Episode Three, Part One

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Episode Three : Searching for Hope

[Song: Airmail from the Moon]

Warmly embraced by the planet far below
My time is passing so quickly it frightens me to know
Even our destined passion will have to fade someday
I want to shine on forever, this love will find a way
-- "Airmail from the Moon"

Colony Four. Trowa stared up at the podium where the girl named Purity was addressing the crowds at a public meeting inside the Side Coliseum. Dozé Winner was safe with the Ringmaster on another Colony Side, enjoying a few days at the circus in the care of the only family Trowa knew.

Purity was dressed in a black leather cat suit and a black leather trench coat. Her hair was slicked back, and she wore a pair of sunglasses. But Trowa knew. He knew the slender body, the bearing of her shoulders, the gentle angles of her face. She still wore her star earrings, a startling contrast to her otherwise conservative outfit. "Even now, as we speak, our own leaders are bringing an alien back to us. The invasion is beginning, I tell you. We must fight back now. before it is too late." She spoke in a clear, haughty, ringing voice, so unlike the gentle girl he called his sister.

She sounds as if she wants to start a war, Trowa thought grimly. But Catherine hates war more than anything. Why would she be involved in something like this, let alone be in charge of it?

"Are we just going to stand here?" she asked the crowd.

"No!" everyone shouted gleefully.

"Then get out there! We may not have weapons on this world to defend ourselves anymore, but that doesn't mean we're just going to let ourselves be taken over! Go!" She pointed towards the doors. "Let your voices be heard! Keep the Earth PURE!"

Trowa just shook his head as the crowd nearly tripped over themselves in their enthusiasm to convert the entire colony to their cause. Catherine-Purity was very good. Very good indeed. He stared impassively at her as she left, then made his decision.

* * *

Willow was salivating.

She was a botanist by training, and an orchid collector by hobby. The combination worked out very well, because she could tell a real orchid from one that had been genetically modified, or worse, simply dyed. She'd decided to become a botanist after someone handed her a dyed carnation when she was little, and she'd tried to dye her hair by drinking red kool aid. It took the gentle explanation of a fourth grade teacher before she was convinced that humans were not the same as plants and couldn't absorb dyes the same.

The orchids now in front of her were the real thing, all right.

"I've decided to sweeten the pot," her contact said, in the note enclosed in the bio-controlled box. "You've done such good work so far I though you deserved a treat."

She cradled one perfect example of the Minty Cream Fantasia orchid. So rare. So incredible. The perfect cream petals had exactly three stripes of pale blue-green, and darker green freckles, with lime stamens and a blue-green heart. The colors contrasted beautifully against her toffee colored skin. It was as genuine as Mother Nature could make it. She'd have sold her soul to posses one before. Well, in some ways, she had sold her soul, when she thought about it.

She hadn't meant to get involved in starting a war, but her old friend and fellow orchid hunter, Wesley Twentyman, had lured her in with the promise of more money than she could ever need for rare orchids. Better yet, their "boss," a mysterious person who had yet to contact them directly, was also an orchid enthusiast, and had offered them rare flowers from his personal collection for a job well done.

If the Minty Cream Fantasia was an example of what he had to offer...

No regrets. Willow had vowed to have no regrets. She placed the little orchid down on the table again, and went to fetch Wesley, who would still be at the public meeting to introduce the girl Purity. The orchid would go into her collection, after she'd replanted it. She and Wesley were both so paranoid they kept their most prized orchids with them at all times.

She was very careful to lock their office door.

And she ran back and double checked, just to make sure.

* * *

"Wonderful job," Wesley said, escorting Purity offstage, shooing away a few reporters. "Our message is being heard loud and clear across the Colony. Soon, we'll be able to declare our independence."

Purity paused, her eyes clouding for a second behind her glasses. "Our . . . independence?"

"Why, of course. We have just cause. If the Earth Sphere United Nation allows the aliens in, then we should form our own nation, free from them. The rest of the world will see our cause and follow."

Purity was wavering. Wesley frowned. Her indoctrination had not been complete, apparently, if she was fighting it this much.

Wesley was a specialist in "indoctrination." When he was in college with Willow, all those years before, he'd majored in psychology and learned a great deal more about the human mind than someone with no scruples like him ought to know. He'd cleaned up for a while as a televangelist (funding his rather expensive hobby) before getting bored and moving onto real cult formation. And even that had gotten boring.

Wesley Twentyman was ambitious.

One cult of a hundred people wasn't enough. A thousand people wasn't enough. Wesley wanted to be able to control the whole world. When their mysterious "Boss" had contacted him with the lucrative offer of orchids and money to start a war, Wesley felt that his ship had finally come in. He was not about to miss it because his figurehead wasn't taking his personality modifications.

