snape34 You have my permission to be sad... I know I would be if I wasn't writing this story. I'm sorry the chapter's so short, all it is is a little Severus afterwards. The italics are him speaking, the italic-bolds are song lyrics. By the way, I want to know who YOU think is Harry's father... James, Severus, or Remus? :o) If you review, tell me. I'll tally them up and tell you guys if you were right or not... You WILL find out who his father is, don't worry.
Lana

Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
don't you know I tried so hard
to love you in my way
it's easy let it go...

Adia I'm empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong

'cause there's no one left to finger
there's no one here to blame
there's no one left to talk to honey
and there ain't no one to buy our innocence
'cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter
does it matter? *

It's been far too long since I've seen you… Since I've heard your voice. Each night, before I lay down to sleep, I hear your screams of terror and think maybe I could have prevented it. I could have persuaded Voldemort to leave you and just take the baby. Your spell worked; he's alive. I do not know where, however. Nobody in the wizarding world knows.

Harry did it. Harry stopped Voldemort… Your son did it. Ours, perhaps? I fear I will never know, but that's ok with me. He was your son; I'll try my best to protect him, I promise. Even if he does have James' blood running through his veins, I'm sure the good in yours will cancel out all the bad.

I miss you. I miss you so bad I often dream of dying myself, and then seeing you on the other side. When I was with you, I felt complete. Now that you're gone, I feel as if a part of me has died right along with you. Sometimes I hope I will not wake up the next morning; however, I always do.


I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories $


If I could have just one more day with you… One more… I'd make sure you knew exactly how much I love you. I'll love you forever and a day, always. I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life; no one could dare compete with you. However, I will be happy with the memory of you, the memory of what we had. Once I die, I'll see you again. I'm looking forward to the day.

I am a professor now; nearly a year after you've left. Remember how I wanted to be one in our seventh year? Now I despise it. I'd rather be with you than be stuck teaching mindless children how to make potions.

I'm sorry Lily, I remember how you love children. Forgive me. I'll always remember you, I'll be looking forward to the moment I see you again. I'm so sorry for not protecting you; It's my fault. If I had just warned your Papa in time… If I had been there with you… If I had known it was Sirius that betrayed you, not Peter… If only…

With All My Love, Your loving husband,
Severus



Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me
It could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished for one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still
For one more day with you

First thing I'd do is pray for time to crawl
Then I'd unplug the telephone
And keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I Love You's
That's what I'd do
With one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still
For one more day with you

Leave me wishing still for one more day
Leave me wishing still for one more day...^

* - Sarah McLachlan, Adia
$ - Sarah McLachlan, I Will Remember You
^ - Diamond Rio, One More Day (Thank you gurl for suggesting this.)