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Episode Two : Journey of Heart

[Song: Airmail from the Moon]

Tell me, why is it that all things seem to have no meaning?
Don't you think that the world's just too cruel?
All that I want to say to you is that I am sorry
For being so hard to comprehend; that, and I love you.
--"Airmail from the Moon"

* * *

In space, the sound of the huge Vernier rocket engines warming up did not carry like it would have on Earth. Duo liked that. Space was much quieter than Earth or the colonies. It gave Duo time to think, something Hilde often suggested he do more of.

"The ministry of science sure got this shuttle ready quickly," Duo commented to Heero, who was staring at an image of Relena on the monitor. "I have a sneaky suspicion that they had one all ready in case they ever needed it." He touched the dashboard, which was clean although worn. The shuttle had been a standard Earth to Colony transport, but the Ministry had modified it with fast long distance rockets to carry them on an intercept course with the Object. The newer controls contrasted sharply with the slightly aged interior.

Heero continued to stare at the monitor image of Relena, which was piped in through a camera in the passenger cabin. Duo grinned to himself. Hilde had given him a very enthusiastic good-bye, but Heero did not have the benefit of an eager girlfriend, and so had to suffer alone. "Ne, Heero, maybe you ought to go to the passenger cabin yourself. You'd have a better view," Duo teased. Heero gave Duo one of his infamous Death Glares, but turned off the view screen with a soft sigh. Duo decided wickedly to bother Heero about Relena for the entire trip.

* * *

Relena tucked her feet into the special zero-G boots that had been bolted to the floor of the modified shuttle. In the three days since she'd agreed on behalf of the Ministry of Foreign Affairs to represent Earth in the event the signals were real, she'd been drilled on more zero-G techniques than she'd ever had to learn before. The Ministry of Science had initially balked when she'd expressed her wish to go in person, since they had wanted a representative with some space experience beyond normal travel. But Lady Une had a lot of clout, and in the end, the team had consisted of herself, Relena, Lady Une, Doctor O' Malley, Quatre, and Sally Po and Wu-Fei, who would be acting as their guards. Oddly enough, her sister-in-law Noin had decided not to go at the last minute. She'd called it 'personal' reasons and had smiled cattily on the viewscreen. Relena had a sneaky suspicion she knew exactly why Noin had changed her mind, even though she'd been so enthusiastic when she'd called Relena to let her know she wasn't going. They would have pushed the mission back two days for her, to allow transit time from Mars, but Noin had been adament. She was not going into zero-G.

Relena fingered the plastic armrest idly while they waited to launch. The entire shuttle was familiar, yet different from the ones she'd flown in hundreds of times before. She couldn't quite put her finger on it, but the missing seats and dimmed lights in this shuttle made the passenger cabin seem a lot smaller. The fact that both Heero and Duo were piloting also made a difference. Gone were the two skinny teenagers who had alternately saved her or threatened to kill her so many times in the past. In their place were two young men, both full of promise and potential, having found their places in life. They had changed, just as she had changed.

She hadn't seen Heero since the wedding. He and Duo had not been in any of her trainings, since they had to learn to pilot the shuttle, a time-consuming task. He'd left her alone, after the wedding, without saying good-bye, as usual. She wondered briefly if she'd see him at all during the trip. She pretended that her heart did not beat faster at the very thought.

* * *

Trowa clutched Dozé Winner's hand in the control room of the colony launch pad. The seven year old had been calm when he learned his Uncle Quatre was going to the Object, and would be gone several days, but Trowa had assured him that Quatre knew how to take care of himself out of some adult instinct to tell a child what onself wanted or needed to hear.

"All external systems cleared," the head technician shouted out. The control room was busy, far busier than had it been a normal shuttle launch. The Vernier rockets that had been jury-rigged to the shuttle were still prototypical. Technicians milled about, like little ants whose colony had been kicked. Trowa smiled ever so faintly to himself. In some ways the metaphor wasn't so far off.

"Copy that," Heero's voice responded over the main speakers. "All external checks cleared from here."

Dozé moved in closer to Trowa, and Trowa squeezed his hand reassuringly.

"Don't worry," Trowa whispered to him, "Quatre's with friends."

"Trowa Barton?" an uncertain voice called from across the room. Trowa turned slightly to see a harried woman in a Preventers uniform. She picked her way carefully across the control room, trying not to touch anything or anyone, as if she'd contaminate them, or worse, pick up an infection herself. She held a yellow telefax in her hand. Trowa felt a sudden stab of icy dread, but his face betrayed nothing.

"I'm over here," he said to the woman. She immediately looked relieved.

"Oh, there you are. This came in for you from Preventers Headquarters on Colony Four about an hour ago. . It's marked emergency . . . I don't know why I was given delivery duty, but the sender insisted it go through the Preventers." She shrugged and handed Trowa the telefax, bowed slightly, and left.

Trowa let go of Dozé's hand, and studied the fax. "From the Ringmaster?" he murmured in surprise. The icy stab of dread returned. Something was wrong. He opened the fax. And his heart plunged somewhere near his feet.

Sensing something wrong, Dozé tugged on Trowa's jeans. "What ith it Uncle Trowa?"

"Catherine is missing," Trowa managed to say evenly, even though his heart was in his throat while somehow being in his feet at the same time. He didn't want to lie to him.

"Who ith Catherine?"

Trowa clutched the telefax as if it were a lifeline, wishing it would suddenly change into a secret code, something, anything, so that it wouldn't mean what it said. Catherine is missing. Catherine is gone.