"Of course, if our message is heard, then the Earth Sphere will still be unified," Wesley hastened, slipping an arm around the confused girl's shoulders. "We must continue our quest to keep the Earth pure. If the Earth Sphere's leaders are competent, they will see the error of their ways and destroy the aliens."

Apparently, Catherine's moment of weakness had passed, as she straightened and slipped out from Wesley's arm. "Don't touch me like that," she snapped, and stalked off to the taxi that was waiting for her outside the back door.

Despite himself, Wesley smiled. The girl's base personality was nice, but she had real spunk. He hadn't had to change that one bit.

* * *

"No one sees Purity," the bouncer said to Trowa.

"Not even her brother?" Trowa replied, matching the bodyguard Death Glare for Death Glare.

"She has no brothers."

"She'd recognize me if she saw me."

"Go away, little man."

Trowa's blank face nearly cracked. No one had ever called him little before. True, the bouncer outside of Purity's high rise condominium was probably three times his weight, and maybe an inch or two taller, but that didn't make Trowa little by comparison. Trowa felt vaguely offended, but some human part inside of his soul wanted to burst out laughing.

"Fine then," he said to the bouncer, and turned away. He walked down the Side street deep in thought. Now that he'd actually found Catherine, he could try another approach later. Appearing as an ally had worked before, and it would probably work again. In the meantime, he had to return Dozé to Colony One before Quatre came back. And he would see his Quatre again.

My Quatre? When did I start thinking of him as mine?

Trowa ignored the voice in his head. His feelings for the Arabian boy were in such a jumble that they only made sense when he was actually with Quatre. Then, all felt right with the world. Then, Trowa was at peace.

I wonder what they found out there, he thought , and gazed up and out to the side wall, to the impassive stars that hung outside.

* * *

Quatre, Relena, Dr. O' Malley, the pilots, and the Preventers escorted the wide-eyed Forwa off the shuttle. Forwa had considered herself jaded, having been to a dozen different world's in her people's travels, but the sheer number of humans that were there to greet them astounded her. Everywhere, people were crowding in on the sanitary bubble dome that had been erected around the shuttle as soon as it landed. The press had been kept away, since they would all be quarantined for a few days, but even so, they were surrounded by support personnel galore. The group protected her as they stepped through a disinfectant gate, and then continued on toward the medical quarters of the Side's shuttle port, for further testing of the passengers.

"I'm sorry if we're coming off as rather paranoid," Relena said, her spacesuit helmet tucked under her arm as they walked through the hallways of the heart of the Side. Forwa had declined the spare spacesuit they had in the shuttle, explaining that she was used to space travel and nothing really bothered her. Relena had decided not to press the point, since Forwa's overly long fingers wouldn't fit in a human spacesuit glove anyway.

"Trowa!" Quatre suddenly burst out, and smiled and waved enthusiastically to the tall boy waiting for them in the medical area, who waved back. Dozé waved back as well, although timidly and with eyes even wider than Forwa's had been.

"Trowa?" Forwa said, tilting her head to one side in a startlingly human gesture.

"Well, your father did say that we shared some similar speech patterns," Relena said thoughtfully, as a nurse helped her out of her spacesuit. "Trowa's not that common of a name among us, though."

"Forwa isn't either. Common among us, I mean. It's a word from the Mransgst language that means "delightful." My father has a fascination with languages." Forwa smiled slightly. "He speaks about two hundred, all told, and most of those without the aid of hypnosis, unlike me. If it weren't for hypnosis language sessions, I wouldn't be speaking with you as we are now."

Trowa had a very shocked expression on his face as Quatre hugged him as enthusiastically as he had hugged his nephew. Relena resisted the childish urge to giggle. Everyone knew that the two former pilots loved each other except themselves.

All the humans who had been onboard were subjected to a complete mini-physical by a team of medical assistants and nurses. They took their temperature, blood pressure, blood samples, and even a breathalyzer sample. Dr. O' Malley started to herd some medical doctors over to see Forwa, but Relena blocked them as soon as she saw what they were doing, much to the chagrin of the doctor who had been in the middle of taking her blood pressure.

"No," she said firmly, shielding the girl behind her, in a stance that reminded Heero of the way she'd shielded him from Duo when they were on the naval ship during the war. The blood pressure cuff hung off her arm, and the poor doctor was frantically timing a measurement from a crouched position next to her.

Why did Relena feel like she needed to protect everyone? Heero wondered, then he answered his own question. Same reason I feel the need to protect her, I suppose. He sighed, earning him a reproachful look from the person taking his temperature.

"She's not a human, therefore, there is no need to run human medical tests on her! Sally, please," Relena mouthed silently, turning a pleading look to the Preventer.

"Miss Relena's right," Sally said on cue, breaking away from the nurse testing her, stepping in and shooing the gaggle of doctors away from the confused alien. "We don't need to test her for anything. Run any tests you like on us, but leave her alone."

