Disclaimer= I didn't owned Digimon two
days ago, do you think I do it now? You
fools!
Author's note= well, well, well, what do we
have here? A letter from Mimi Tachikawa!! Eyes widened from the shock To
who? You'll see… A bit angst and kinda sad to say the truth. Told in Mimi's
POV, of course. There's a surprise at the end; I would have never imagined I
would have done that 0.0 Hey, that's weird, I wonder where's that
little pest… Oh well, enjoy!
LIVING A LIE
I've been living a lie; four years spent denying
the obvious.
And now the truth doesn't mean anything; no
more.
Now I've lost you, and the truth won't take you
back to me.
The truth that I've been living a lie denying
the obvious. Denying the truth; the truth that I loved you; the truth that you
were my world, my everything; that my heart screamed with joy and pain anytime
you were close to me.
When you touched my skin, I felt melt, I
couldn't move or think coherently; the only thing I could do was look into your
beautiful eyes and feel dizzy. Your eyes. As light and pure as I never saw.
If the eyes are the mirror of our soul, your
soul must be the soul of an angel. So perfect, so innocent, so you.
Oh darling, why you were so perfect?
Why you had to make me fall in love with you?
Oh, why??
Because.
Because I knew, no, I know, that we were meant
to be. Together, forever.
But I couldn't admit to you.
When you confessed me your feelings, I thought
I heard the Archangels singing.
But the scare, the devil, took my mind. I said
no.
No.
Two letters for an evil word. What's a word?
Nothing.
But that word was the hell for both of us.
Hell.
A word, I saw our end on your face, our love
vanishing in the wind…I remember, we dead in a moment…
A fallen angel, this is what you were.
The love and the hurt in your eyes burned my
heart and my soul.
Oh, I wanted so much to kiss you, to feel your
soft lips on mine, to lost control of mi senses, caught by you, entrapped by
your warm look, charmed by your strong feelings.
But I didn't. I couldn't. I said no.
I refused to accept your love, my love. I
refused the truth. The only thing that meant something to me. For what? For
nothing!
I knew I loved you, I know I love you, but why,
oh why, I said no?!
Because.
Because of my parents.
Because of my life.
Because of me.
My parents hated you.
For being so different from the crowd, for
abandoning the university for your artistic career, for making me love you.
My life was perfect; or it had to be.
Rich, famous, with all the boys I wanted
drooling and fighting over me.
This was the way it was planned for me.
But it wasn't the way I planned for me.
I didn't want all the boys.
I wanted one boy.
You.
But what I wanted wasn't important.
Why? Because of me, of my obedient and servant
persona.
Father says, daughter does. This was my law.
I envy you, your independent and rebel
attitude.
You do what you want, what you
dream. Not what they want, what they dream.
You live for yourself, not for them.
And this is what I am.
Mimi Tachikawa; a pretty, rich and high-classed
young woman, who has everything a woman could wish.
Everything, except the only thing that matters
to me. Love. The love of a young man. The love of Yamato Ishida.
You, Matt.
You, I love you with all my heart.
You, now engaged with your brother's best
friend, with your best friend's sister.
With Kari Kamiya.
And now Mimi Tachikawa have to move background,
disappear from your life. Forever.
I don't know if you will ever read my words.
Maybe one day you'll find this letter.
Maybe you'll read it.
Maybe you'll find out my feelings.
Maybe you'll find out you still have them.
Maybe you'll love me again.
Maybe I won't be afraid anymore.
Maybe I'll live my life.
Maybe…
THE END
Huriko= eh eh, you would have never guessed I'd
make a Yakari at the end, would you? Even I was surprised when it turned out,
but I couldn't resist to the temptation to make an odd couple. Sorry Yakari
fans, but I just can't see them together as a couple. They practically never
talk! The only time they talk is in Myotismon's saga, and Matt makes her cry!
Anyway, I like Kari, she's a good girl ^__^ I never heard you talk about
another character without blame them oh la la, you're alive after all!
Where have you been? none of your business I have the right to
now where my assistant is! I was playing with a Tokomon yeah.
Suuure. Say, what was that Tanemon's name? this. Are. None. Of. Your.
Business. caught!