"She's . . . my heart sister. You may as well think of her as your Aunt Catherine." They'd always suspected the connection, and genetic testing had proved it, but he knew she was a sister of the heart more than a sister of the blood.

Trowa made a snap decision. He had to find her. He wondered how he could take Dozé with him; Quatre had trusted him enough to leave his heir with him, and Trowa did not want to violate that trust. Ah . . . of course.

"We'll need to make a field trip to Colony Four. How would you like to go to the circus?" Trowa hated the thought of putting Quatre's heir in danger, but the boy would be safe enough with the Ringmaster. Of course, Trowa had though Catherine was safe enough with the Ringmaster as well. But he couldn't just dump Dozé with his aunts with no warning. They were all hardworking business women. They'd been more than happy to let Quatre take the boy in after his mother died.

Dozé broke into another one of his infectious grins, the ones that had Quatre wrapped around his little finger. "I've never been to the circuth. But what about Uncle Quatre?" He pointed to the shuttle, through the spaceport window. "He's there. He can't go with us."

"No, he can't," Trowa said, standing up again. "But we'll be back long before he is." I hope, he added silently.

Dozé thought seriously for a few moments, then nodded wisely. "We won't tell him we went to the circuth without him, Uncle Trowa. That way he won't be mad."

Trowa sighed, and took the boy's hand again. It would have to do.

* * *

"T-80."

"Launch is all green," the main technician said. "You boys in there ready?"

"We're ready."

"T-75."

"Here we go, man," Duo said, double checking to make sure his helmet was locked on securely. They'd be wearing space suits for the entirety of the flight, as a safety precaution. Zero-G did nasty things to a human for extended periods of time, and if the cabin became depressurized, it was better to be already suited. "This is gonna be one wild ride."

"If you say so," Heero said, checking his own helmet as well. "I just agreed to pilot so I could make sure Relena was safe."

"Uh huh," Duo said, disbelieving.

"T-60."

"So . . . what are you going to say to her?"

"I don't know," Heero said flatly.

* * *

Relena curled her fingers around the armrest again, the fabric interior of her space suit gloves suddenly feeling cloying and damp. Across the aisle, Quatre looked faintly green in his space suit helmet.

"Heero," she whispered for no reason at all.

* * *

"Come on, Heero, I'm a romantic at heart," Duo swooned, gesturing dramatically. "You're the only one out of the group who hasn't admitted his feelings for the one he loves. Even Trowa and Quatre are braver than you. At least they spend time with each other. All you do is ignore her and fester in your own guilt."

"T - 30."

"Hnn." Heero grunted and gave Duo another Death Glare. Duo laughed, and began to flip more flight switches. Heero joined him, and for a few moments, they moved through a complicated choreography of dancing toggles and levers.

An auto stewardess came on. "Please remember to fasten your seat belts and have your trays in the locked and upright position. Thank you for flying with United."

"I can't believe they left that on," Duo complained. "How cheesy! Our big moment, and they had to ruin it with a stewardess." He throttled the engines up to full blast. Those in the shuttle could no longer hear the countdown, but it appeared on the dashboard in large red LCD numbers.

* * *

Trowa heard the countdown, and saw it as well. He whispered along with the head technician. "T -10 . . . nine . . .eight . . . seven . . . six," he squeezed Dozé's hand once more, as much for the boy's comfort as for his own. If something went wrong and they lost Quatre... ". . .five. . .four. . .three. . .two. . .one. . ."

And with a mighty roar, the prototype Vernier rockets blasted the shuttle away from the Side's dock.

* * *

The were accelerating at nearly two and a half Gs, which may not seem like a lot, but it was plenty uncomfortable for the shuttle occupants.

"I hate this part," Duo choked out, resisting the instinct to shut his eyes.

"Doesn't everyone?" Heero agreed, as they strained against the inertial forces.

* * *

In the cabin, the team of six suffered through the takeoff in silence. Relena drew strength from the thought of Heero in the cabin. Quatre thought of Trowa, and his nephew, waiting for him to return. Trowa hadn't wanted to go, surprising Quatre, but had instead volunteered to take care of Dozé while Quatre was away.

* * *

Inside the Side shuttle port, the post-launch celebration had already begun. Someone had actually broken out a bottle of champagne, and a regular party had somehow started up amidst the control panels and technical readouts.

Trowa watched the shuttle fly off until it was a tiny dot. He continued watching for a long time after it had disappeared, until Dozé impatiently tugged on his arm.

"It'th gone now, Uncle Trowa," Dozé said sadly.

"Yes," Trowa said, but he did not move.

"Don't you havta go to Colony Four and find your sithter?" Dozé's clear, intelligent gaze pinned Trowa down.

Trowa blinked and looked at the boy in surprise. He was only seven, but as Quatre had pointed out, he was as perceptive as adults ten times his age.

"You're right. Let's go." Trowa glanced once more at the empty viewscreen, and led Dozé Winner through the swarm of celebrating technicians.

* * *

The initial burst of acceleration finally tapered off, and they settled down into a zero-G environment. Duo gasped and leaned back, taking off his helmet and breathing the recycled, pure air of the pilot's cabin.

"Man, that was worse than even Deathscythe ever did to me. I have a feeling that's what Tallgeese must have felt like . . . my insides are all squished . . . I don't wanna do that again anytime soon."

"If this whole trip is a hoax, you'll be doing it again in fourteen hours." Heero also took off his helmet, and hung it casually from a peg on the cockpit wall.