"But-" Dr. O 'Malley tried to interject. His team of scientists had been anticipating the wealth of xenobiotic information they could obtain on the Novie from the girl, and had flocked en masse to greet her. Now the Vice Foreign Minister was overstepping her bounds.

"No 'buts.' Also, Forwa will be staying with my on Colony One. Cancel any plans you had to keep her here." Relena's Death Glare even impressed Heero. He hadn't known she was capable of a Death Glare, let alone one to rival his own. But Dr. O' Malley failed to wilt under the icy stare; instead, his eyes grew colder to match it.

"Very well. But we must keep you all under observation."

"Of course. For the next week, as planned. But not here in the medical facilities. We have too much to do."

"We can't just let you leave. We--"

"Dr. O' Malley, when you invited me along on this mission, you entrusted me with all the aspects of it that were diplomatic. In the name of diplomacy, we are not going to stay here any longer than is necessary. I am hereby taking control of Forwa and all that happens with the Novie."

"What's going on?" Forwa whispered to Sally, her face frowning in confusion.

"A battle of wills. Relena is winning," Sally answered with a smile.

It was becoming evident to Dr. O' Malley that Relena was winning as well, so he snapped his jaw shut and frowned as Relena, finally freed from the doctors who had been testing her, brushed past him. A cloud of Preventers greeted the group, absorbed them, and escorted them to a briefing room in another portion of the shuttle port, away from the angry scientists.

"I can't believe he tried to keep us there," Duo grumbled to Heero in a low voice as they walked inside the room behind the group. "I mean, we're quarantined to the Side as it is. And I just don't like that O' Malley character."

"Neither do I," Heero agreed. He and Duo took seats along the sides, while Relena naturally went towards the head of the room. How much of her life is spent in rooms such as this, nowadays? Heero wondered again. It was amazing how little he knew of her now. He'd been watching her hawkishly for two years, yet he knew next to nothing of her daily routines, just her traveling habits.

He frowned as Relena began the long, boring process of debriefing the Preventers over the last twenty-four hours, leading up to Lady Une's decision to stay behind as a diplomatic contact. The Preventers, upon hearing of the loss of their leader, were naturally anxious, until Relena assured them that it was only temporary. Sally, as the next in command, would be in charge of things until she returned.

"So you see, in exchange for supplies, the Novie are willing to share their defensive information with us," Relena concluded. "They have sent one of their representatives, Forwa, in exchange for Lady Une. Forwa?"

The young alien girl stood shyly as Relena introduced her. "My people cannot thank you enough. Due to the generosity of planets such as yours, we can continue our mission to spread the word of the danger, and to seek a new home for ourselves. I only hope that your preparations will not need to be used, for the wrath of the Setche is great, and they know no mercy."

Heero was impressed. The girl had only learned Japanese within the last few days, according to herself, but she spoke it as fluently as if she were born and raised in Tokyo. Even Relena's Japanese wasn't that good, and Duo spoke with a terrible Osaka accent, reflecting his Colony Two American origins. Heero glanced at Duo, next to him, and noticed that the other pilot had nearly dozed off. A quick elbow brought Duo back to consciousness, and he had the presence of mind to look sheepish.

"I hope that our sharing of information, beginning today, with promote a long and prosperous alliance between us." Forwa suddenly glanced around nervously, and sat down, apparently realizing that she was finished but did not know how to properly indicate it. So, the hypnosis language sessions are not entirely perfect, Heero decided. She had most gestures down, but not all of them, as she hadn't known to bow, or even nod.

"Thank you," Relena said with a gracious smile, and a nod to all the Preventers. "You are dismissed. Dorothy?"

Dorothy Catalonia appeared from the depths of the large group of Preventers who were leaving the room, wearing an attractive navy pantsuit, and carrying an enormous bundle of papers.

"Miss Relena, you've done it now. First you lost Lady Une, then you usurped Dr. O' Malley's authority, there are hundreds of reporters outside the shuttle port screaming that you're denying freedom of the press, your popularity in the election polls is jumping all over the place...."

"We'll deal with all that tomorrow." Relena sighed, and pinched the bridge of her nose unconsciously. "Tonight, I'm too drained. Schedule a press conference for eight in the morning. Forwa?" Relena queried, then spotted the alien girl looking more than a little bewildered as the room cleared out and no one escorted her anywhere. Forwa looked up gratefully at Relena when she heard her name called.

"Forwa, you'll be staying in my own apartment, if that's all right. I would put you in a hotel, except I can't keep the paparazzi away from there as I can in my apartment here."

"Whatever is necessary," Forwa said, with another one of her sunny smiles. The Novie had slightly more pointed teeth than humans, giving the disturbing impression that Forwa was a happy vampire.

