^^ poor? Don't make me laugh, by the way,
why you didn't put all the words of the song? Because I can't find them
L; if anyone has the lyrics of this song I'll be very very happy if you
send them to me J;
well, this is angsty and very depressive. Don't like don't read.
And now with the fic!
YAMATO'S SONG
/*/*/*/I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd of
known
/*/*/*/
It's fun isn't it?
All this time knowing, waiting,
suffering, and you, you didn't even notice.
It's already a week left, and you
still don't give me a sign you're still alive.
I'm a freak, am I?
Me, Mr. Cool, Mr.
All-Women-Are-Crazy-About-Me, me, fall in love with someone like you.
It's fun, isn't it?
/*/*/*/I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in
at all
/*/*/*/
It's already a week since that
night, why ain't you still calling me?
Why nobody call me anymore?
Am I so disgusting?
The crest of friendship…it's fun
it's kept by someone like me, isn't it?
I can't keep no more friendships, I
didn't with you either.
And yet I could even been only a
friend for you.
No, I don't curse that night, the
night I confessed to you, the night I kissed you, the night you hated me, the
night I lost you.
I couldn't live knowing I never
said you what I felt for you.
Now everybody knows, the whole
school knows, my family knows, you know.
I'm a freak, am I?
/*/*/*/I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine I didn't think
enough
/*/*/*/
My father feels ashamed I'm his son,
at school people I know feel ashamed I know them, you Digidestined, you
feel ashamed I'm one of you, Takeru feels ashamed I'm his brother.
But I don't curse that night, the
night that changed my life.
I only wanted be your friend,
nothing more…
But now I haven't neither your
friendship…
It's fun, the Bearer of Friendship,
without friends, without family, without anybody; it's fun isn't it?
But I can't change what I am; I
love you, I always loved you and I will always love you…
/*/*/*/I'm too depressed to go onYou'll be sorry when I'm gone
/*/*/*/
Adieu, my Taichi
Forever
yours
Yamato
p.s.= take care of Takeru
Huriko= so, whaddya think? I made
the characters too cruel, I didn't want them to turn so bad ;_; I read too many
fics with happy ending, so I wanted to try a sad one. There's already a sequel
in my mind if you want it. who should? thanks Nero, you really
know how to make a girl happy I'm here when you need it
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