"I'll have had a nice nap before then. It'll feel like tomorrow. Speaking of naps . . . you want the first break, or shall I?"

"Go ahead," Heero said, waving Duo away. "I can't face her yet."

"Man, Heero, you gotta get your life straightened out. Stop procrastinating." Duo stood up and set his helmet on the copilot's chair.

"I don't see you protesting the first break," Heero commented, deadpan.

Duo quirked his lips in a half grin and left his best friend to figure it out. When he stepped outside the cockpit door, Relena glanced up sharply. The six passengers had also removed their helmets, and Duo saw that her hair was piled on top, in a style he'd only seen once before, when she was acting Queen of the World. Upon seeing Duo instead of Heero, a flicker of disappointment crossed over her face. Oh yes, as much as she'd deny it, the princess was still very much in love with Heero. She pretended to have been glancing around the cabin nonchalantly.

Looks like they both need my help. Gee, I never thought I'd be playing matchmaker for them...

He walked down the cabin aisle, ostensibly toward Quatre, with whom he intended to have a good gabfest before he took his nap. But as he passed by Relena, he touched her shoulder, and quietly said to her, "There's an empty seat next to Heero, now, you know."

She looked at him, startled, and blinked. Duo winked back before making a show of plunking down next to Quatre. No one else in the cabin seemed to have had noticed the exchange.

Relena, being herself, resisted temptation as long as she could. She was over Heero. She was. She really was.

But this was a chance to at least talk to him . . . as friends...

After a few moments, she scurried up to the cockpit door, held her breath, and went inside.

* * *

Heero almost jumped when the cockpit door opened. During the war, he'd learned that Duo refused to enter the cabin except for emergencies when it was his break time. A quick glance at the slight shadow on the console informed him that it wasn't Duo, though. Another glance at the faint reflection on the windshield confirmed his nightmare: it was Relena.

"Heero," she said softly.

He squinted his eyes shut in frustration. He wasn't ready to face her. He never was. All she had to do was say his name and he could no longer think clearly. Damn the woman.

She entered the cockpit quietly, her space suit not quite hiding the gentle curves of her slender figure. Her hair was piled messily on top of her head, in the latest Gibson girl revival style, with two wings of hair framing her face as always. She sat gracefully in the copilot's seat, taking care not to touch anything. She'd transformed into a true beauty in the last year, her face displaying the same elegant bone structure that made her brother appear like the prince he was.

She clasped her hands on her lap, primly, and stared ahead. Heero was only slightly mollified that she was as nervous as he. She was silent for a long time, but then spoke softly, her mellifluous voice trained by years of political hardball to display exactly the emotion she wished. "It's funny, really. I've thought about meeting you again . . . after the wedding. But now I don't know what to say."

"Hnn." Heero didn't know what to say either.

Relena smiled faintly to herself. "Maybe I should ask you to kill me again, for old time's sake."

He glanced at her, not quite believing his ears. "Or maybe, 'how are you?' is a good place to start."

"Of course." She smiled again, willing to play the game. "How are you, Heero?"

He looked at her from the corned of his eyes again. "I asked you first." Good gods, was he actually flirting with her? He steeled himself. I will not lose it. I will not lose it. She doesn't belong to you Heero. She never can. She never will.

"Ah," Relena permitted herself a small laugh, and tried to cross her legs, no mean feat in a space suit. She rearranged her legs awkwardly a few times before giving up. Composure instantly regained, she tried a different tack. A direct approach. "I've missed you terribly, Heero."

Heero decided a blow in the gut would have been less damaging. His heart ached as if her words were a physical assault. She just couldn't see that they were worlds apart, that it would never work, no matter how much they each longed for each other.

"I know you don't feel the same way about me as I did . . . as I do about you, Heero," she said, fighting a childlike urge to sniffle. Pouting was not the best tactic to take with Heero. Honesty was a lot more brutal, and worked better. "But you could have at least said good-bye. That's three times you've left me without a word now, Heero."

"It's not that," he ground out, still not looking at her. "You have your world, and a murderer like me has no part in it."

"Did you ever think to ask me if I wanted you in 'my world?'" she objected, feeling herself grow cross. This wasn't going quite the way she had planned. "'My world,' as you put it, would always include you, no matter what. Heero," she pleaded, leaning across and resting her hand on his arm. Heero jumped as if even through two space suits she burned him. "We're friends. I don't ever want to lose you as a friend."

He clasped her hand with his other own, and gently lifted it from his arm, looking at her directly for the first time. "I need to make sure you are safe. I promised to protect you. As long as you are safe, then we can both get on with our lives."

Heero wished he could take the words back as soon as he'd said them.

Relena kept her face carefully blank, but he could see that he'd hurt her. Good. If she was mad at him, then she'd keep her distance.

"Do I truly mean so little to you? A princess in a tower, content to know that her knight will keep her safe?" Her expression softened, and she stood up. "Heero, maybe I don't want protection from you. Maybe I just want company. You're the only person who has ever understood me." She trailed her gloved hand across his cheek, and left the cockpit.

Heero wasn't entirely sure, but he thought he heard her mutter "idiot" as she left. He slumped in his seat, then stared at the ceiling above him. "I blew it," he said to no one in particular.

* * *

"So how ya been, Quatre? You and Trowa ever gonna tie the knot?"

"Oh no," Quatre said, blushing furiously. "It's not like that. We're just good friends."

"Suuuure. A little birdie told me that you've named your nephew your sole heir. I take it that means your sisters got you reinherited?"