"Fine, then." Relena smiled back "Unless you want to come to our press conference, Dorothy here will be in charge of giving you a tour of the Colony."

"Miss Relena?" Dorothy said, in faint surprise. She narrowed her eyes and looked at Forwa. Forwa narrowed her eyes and looked back. Sparks flew. Whereas Relena and Forwa had been instant kindred souls, Dorothy and Forwa were nigh on instant enemies. Something about each girl rubbed the other one exactly the wrong way, and they could tell on sight that they would not get along well.

Relena did not notice the daggers the two were shooting at each other. Oblivious, she chattered on as she led them out of the colony briefing room.

"Come on, Duo," Heero said, waking up the sleeping pilot once again, but keeping his eyes trained on the disappearing figure of Relena. "We've got to get to my apartment."

"Your apartment?" Duo said groggily.

"We can't leave Colony One for a week, and it would hurt Relena's image around here if we stayed in the shuttle port quarters like were have been. She's made herself in charge, and we've got to follow suit. Unless you want to sleep on the street," Heero said, unsmiling.

"Fine, fine, your apartment then. Jeesh, and I was having such nice fantasies about returning to Hilde . . . "

"Keep a lid on them for another week. Come on."

They were the last ones to leave the briefing room. Quatre had disappeared with Trowa and Dozé before the meeting even began, and apparently only Heero had noticed in the confusion that had ensued with Relena's sudden coup for control.

* * *

What have I done?

Relena kept asking herself that over and over again. She knew she had overstepped her authority, and had probably made a lot of enemies in the ministry of science at the same time, but she couldn't just let them take Forwa off to -- Relena shuddered -- examine her.

They were in her apartment now, Dorothy setting Forwa up in one of the guest bedrooms. She kept a rather overlarge townhouse on Colony One, in the event that she ever needed to host anything, so having Forwa stay with her at least would not be a problem space-wise.

She wanted . . . she wanted to talk to someone. No, she wanted to talk to Heero. Even if he only "hn"ed at her and told her to go away, she wanted to hear his voice and see his handsome, sad face. He kept an apartment on Colony One (she'd looked up his name in the phone book in a moment of weakness once.) She started to reach for the vidphone, but changed her mind. Heero was such a recluse that he probably wouldn't like an invasion of his privacy. She wasn't a little kid anymore; she couldn't just hop in her plane and chase him without thought or care. She had responsibilities, and dumping her frustration and fear on Heero wouldn't be fair to either of them.

But she did want to talk to someone. She leaned across her desk, where she had been poring over drafts of the official press release, and bit her lip before flipping through the Rolodex. Hmmmm. Hilde . . . no, wait, Duo had said she was in the middle of her business school finals and was too stressed to even sleep. Interrupting her now wouldn't be nice. Sally? With Lady Une with the Novie, she was probably scrambling to get some semblance of organization on the Preventers. Catherine was impossible to get a hold of since she moved so much with the circus, and her cell phone was almost always turned off. Dorothy would only make her panic more.

Her fingers paused above a set of names and a number. Zechs. Of course. He and Noin were on Mars, but it would be midday for them. Noin would love to hear about the journey to the ship. Relena smiled to herself -- Noin had told her exactly why she couldn't go along, despite her love for space and adventure. She hadn't told Zechs yet, but Relena knew her brother would be ecstatic once he heard.

She dialed up their control office, through the Preventers as opposed to the Ministry of Science as she usually would, and tried not to think about how much the call was going to cost her. Mars was nearing its perihelion to Earth, which meant that the transmit time would be no more than ten seconds each way, but even so, contact to the Red Planet was never inexpensive, especially via semi-live vidphone.

Answer, she whispered to the vidphone, which stubbornly stayed blank. Finally, someone picked up, and in a few moments she saw the image of Zechs, her brother, blossom across the screen.

"Relena?" he said in surprise. He was still as dashing as ever, although in order to wear his helmet (as yet, humans could not cope with the harsh Martian atmosphere), he kept his hair pulled back in a neat ponytail. The ponytail coupled with his ragged bangs reminded her for a second of a blond version of Duo.

Come to think of it, she had probably seen Duo more times than she had seen her own brother. She'd taken him for lost after that final battle with Heero, although Noin said she knew he was still alive somewhere. And then he'd shown up out of nowhere -- then disappeared again with Noin, only to show up as the head of the Ministry of Science's Mars Terraforming project. She'd hardly had any time with him at all. Some family, eh, she thought sadly.

"Greetings, brother," she said formally in English, the Sanq Kingdom's official language. But she softened her stiff words with a smile. "You have probably already heard, but we've got some company here on Colony One."

"I heard, although I'm not sure how much of it I believe. You've made some enemies in the Ministry of Science, and right now you're not too popular with anyone here on Mars."

