*this is a story I posted on another site under Sailor Tuxedo Luna, so

no one get mad! She is I as I is she (we're the same person!!)

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Lady Koneko: hehe I finally learned how to post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

::crowd goes wild::

::sweat drops:: I need to get that football video away from my brother....

hehe since this IS my first post I want to thank

Heather for helping me

hehe she is the one who told me I should do this...

hehe thank u a lot Heather...

hehe

now to cover my butt!! I DO NOT own Sailor Moon....................yet!!

but we'll see what happens this fall, when I go to court and try and get the rights

for something I dun own!

OPS!!! Probably shouldn't have said that...

so ill shut up!

::someone taps on her shoulder::

Yes who... oh hmmm I was just kidding!!!

Pleasssssssssse dun.... but I dun have a penny to my nameeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

U can't sue meeeeee!!!!!!!! I was just having funnnnnnnn!!!!!

Hehe hmmmm well I figure out how in the world

I'm going to get out of this.... go on and read the 1st fanfic I have ever posted!!

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If you leave forever,

I will surly die.

I will drown in the deep pool of tears I cried for you.

The tears of sadness and love,

The ocean of tears will swallow my ~3~ with one b~ wave.

My eyes that were once as clear and smooth as glass,

Will then become dull and shattered.

My emotions like a knot,

That cannot be undone.

My heart will be torn in two.

Letting my heartache flow like blood seeping from my veins.

Making me afraid and alone,

In the cruel, cruel world.

Where people swarm around you like vultures in the desert,

Who circle their prey until its weak and can strike.

Their words of hate are like the talons that are sharp and hurt so bad.

Now you know how when I'm with you nothing really seems to exist.

So please don't leave me, my love

For I will surely die.

-Sailor Starflower

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Darien sat in the black chair across the room from Serena's motionless

body. His eyes followed up her small slender form. His gaze paused at her colorless

wrists lying against the white of the hospital sheets. A needle stick in both,

keeping her alive. As his gaze moved upwards up to her stomach, or what was left

of it. Her skin was tight to her bones. She hadn't eaten in days. Sure the hospital

gave her food through the tubes, but it showed that she was barely alive. He forced

his eyes up, as the sheet ended, he saw suction cups all over, one of which connected

to her heart monitor. The consistent beep of her heart monitor, his only proof of

her being. The reason he lived, is what that monitored showed. With its slow soft bleep.

This was the farthest his eyes had been, since this happened, days ago.

Still he pushed on ward, and for the first time, he took a look at her face.

Every inch of her once angelic beauty was covered up by either bandages, scratches,

or dried blood. Her eyelids closed concealing her crystalline blue eyes. Her normally

rosy cheeks, were now only red from the blood. Even her golden hair had lost its luster

with the hospital stay. What was once a steady stream of golden silken beauty

was now pale, dull and filled with knots. No longer being able to bear the sight of her,

Darien moved his eyes to the fluid packets. He watched as the transparent liquid

trickled into the long clear tube and flowed into Serena's veins. His last words to

her echoed in his mind...

"Serena, I can't do this. I don't love you anymore." He said in a tone that

could freeze hell.

"But Dare! Why are you doing this???? We were met to be!!" Serena screamed

falling down onto the hard wooden floor of Darien's apartment. He quickly wheeled

around leaving her with only a view of his back.

"I don't love you, Serena. But can you blame me? Who'd love a clumsy, ditz

like you?" he quickly clenched his fists as the sound of Serena's tears filled his

apartment.

"Y-you...you're right," she began, with tears streaming down her face. "I'm

nothing but a ditz. And I don't deserve to Sailor Moon. But not that a ditz like me never

did." Darien heard her get up and head for the door. "I'm sorry Mr. Chiba..." Darien wheeled

around just as the door as shut. Tears welding in his.

'Oh-no! without her locket, she can't transform... Oh Serena' Darien thought

as he bent down and pick it up...

'Bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep' went the heart monitor snapping Darien back

to reality. And within seconds a whole team of nurses and doctors were in the room,

trying to resituate Serena...

"Sir, you'll have to leave." Said a dirty-blond haired nurse as she pushed

Darien out side the door and shut it quietly. Every muscle in his shock-ridden body

was as stiff as wood, unmoving, but unwilling to. Finally realizing what was going

on, Darien pounded on the door with all his might.

"Let me in!! I belong with her!!" Darien hoarded from the hallway. Nurses

and people passing by could only imagine his turmoil.

'Poor guy. Someone he cares about is losing a fight for their life. I know

how it feel, believe me I know...' an elderly man thought as he passed Darien.

"Serena! Hold on Serena!!!" Suddenly Darien felt a soft tap on his shoulder.

Spinning around faster than light, Darien faced Raye, Amy, Lita, and Mina. "Why are you

guys here?" Darien inquired.

"We had every right to be here!! The question is," Raye paused for a moment

as if to gather the strength to look Darien in the eyes, but still didn't manage to

gather the nerves too, "what are you doing here! You're the reason she's lying there!"

"Darien, why don't you just get out of here, after all you put her in here!"

Lita said through the tears in her eyes as she pounded her fist into the palm of

her hand.

"You guys know I'd never hurt her like this!! I didn't mean to!" Darien

exclaimed as tears finally fell from his eyes. Just than the door opened and the

dirty-blonde nurse stepped out.

"Are you all here for Serena Tsukino?" she asked quitely.

"Y-yes," Amy said. It was the only answer from them as all their eyes

seemed to cling to the nurse's words for dear life.

"Well, I have news for you all. Serna Tsukino is going to..."

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arent I just a sticker????? hehe

what did u think???? Hmmmm pleassseeeeeee email me!!!

I love emails!! Hehe email me with any flames

(oh pleaseeeeeeeeee god hope none of these or at least not mean ones....)

and comments....

to Lady_Koneko@yahoo.com

Hehe,

Ja Ne minna-san!!!

Sailor Tuxedo Luna