Quatre gratefully latched onto the subject change. His relationship with Trowa, unstable and unsure as it was, was not something he wanted to discuss with anyone just yet. "Yes. My sister Loreana managed to pull a few legal strings last year. They also granted me custody of my oldest nephew. You remember that he lost he mom last year, and I've been taking care of him?" Duo nodded, he'd learned that much at the wedding. "All his aunts agree that he's a quiet genius. He reminds me of Trowa --" Quatre cut himself off before he went any further with that line of thought. Everything reminded him of Trowa. The shuttle reminded him of Trowa. His space suit reminded him of Trowa. The old magazine in the seat in front of him reminded him of Trowa. That was what love did to a person, after all... "What about you and Hilde? Hasn't she coerced you into marriage yet?"

Duo nearly choked. "Marry? Hilde? No way." He burned even more brightly red than Quatre. "I'm going to be a bachelor forever. Hilde is a..." he searched for an adequate phrase to describe the wonderful package that was Hilde, and found one. "She's a business partner."

"A business partner you live with," Quatre pointed out, his eyes feigning innocence.

Duo pursed his lips and scowled prettily. "We have separate rooms."

"Suuure," Quatre teased, echoing Duo from a few minutes before. Before Duo could respond, however, Relena stepped out of the cockpit door, looking almost upset and amused at the same time. She sighed and went back to her seat, unsteady in the absence of gravity, ignoring the rest of the group, who all pretended not to be looking at her.

"Looks like Heero blew it," Duo whispered to Quatre.

"I think you're right. Poor Heero."

"Yeah, well, I'm not giving up. They belong together, he's just on this weird kick that he's not worthy of her, or something." Duo yawned mightily, and stretched. "Well, I'm off to catch forty winks. Say hi to Trowa for me, Quatre," he said, winking at Quatre.

"I tell you, it's not like that," Quatre denied, blushing again.

Duo smirked and rolled his eyes.

* * *

The passengers eventually all fell asleep, except Heero, who stared at the controls, tortured by his own inadequacies and pain.

* * *

Trowa and Dozé had to wait nearly twelve hours before a transport became available to take them to Colony Four. He was getting more and more worried, especially as the cameras showed reports of the riots on Colony Four. Trowa hoped Catherine wasn't caught in any of them.

* * *

Catherine woke up in a dark but warm place. Her head hurt. She tried to feel other parts of her body, but the pounding in her skull demanded the full attention of her consciousness.

What happened? She tried to remember the last few day's events. She had gone along with the crowd, and found herself angry at Relena Peacecraft for bringing them into another war. No, wait, that wasn't right . . . Relena hated war as much as she herself...

Catherine tried to clear her head by shaking it, a mistake. The pounding grew worse. "Hello?" she cried, struggling to move. She was tied up tightly in a chair. "Someone? Anyone?" she faltered, then began struggling harder. "Trowa, help me..." she cried, tears slipping down her cheeks.

* * *

Trowa thought he heard Catherine call his name. He did not dismiss psychic phenomena easily -- no one could deny the deep bond that Heero and Relena shared, one that according to Heero had formed within the space of a few moments on the Earth.

Dozé Winner had stayed true to his name, and had nodded off on the seat next to him.

Catherine had last been seen on Colony Four, the night the first of the riots started. His instincts told him that it wasn't a coincidence.

* * *

"Are you sure the girl has no family?" the woman in black said to the man. They were in their darkened office on Colony Four, deep within the bowels of an otherwise empty office building. They'd acquired the office building several weeks ago, after learning that the top floor was a greenhouse. They both liked that. The office itself was spacious and dim, and thanks to the non efforts of the man, already becoming cluttered beyond belief. But the Buttercup project had to go on, and the woman didn't have time to pick up after her sloppy partner.

The Humperdinck Project had been renamed the Buttercup project, a name that was no better than its predecessor, in the woman's opinion. The only thing worse than starting a war based on the plot of a book was starting a war based on the plot of a book that made fun of itself.

"None on record. Her name is Catherine Bloom. Her family was killed when she was little. She was raised in the circus. And what can a bunch of clowns do to stop us?" The man leaned against his desk, lighting a cigarette. He smiled to himself. The girl was perfect, absolutely perfect for their plans. The preliminary interrogation had let them know that she hated war more than anything, and would do everything short of actually starting one herself to prevent it. The irony was impeccable.

"We need to keep her unconscious until that mission returns. If our data is correct, we'll be able to completely indoctrinate her afterward." The woman extinguished his cigarette in annoyance, pinching the end with her bare fingers. "Wesley, I do wish you'd stop smoking those damn things. New lungs are expensive."

"After this project, dear Willow, we'll be able to afford a dozen lungs." He lit another cigarette, perversely, and smirked at his business partner. "And things are going extremely well. I couldn't have genetically engineered a more perfect specimen than the girl."

"Genetic engineering is not only the wrong term and illegal, it's impossible." Willow Sable, the science half of the brains behind the Buttercup Project, dug around a file cabinet drawer and extracted a box of sterile syringes. She unwrapped one, and pulled out a small vial from the drawer, and filled the syringe with the dark blue liquid. "This will put her back to sleep for another two days. By then we'll know if this mission is a success or not."

"What if it isn't? What if there are no aliens?" Wesley, in charge of the actual cult formation, had left all the techie stuff to his brainiac partner.

"Oh, there are. I never did show you the second video, did I? Not even the little exploration party got to see that. I have some contacts in very high places in the science institute." She picked up a remote control from on top of the file cabinet, and flicked on a tiny thirteen inch viewscreen in the corner. "Now tell me there aren't aliens out there."