Now that surprised Relena. "But . . .why?" Relena winced. She had supported the Mars Project wholeheartedly. Were people so fickle?

"We're the most susceptible to an attack here on Mars." He raised her hand to stop her protest. "I don't believe that their intentions are hostile -- despite what all those low-grade B movies seem to say, I believe that anyone with the capabilities of interstellar flight has the nobility to state their intentions of invasion right off the back and not sneak around. But the people want something to fear . . . just as they always want a reason to fight. Prove them wrong, Relena. If anyone can, it's you."

Relena sighed in relief. It was precisely what she'd needed to hear. "So I did the right thing?"

"I'm not entirely sure. I think you chose the best option you could. In that situation, there was no right or wrong."

"Is anyone on Mars giving you or Noin a hard time?"

"Oh, no. We have their implicit trust. You don't."

Naturally. Time to change the subject. "How is Noin doing? Is she eating well?"

Zechs looked puzzled. . Relena decided that Noin still hadn't told him. "Noin is fine. She's out doing field work at the moment. She should be back in a half hour or so, if you wanted to talk to her."

"No, that's fine." So much for telling Noin about the Novie, but this call was going to be as expensive enough as it was. "I'm glad to hear you're doing well. Are you almost ready for Stage Two?"

"The first asteroid is accelerating nicely, although it still won't have the speed it needs for several months. Before then, we're going to bombard it with several other magnetized asteroids. We'll have Stage Two done within the year."

"That far away?" she murmured, sadly. The Terraforming Project had been her pet since she'd been elected to office.

"Mars can't be terraformed in a day," Zechs said, with a twinkle in his eye. "Don't worry. We'll begin to see the fruits of our labor within our lifetime, and our grandchildren will see Mars green."

Relena hid a smile. Zechs was a bit closer to grandchildren already than he thought.

"I've got to go check on a team that is setting up the new dome. I hate to run out on you, but --"

"Please, Milliardo, you've helped me more than you could know. I'll keep in touch," she said, touching the view screen.

"Do that, Relena. Bye." His face vanished, leaving Relena alone again with her thoughts. And as usual, those thoughts strayed to Heero. She still wanted to talk to him. There was a Heero shaped vacuum in her mind, and talking to Zechs hadn't relieved it at all. She absently turned on the radio, and listened to the song that was playing on the oldies station for a few moments.

There's a hole in my heart that can only be filled by you
And this hole in my heart can't be filled with the things I do
Hole-hearted, hole-hearted...

Ouch. That hit a little too close to home.

She shut the radio off and went to help Dorothy.

* * *

"You can sleep on the couch. It's a futon." Heero tossed a few linens to Duo, who was staring wide-eyed around Heero's one bedroom apartment on Colony One.

"What... what is all this stuff?" He peered closely at the bizarre assortment of detritus that covered Heero's walls. "4-H Jamboree AC 197 -- Cooperative Extension Services, University of Colony One -- Heero? You're a 4-H leader? The things you never tell me, and I'm your best friend!" Duo looked offended.

Heero shot him a Death Glare. "It's the least I can do. I can give the kids of Colony One a chance I never had. And you must never have read my letters, because I mentioned it several times.

Duo looked even more offended. "I read them! You just say things out of nowhere. 'They don't pay me enough, the press is hounding Relena again, and I'll be gone this weekend for a meeting' -- and you assume I know what kind of meeting it is. Either your train of though has the most twisted tracks in the whole solar system, or you enjoy making my brains turn to spaghetti when you write."

Heero made his noncommittal noise, and threw a pillow squarely at Duo, who caught it automatically. "I think you got Hilde to read them and she conveniently skipped over those parts because she knew you'd laugh."

"I'm not laughing now, am I?" Duo replied, looking at the rows of certificates, child's art, and memories Heero had tacked up on the wall. "I think it's a very kind gesture. I sure hope this kids are having a nicer childhood than I did." Duo flopped onto Heero's couch, and settled down. "What time are we getting up, Heero?"

"Six. Relena's called a press conference at eight, and we've got to be there." Heero narrowed his eyes. "Don't sleep in like you did all the time at school."

"Aww, gimme a break, Heero, I wasn't late all the time . . ."

Heero snorted and leaned against the doorjamb. "There's a phone right over there if you want to call Hilde. It's paid for by my airline company so feel free to jabber with her all you want."

Duo jumped up again, and nearly sprinted to the phone. "Thanks! I need to find out how her finals went." He quickly dialed the vid phone, and Heero went to his bedroom, suddenly feeling very jealous of Duo and Hilde for some reason.

* * *

Quatre and Trowa had snuck away in the confusion, all right, grateful that Relena's little performance had granted them a chance to do so. They left the Ministry of Science section on Colony One unimpeded, and headed towards the Winner house on a nearby Side.