Wesley's jaw dropped open, the cigarette falling unheeded to the ground. "Holy shit," he choked out.

Willow smiled. That little video had cost her dearly; her Geneveve Switzer Brilliant Pink, to be exact. She wasn't kidding when she said she had friends in high places.

On the screen, three human-like figures marched across a silver floor, their violet cloaks vivid against the starry background.

* * *

With two hours left in the journey, both Heero and Duo were back in the cockpit. Relena had thankfully been asleep when Heero had gone on his break. Duo did not mention how Relena had fidgeted until she'd fallen asleep, reading information she'd been given about the nature of the object. Heero did not mention what had happened, either. They worked in companionable silence for the remainder of the voyage.

The Object appeared as a dull twinkle in the center of the star field through the viewscreen. It had been growing steadily brighter as they approached; the shiny metal had a much higher albedo than its asteroid neighbors.

"Time to decelerate," Duo said softly. The shuttle had behaved very nicely during the last leg of the trip, and he hoped that it wouldn't give them any trouble now that they were so close to their goal.

"Ne, Heero," Duo said, gently lowering a lever, " is it just me, or does something feel strange about this?"

"About what?" Heero answered, adjusting a lever himself.

"This whole trip . . . thing." He waved his hand vaguely. "It's all to neat. Too cut and dried. Bizarre object appears, lets send an expedition! and it happens to include four Gundam pilots, and two world leaders."

"We volunteered to go," Heero reminded him.

"Something just doesn't feel right." Duo sighed and leaned back in his chair. "Or maybe I'm just nervous. Damn, I wish Hilde were here. I could use a back rub." Duo smirked casually at Heero. "Say, Heero, you think --"

"No."

"You don't even know what I was going to ask! Well, that's just fine then." Duo sulked and adjusted their speed some more.

* * *

"We're almost there," Lady Une said, standing up. "Please put your helmets back on. We don't know what we're going to encounter out there -- atmospheric contaminants, dead life forms . . . Dr. O Malley will run an atmospheric analyzer, but even so, no one is to remove their helmets. Understood?"

For the first time, the passengers could see the details of the Object. It loomed in their view screens, a titanium monstrosity with highlights of metallic purple. Lady Une glanced out of one of the modified shuttle windows, and silently prayed to whatever gods may be that the beings they were about to encounter weren't hostile. She alone had been privy to viewing the second video besides the scientists, and it was she who had convinced them that they needed a diplomat along. Not even her team of Preventers, Sally and Wu-Fei, knew what they were going to find.

* * *

"Damn! Something just took over my controls!" Duo yelped. He began frantically trying to regain control, but whatever had the ship in its hold wasn't letting go.

"Mine too. We're caught in some sort of guidance system." Heero was much calmer than his copilot.

"We're just gonna let them . . . it . . . whatever . . . get away with this? Fire the accelerator!" He reached over do just that.

"No, it would be a waste of fuel. This is what we wanted, isn't it?" Heero released his controls at stared at the Object, looming ever closer in their field.

"Heero, you're acting weird. Stop freaking me out, man." He tried desperately to regain control of the shuttle, but to no avail. "I don't like this at all. Why are you so cool with this?"

Heero shrugged. "I've got . . . a gut instinct that everything we will all right. And when everything else fails, trust your emotions, remember?"

Duo sighed and gave in. "Yeah, I suppose. But I don't have to like it."

"I never said I liked it. But it's not as if we have choice."

* * *

Those in the cabin were oblivious to the plight of the pilots, who had decided not to scare everyone. The Object sucked them into its gleaming maw, the shiny metal reflecting their own dingy shuttle perfectly. It was a silent cruising, still in the vacuum of space. The passage was clean of any bumps, like the manifestation of a perfect mathematical construct, glassy smooth.

"It looks so empty," Quatre whispered.

"It does," Lady Une agreed, biting her lip. Had they been wrong? Was it a derelict after all? Was all this for nothing?

* * *

Their controls suddenly came back online, and they floated freely for a few seconds before Heero realized that whatever had had them in its grips had let go. They had been pulled into a large, hollow chamber.

"I think it's a landing bay." Heero said, and worked a few microthrusters so that they gently touched the nearest surface to the bottom.

"Holy shit . . . there's gravity!" Duo cried as they suddenly felt a familiar pull. It was a welcome respite from the zero-G they'd endured during the flight. "What the hell . . . something this size shouldn't be putting out anywhere near this much gravity..."

"The chamber is pressurizing," Heero said, even his voice registering a note of surprise. "It looks like a mix of carbon, nitrogen, and oxygen, with other trace gases."

* * *

"Look! A door is opening!" Duo said in a hushed, awed voice. The six passengers in the cabin stood up, unconsciously. A faint vapor seeped out from underneath the door, illuminated by bright floodlights on the other side. Their chamber was dim, and the effect when three shadows appeared was as dramatic as it had been calculated to be.

They were humans, or humanoid, as the old Earth term described the general shape of two arms, two legs, a torso, and a head. Although they were but vague, fog smeared shadows, their robes flapped around two obvious legs, and their arms pulled the top portions tightly around them, like bats. They processed slowly toward the shuttle.

"They sure know how to make an entrance," Duo said, as he flipped on the cabin loudspeaker. "Lady Une, did you guys have any idea that . . . that . . .?" Even Duo was at a loss for words as suddenly all the lights in the chamber came on at once.

The three aliens stopped a dozen meters away from the shuttle. They had human like faces, except they were in shades of maroon, with hair in shades of gray. One was noticeably shorter than the others. Duo had a sudden insight that she was a young female.

He flipped the cabin loudspeaker again. "Damn, Heero, what the hell did we get ourselves into?"

"Hnn," Heero said, unable to answer his best friend's question.

* * *

"I suppose we go out," Relena said. "They look peaceful enough."

"Everything looks peaceful to you," Wu-Fei muttered darkly. Sally nudged him every so slightly with her elbow.

"You're right," Lady Une reluctantly said to Relena, ignoring her Preventers. "Something feels wrong, though." She opened the hatch to the shuttle. Outside, the lights brightened even more, so that the landing bay appeared as bright as daylight on Earth. Sally exited first, followed by Lady Une and Relena, who were flanked by Quatre and Dr. O' Malley. Wu-fei finished the small party. Heero and Duo had opted to stay inside the shuttle as backup. Relena, Lady Une, and Wu-Fei were all wired to a panic button.

The humans and the aliens faced off, five against three, each waiting for the other to make the first move.

Relena finally decided that all the standing around was silly, and she stepped forward. Still in her full space suit, she raised her hands, palm up, in what she hoped was a gesture for peace, showing that she held no weapons.

The middle alien spoke. "You may take your suits off," he said in a pleasant bass -- and in perfect, perfect Japanese.

Relena's eyes widened to saucers, but to her credit, she kept her cool. Mentally apologizing to Lady Une, she reached up and took off her helmet.

Lady Une jumped as though she wanted to grab Relena, but Quatre stopped her. She glared at him for an instant, but he just shook his head.

Relena was foolish, but she believed that only an idealist could reach for the clearest visions of mankind. She breathed the air deeply. It was clean and crisp, and smelled faintly of wisteria or lavender.

"You are trusting," the middle alien said again, his voice laced with genuine amusement. "That is good. In this universe of ours, so few are willing to trust anymore." He bowed. "I am Captain Zwit, of the Novie. To my left is General Threigh, and to my right is Lietenant Forwa." They each nodded as he recognized them.

The tallest of them was Threigh. He was lean and hardened, his salt and pepper gray hair cut short, barely curling behind his ears. Zwit was only slightly shorter, although his size was much greater. The female appeared even younger up close. Relena was startled to see she was even younger than she herself had been before the start of the war. The girl appeared as calm and composed as the two older men next to her, however. And the one who called himself Zwit was also devastatingly handsome, by human standards.

Relena bowed in return. How they spoke Japanese would have to remain a mystery for the moment. She was already planning on killing Lady Une with her bare hands for dragging her into this with no warning -- later, though. Calmness now. Relena breathed in and out slowly. Reality is stranger than fiction.

"I am Relena Peacecraft. With me are Lady Une, Doctor O' Malley, Quatre Raberba Winner, Preventer Sally Po, and Preventer Chang Wu-Fei. I am the Vice Foreign Minister of the New Earth Alliance." She had chosen her words carefully. The last thing she needed was Zwit saying 'take me to your leader.'

"There are two more on the ship," Zwit said casually.

He's good, Relena said. Her face betrayed nothing. "They are our pilots. Heero Yuy and Duo Maxwell. They wish to remain inside."

* * *

"You gettin' all this, Heero? Man, am I gonna have a tale to tell Hilde..."

"You'll do nothing of the sort. This is going to be so top secret . . . just think, they'll say Relena's gone over to the other side . . ."

Duo rolled his eyes. "You're imagining things, Heero. Oh, look, Relena's taking off her suit..."

Heero pretended he did not take a sudden interest in the disrobing of a certain diplomat.

* * *

"You may take off your suits, if you like," Zwit said. They were still squared off, five against three. "Our temperatures tend to be warmer than those of your world, from the information we have analyzed so far."

Relena unzipped her suit, and wished there were a more graceful way to get out of the silly things as she nearly tripped and fell flat on her face taking it off. She was glad she'd chosen the dark blue power suit over the pink one; the Novie seemed to prefer bold colors, judging from their own royal purple robes. Out of seemingly nowhere a fourth Novie appeared, carrying a cart with oddly heighted rods on it. The Novie took her suit before she'd had a chance to even wonder what to do with it, and hung it on a peg. Ah, a clothes rack, then.

"Feel free to use that as long as you need," Zwit said, the slightest hint in his voice. The other five humans reluctantly took off their suits, the Novie rushing to gather them and hang them up.

"Follow me," Zwit said. As one, his entourage turned to face the door, and they retreated towards it. But Relena could have sworn she'd seen the young female give her a faintly timid smile before she turned completely.

A friend, Relena thought suddenly. No matter what else happened, that girl was on their side, she decided. Relena knew she had a habit of making snap judgments -- Heero was her most famous example of that fault, but hadn't she been dead on with him?

So she followed them, the rest of the humans tagging raggedly compared to the precision of the Novie, none of them knowing quite what to expect.

* * *

Heero and Duo watched the party leave the landing bay.

"You're just gonna let her go off with them, eh?"

"She's safe with Sally and Wu-fei there."

"Uh huh. So," Duo said casually, leaning back in his chair, "what exactly did you say to Relena to piss her off so much?"

"I don't want to talk about it." Heero glowered at the console.

"Sure you don't," Duo said with a knowing grin."

"I don't."

"You sure?" Duo's grin got wider. C'mon, Heero...

"I'm not going to tell you, Duo."

"I know."

"It's not of your business."

"I know."