The Winners, like many important families on Earth before them, had a tendency to leave their names on streets and buildings everywhere they went -- you could rest assured that no matter where you went in Colony Four, for example, there would be a Winner Street someplace, named after an old Winner House. The houses were rarely occupied by Winners, however. As the family had branched out, they had built and then abandoned house after house on Side after Side. The Winner House on Colony One was one of the few ones the Winners actually used anymore. Quatre's father had used it as his business base on Colony One, and Quatre had seen no reason for him to stop doing so.

It was tall and grand and would make any historical preservationists sell his or her soul. The famous designer J.D. Founders had built it in the Early Colonial period, and had been one of the first houses on Colony One to be something other than utilitarian. Neo-classical in design, the huge two story columns loomed from the highly cultivated garden out front, framing the dramatic entrance. The stern facade was broken only by a few whimsical pieces of white wicker furniture on the porch. Quatre's mother had supposedly been fond of. Quatre kept them there in her memory, a strange detached fragment of the maternal love he'd never known reaching out from the nether world. They comforted him.

And yet, it was small. The echoing foyer and giant proportions of the front belied the interior, which actually had only four bedrooms and a few thousand square feet. In the early Colony Days, however, space had been a premium, and the full acre lot it was on had been considered a frivolous expense. The Winner fortune's roots were deep, but they had finally broken the surface in the Colony One Winner House.

Trowa was strangely silent as Quatre tucked Dozé away for the evening. He answered in monosyllables, although he helped Quatre out with Dozé's bath and didn't complain as he ended up nearly as wet as the

"Good thing this is permanent press," Trowa said as he wrung out his shirt over the sink once Dozé was in bed. It was the most he'd said all evening.

"Well, I do have an iron if you need it," Quatre replied helpfully. "Since there's no staff at this house, I've learned to do my own laundry." Quatre smiled, and tried not to think about the play of light on the muscles of Trowa's damp chest. Or the way they tapered into Trowa's lean hips.

Trowa flapped the damp shirt, his face as deadpan as always as he studied all the new wrinkles. "I think I need a dryer more. I thought seven year olds had more self control than that. Your nephew reminds me of one of the circus seals. " His face flickered in pain for an instant, and Quatre, who was finely tuned to Radio Trowa, caught it for the moment it was there. Trowa started to leave the bathroom, but Quatre's voice stopped him, and he froze halfway out the door, his back turned to the blond Arabian.

"Trowa, whatever is wrong, you can tell me," he said, his tenor tender but firm.

Trowa half turned to face him, and this time there was unmistakable grief on his face. "I don't want to burden you," he said, the shirt drooping at his side.

"Burden? How could sharing with me be a burden to me?" Quatre's empathy radiated throughout the small bathroom. He stepped forward, and rested his small hand on Trowa's bare arm. "Please, Trowa. Sometimes the only way to understand the pain of the mind is to explain it all to someone else. I'll always be a willing ear for you."

Trowa caught Quatre fast in a bone crunching hug, surprising Quatre for a second. The damp shirt burned against his back for a second, then settled into coolness. Quatre smiled briefly to himself. So Trowa did feel it as well. He sighed a tiny sigh of contentment, enveloped in the strong warmth of Trowa's arms, offering all the comfort of his soul.

* * *

"Catherine is missing," Trowa said later, over coffee in the small sitting room on the first floor. "Well, not missing. I know where she is. But don't think she does." Behind them, the dryer hummed

Quatre stirred his own coffee and touched Trowa's foot with his own. "Care to explain that?"

Trowa stared off in the distance, remembering the stranger who'd inhabited Catherine's body on the podium the day before. "It's as if she's someone else. A evil twin. Like Lady Une before the death of Treize. It was a different Cathy."

"She lost her memories, maybe?"

"No, even if she didn't remember who she was, she'd still be herself." Trowa thought about that for a few seconds. "Losing your memories is a lot different. When I had amnesia, I don't think my personality changed."

"Nope, you were still the strong, silent, handsome type," Quatre said with a grin. Trowa raised an eyebrow at that remark.

"But it's as if Cathy has completely changed. She seemed so cold and controlling. And yet..." he recalled that one time she'd punched him for thinking about suicide. "And yet, that part of her has always been there, now that I think about it. It may be a different aspect of her personality taking control. Very much like Lady Une."

"But I heard that Lady Une's two selves formed as a result of her loyalty to Treize. What could pull Catherine into two?"

"Fear of war. She hates war more than anything. That is why she didn't like you at first. You wanted to take me back to the war."

"She didn't like me?" Quatre looked hurt, but his voice held a teasing note. "I thought everyone liked me."

"Except OZ, and Romefeller, and most of the colonies. . ."