"Quit smirking. It's not as if I did anything wrong."

"Of course . . . you never make mistakes."

Heero gave him the coldest Death Glare he'd ever seen. But he had to make Heero crack, or else his plans for matchmaking would go down the tubes. For now, though, a feral glint in Heero's eyes warned him to back off.

"I wonder how they're doing in there," Duo mused, letting the subject drop for the moment.

Out of nowhere, a heavy silence fell over the two pilots, like a layer of deepest black velvet, muffling and blinding them all at once. They both slumped forward in their seatbelts, unconscious.

* * *

The trio of Novie led the way through silvery corridors. Overhead, the lighting was gentle and muted, the ceiling a frosted silver that reflect the lighting all around, bathing everything in even, bluish light. They walked in silence.

How is it that they speak Japanese? Relena wondered. True, the language was one of the three most common on Earth now, and it was the language pretty much everyone in the colonies used along with English, but the odds of the same language developing on another planet . . . no, they had to have been studying Earth for some time, she decided. So they knew of the wars, and hopefully their current peace.

They had landed in a nacelle of the giant vessel, and they had been walking toward the middle. The hallway led to an open circular courtyard, and a clear dome replaced the silvery ceiling, so that star shine bled in, mingling with the ambient lighting from hidden sconces in the walls. Greenery burst from every corner, and the plants bloomed in all colors, a marked contrast from the oppressive gray and purple of the rest of the ship. The courtyard was evidently a common area, as there were hundreds of Novie milling about, some sitting on benches, talking, others hurrying purposefully. They all seemed to be wearing gauzy silver clothing, in contrast to the formal purple robes of Zwit, Threigh, and Forwa.

"Those who live on the ship are very glad to see you," Zwit said to the humans, turning his head ever so slightly over his shoulder.

Some of the other Novie had paused to look at the humans, in curiosity. Quatre waved shyly. Dr. O' Malley had whipped out a notebook and was writing as fast as he could. Relena tried to not to appear rude as she secretly gawked.

"This way," Zwit said, and led them down another corridor. This one was much wider and shorter than the landing bay corridor had been, and purple doors line the walls. He pressed his palm in the center of one door, and it opened with the hiss of hydraulics, revealing a large conference room. Relena grinned suddenly. Dr. O Malley would fit right in here, if no one else would.

Zwit gestured for them to sit, but he himself remained standing, and he paced around the room, restless. The short female whispered something to Zwit, who shooed her away with a smile. She glanced shyly at Relena one more time before leaving.

"I'm sorry for the formality back there. We are a very proper race, in some respects, and that particular tradition has dated back since we first came into contact with other intelligent beings. You're probably wondering how we speak your language. It's quite simple -- we've been receiving broadcasts from your world from the last hundred years or so on our journey. It was added to our catalogue of languages, and a few doses of hypnotic language treatment allowed me to learn it fairly quickly. It's a rather lovely language, I must say, phonetically not unlike our own. In fact, we two races seem to have much in common. But I digress."

Zwit finally took his seat. For the first time, Relena noticed that his fingers -- as well as those of the other two Novie -- ended not in three joints, like humans, but with four smaller joints, with large claws on the ends. It was a very disorienting effect -- their hands appeared to be broken and too long at the same time.

"We have come here in peace," Zwit began again, "to warn you of a danger that may be headed your way. There is a race of mechanical monstrosities who attacked our world. They call themselves the Setche. They are brutal and merciless, seeking out worlds with natural resources, destroying their inhabitants, and clearing the way for their own colonization. We, the Novie, have dedicated our lives to warning the rest of the Galaxy of this impending disaster." He cast his eyes downward, suddenly appearing older, a few saddened lines forming around his otherwise handsome mouth. "Unfortunately, many of the peoples we find did not believe us or trust us. They are now gone. Some did not even bother to investigate a strange ship appearing in their solar system, or worse, they tried to shoot at us." He looked directly at Relena, who matched him stare for stare. She shivered, though. His eyes were icy cold.

"We wish to help you prepare in case the Setche ever come and attack your world. That is our self-appointed mission. On our journey, we have acquired an enormous amount of defensive information that will allow you to withstand an attack by the Setche. In exchange, we ask merely for supplies to help us continue on our journey, to warn others of the threat of the Setche."

There was contemplative silence around the table, as they each sunk into the contemplative whirlpool of their thoughts.

"If your require more time to think upon our offer, that is fine." He made a surprisingly human gesture, turning his palm upward, as if offering them more time from his hand.

Relena startled the humans by standing up. This is why she had been sent along, wasn't it?

"No more time is needed. We will accept your offer. And, thank you." She bowed deeply. Secretly, she hoped that she hadn't just struck a deal with the devil.

* * *

Darkness. Pain. Flashes of light.

Heero woke up, screaming. Everything was blurred, in shades of black and white. He could not feel his arms and legs, and the world kept spinning.

Images and sounds . . . he thought he saw Duo, dead and bleeding on a table across the room. "Duo!" he tried to shout, but nothing came out from his throat.

Suddenly a face -- an alien face -- swam into focus above him.

"He's awake," a voice said frantically, although the face above him didn't move.

"Who..." Heero tried to shout again, but his throat was blocked. The face went out of focus, and the world blacked out once more.

The next time he woke up, the pain was gone, although everything still seemed to be in black and white. Heero tried to rub his eyes clear, but he found he was strapped to a table, giving him flashbacks of that time he was strapped down in Sally's hospital. He craned his neck, and thought he saw Duo on the table next to him.