"But they didn't like me on principle. I try to be a likable person, on a face to face basis."

"You're a likable person, Quatre. No one should ever doubt that." Trowa's mouth turned up into the faintest smile. The smile quickly faded, and the glitter in Trowa's eyes was replaced by a deeper shine. "You're kind, compassionate, and loyal, and you see the best in everyone. Even me."

"There's a lot of the best in you, Trowa," Quatre protested. "You're thoughtful and selfless, and talented to boot." Not to mention downright sexy without a shirt, Quatre added to himself, and nearly blushed with the thought.

Trowa sighed and leaned back in his chair, and sipped his coffee, and changed the subject before Quatre started enumerating other qualities he knew he didn't possess. "I wish I knew another way to reach her other than joining the movement. One more person in the Keep Earth Pure is one more person who is supporting hatred and violence, even if they don't believe in it. But I tried meeting her one on one, and she's guarded as heavily as Relena. Joining the movement is the only way I can get to her."

"You're very good at going undercover, at least. Just promise me you'll take care of yourself."

"I have to rescue her, Quatre. She's . . . family. Even if we weren't related, she'd still be my sister."

"I understand." Quatre reached across the table, and took Trowa's hand. He squeezed it gently, and met Trowa's eyes, which burned with gratefulness and trust. "I know she'll recognize you once you meet her." He made no move to let go of Trowa's hand, and decided to press his luck. "But you can't leave until tomorrow."

"I can't?"

Quatre nodded, a mischievous gleam in his eye. "You can't. It's past eight o' clock now. All the shuttles have stopped for the day."

Trowa said nothing, but his eyes glittered as Quatre continued amiably, and he twined his fingers through Quatre's, gently.

"So you'll just have to stay tonight. I'm stuck on the Colony for a week, so you can at least keep me company for one night, right?" Quatre tilted his head to one side, expectantly.

There was a moment of electric silence.

"Yes," Trowa said finally, and leaned forward across the table, and kissed Quatre full on the mouth.

* * *

The lights were out on the Winner House of Colony One. And it was quiet, and peaceful in the yard. The architects of the Early Colonial period had worked with good materials, so that all the buildings in those early Sides were efficient and nearly soundproof.

Otherwise, the yard might have been a bit noisier that evening from the activities in a certain bedroom inside.

* * *

It was late at night in the Preventer's Headquarters on Colony One. Sally had been struggling to keep control of the chaos caused by Lady Une's absence, and fortunately, the Preventers seemed to be coping better than anyone else. They were all a well trained lot. She closed the door to Lady Une's office with a sigh, and walked down the hall to the office that she and Wu-Fei used when they were in space. She'd hopefully be able to catch a few hours of sleep before the press conference the next day.

The lights were on in the office, which meant that Wu-Fei was still there. Sally crept inside quietly, yet she did not see her partner anywhere. Where was he? There was her desk, comfortably cluttered with memories, so dissimilar to his starkly neat one right next to it. There was a single piece of paper aligned squarely with the edges. Curious, Sally sat down and read it, expecting it to be the early stages of the plans for the security of the press conference the next morning, which Wu-Fei had insisted on doing himself. Instead, it was a brief outline of the events of the past few days -- the Novie, their story, and the human's reactions. Some points had been outlined. Others had neat lines drawn between them, connecting them. It was a jumble of thoughts that her partner had tried to organize on paper, and had apparently failed.

She studied it for a long time, until Wu-Fei came in, carrying a cup of coffee.

"Woman, why are you sitting in my chair?" He sounded faintly cross, as usual.

"Because it was empty. I was wondering where you had gone. Planning on it being a late night?" she asked, eyeing his cup of coffee.

"Yes. And if you knew how to make a decent cup of coffee, I wouldn't have to leave the office at all."

Sally smiled to herself. Their Coffee War had gained fame throughout the Preventer's Organization. She liked her coffee dark and rich. Wu-Fei liked his light and thin. She added saccharine and cream. Wu-Fei liked his plain. Unfortunately, they had only one coffee pot in their office, and it belonged to Sally. She planned to get him his own as a gift one of these days, but in the meantime, he had commandeered the coffee pot in the break room.

She gracefully rose from his chair and retreated to her own. Wu-Fei set his coffee on his desk, sat down with a great deal of fanfare and indignant silence, and then carefully added another thought to the sheet of paper.

Sally just stared at him, smiling, drinking in his presence. She loved Wu-Fei dearly, despite his general sulkiness. Wu-Fei felt her stare.

"What, woman?"

"Aren't you going to tell me what you're doing? Or am I going to have to ask you?"

Wu-Fei sighed and let his pen bounce on his desk. Damned woman. Never minded her own business.

"Something about this situation with the Setche and the Novie just doesn't add up. It's all been too easy. They should be in a panic, fleeing for their lives, yet everything has been so calm and diplomatic so far. I don't like it."