A shadow appeared over him.

"Who are you?" Heero asked, trying to sound as menacing as possible.

"No one," the shadow answered, "you are imagining me."

Heero strained to escape from his bonds, but back in Sally's hospital he'd been in peak condition, and since he'd become a pilot he'd slacked off on his training a lot.

"What do you want from me?"

"Know your strengths, Perfect Soldier," the voice said, and the shadow began to fade. "That is all we want. And know your weaknesses."

The shadow was gone, and Heero closed his eyes. His head was still throbbing, but something was wrong. Am I dead? No, he'd been dead once before . . . it wasn't anything like this. This was too strange to be death.

The velvet blackness enveloped him again, and Heero willingly fell into its embrace, allowing it to take him away from whatever it was that told him what he didn't want to hear -- that he was both weak and strong, and that he could not, as yet, tell the difference . . .

* * *

The party was walking back down the corridors to the human's shuttle. Zwit had loosened his hitherto tightly wrapped cloak so that it billowed out behind him dramatically. Underneath, he wore a uniform not unlike that of Oz, although simpler and without the epilauts and gold trim. He was tall, and so similar to a human that Relena wondered if she had been wrong to become an atheist after the war. Conscious creation?

"You can move your ship to Colony One," she said as they stood outside of the shuttle. "It has all the resources necessarily to replenish your supplies. You may go there anytime you wish; we'll make all the necessary arrangements."

"Thank you," Zwit smarmed. "And to begin our exchange of knowledge, I'd like to send you a goodwill ambassador, Forwa, my daughter. She wants to go with you, if that's all right." The girl who had greeted them with Zwit and Threigh walked through the large door on cue. She, too, had opened up her cloak, and she was wearing a long lemon creamy dress that complemented her lavender skin and ash gray hair. "She is a highly skilled diplomat, and has full technical knowledge of all our defense systems. If you like, you may leave someone with us in exchange."

Relena was startled. Leave one of the party behind? She glanced hesitantly at Quatre -- no, Trowa would kill her. Dr. O Malley? He was no diplomat. The same thing went for Sally and Wu-Fei, and it would be a little unfair to separate them, anyway. That left herself, and Lady Une.

"I'll go," Lady Une said, simply. Relena sensed she'd switched to her calmer personality. The two Lady Unes may have merged after Treize's death, but even so, she switched "modes." Nice Lady Une had taken over. They did not need to worry about her.

Lady Une stepped forward into Forwa's place.

"Lady Une is one of our most respected officers," Relena said, following Zwit's example. "She was instrumental in developing the peace on our world in the past few years."

Nice Lady Une looked the absolute picture of a shy, demure diplomat. She took off her glasses and smiled winsomely. Zwit looked pleased.

"That is all settled, then. We will go to your colony, and we will meet again."

The five humans and the Novie climbed the steps to the shuttle, the latter a little unsure of her footing but determined not to trip. A worker brought back their space suits, but Lady Une motioned to leave hers behind. She was already deep in conversation with the alien leader.

* * *

Heero and Duo groggily woke up, still in their pilots chairs, although neither remembered what had happened.

"I can't believe we fell asleep. Some backup we are," Duo said, rubbing his face in irritation.

"I have a feeling something important happened and we missed it," Heero said stonily.

"Eh?"

Heero was about to elaborate when Quatre opened the door,.

"We're ready to leave any time, guys," he said, not sounding impatient, as that was not his nature, but he did have a hint of gentle reprovement in his voice.

"That was quick. What'd those weird aliens have to say?"

"Quick?" Quatre looked surprised. "We spent nearly six hours discussing everything from political beliefs to sanitation. Then we spent another two or three hashing out defense systems. We're all dead on our feet in here. And we picked up an extra passenger, but Lady Une's staying behind, so don't be surprised when you don't see her. I hope you guys had a good rest, at least..." Quatre yawned slightly, and politely covered up his mouth before leaving the cockpit.

"Eight hours?" Duo said, staring at Heero. Heero stared back.

"I know something happened. Why the hell can't I remember?" Heero grabbed his head in frustration.

"Man, if I had napped for eight hours, I just know I'd feel better than this . . ."

* * *

Forwa stared at the stars as they traveled. The humans had all fallen asleep, but she was fresh as a daisy still. Even as a child she'd only needed a few hours of sleep to keep going strong all day.

Primitive. The rocket was primitive. But Father had said they had something that could help them.

What? What did the humans have that could help the Novie on their never-ending quest?

* * *

[Ending Song: Watermark, by The Taliesin Orchestra]

Episode Three: The humans return to find a divided Earth as the Keep Earth Pure/Anti-Alien League, led by Catherine, gains power. Trowa and Quatre discover many things about themselves, while Heero and Relena discover their loneliness.

Want the lyrics for Airmail from the Moon? They are at the Anime Lyrics Library, courtesy of kaijyuu M of the Two Mix Electronic Library. The arrangement used at the beginning of each episode is by me, and is not official, nor very accurate. But it's pretty darn close, and you can sing along to it, too!

I don't own Gundam Wing or any of the characters in here so far. If I did, I would be rich, but alas, I'm obviously poor. Oh well. Gundam Wing is actually owned by Bandai Visual, Sotsu Agency, and TV Tokyo. Airmail from the Moon is ©1999 to Two Mix. It is used without permission, and will be taken down if either member of Two Mix complains. Watermark, Taliesin Mix is ©1995 to The Taliesin and Orchestra and Enya. It is also used without permission, and will be removed if anyone complains.