Sally crossed her legs as seductively as she could in her Preventer's uniform. "I haven't seen anything suspicious. I think they're pacifists. Notice they sent Forwa to share their defensive technology, not their weapons. Never once did Zwit even mention weapons."

"Exactly. If they Setche are as horrible as he says they are, then why doesn't he want us to destroy them?"

"Hmm." Sally rested her chin on her hands. She'd been pleased that Zwit had offered only to augment their defenses, and Lady Une had been as well. The last thing they needed was a brand new weapon on their hands, with the Barton War only over less than six months ago. But now that Wu-Fei mentioned it, something about a defense-only war did sound a little strange.

Wu-Fei added another line to his list, and muttered under his breath. "Unless... Zwit doesn't want us to win against the Setche... that would mean he wants us to lose..." Wu-Fei stared at his paper, several emotions flickering across his face in rapid succession as if his mind couldn't decide which level of anger to settle upon.

He underlined something several times, and his mind decided that pure rage would work nicely.

"Of course!" He stood up, and slammed his pencil onto the table.

"What? What is it?"

"The Novie are in league with the Setche!"

Sally's eyes widened. "Wu-Fei, that's a serious accusation."

But he was already shrugging on his Preventer's jacket. He punched his desk in frustration. "We have to stop that press conference." Sally started to object again, but he grabbed her hand, leaving her no room to argue. "Come on, woman!"

The two fled their office sanctuary, and Wu-Fei's cup of coffee lay forgotten next to the sheet of paper.

* * *

Trowa slipped out of Quatre's bedroom in the wee hours of the morning, intent on joining the League as soon as possible. He regretted leaving his lover so soon -- he'd have liked to see Quatre wake up in the morning, the last echoes of sleep blinking in his eyes, but he knew that Quatre would understand why he had to go.

He kissed Quatre softly and left the Winner House for the building that the League was using there on Colony One. Catherine had come there yesterday. He had a feeling she intended to make a move the next morning at the press conference.

* * *

Now, Forwa thought, curled up on the soft bed in Relena's guest room, this is what I call living.

Relena's townhouse was large and elegant, but modest by most human standards. Not so to Forwa. The Novie ship, the Silent Predator (her father hated the name; it sounded so barbaric, but it cold not be helped), had not been without its luxuries, but those luxuries did not include feather mattresses. With eiderdowns of satin and pillows stuffed to bursting with down feathers. Forwa felt as if she were floating on a cloud.

She didn't quite understand what a press conference was -- her hypnosis language told her that it was a gathering of the press for a public statement, but she wasn't sure why Miss Relena needed to call one. It seemed rather silly.

Forwa sighed deeply, and tried to will herself to sleep, but the excitement of the day kept coursing through her veins. This was the first time her father had ever trusted her with a diplomatic mission on her own. Usually, he sent Cinch, who was such a bumbling silly that everyone took to him instantly. Well, he was only a bumbling silly around her, anyway. Forwa knew it was all an act to amuse her. She appreciated it. There had been little enough in her life so far that was amusing.

The Setche had destroyed their home world of Noveno when she was only one. Her mother had died in the attack, leaving her with only her father for company, and he had had most of his hands full running the ship. In many ways, Cinch, who was only six years her senior, had acted as both a big brother and a surrogate mother to her. Cinch was kind in that way best friends of older brothers tended to be kind. Forwa admitted that she had something of a crush on him, but he'd never see her as anything more than a kid sister.

The lights of Colony One blinked on and off outside her window. How was Cinch doing now? Was he worried about her? The Novie ship would dock on Colony One in two days, so he shouldn't be too worried, but she did wonder about him. And papa would probably be worried, but that's because she was his only daughter and heir. Parents tended to worry excessively.

She opened her eyes and stared into the darkness, and tried to pull the leg of her borrowed pajamas down with one large clawed toe. The material was nice and soft, but there was a reason that the Novie preferred less snaggable fabrics. Her own diplomatic robes were so tightly woven that they were water resistant, and she'd never have to worry about causing a run.

Finally, the thoughts of comparative fabrics tired Forwa, and she fell asleep, clutching her satin eiderdown and for some reason thinking of that strange tall boy whose name was so similar to her own.

* * *

[Ending song: The Promise by Michael Nyman ]

Episode Four: The Anti-Alien League makes an unexpected appearance at Relena's press conference. Zechs contacts Quatre with disturbing news -- the plans for the custom Gundams have apparently gone missing, and no one knows how. Lady Une begins to form her own suspicions about the Novie and the Setche -- especially the enigmatic Zwit. And a shocking tragedy brings two people together in the most unlikely place. Watch for it!

Want the actual lyrics for Airmail from the Moon? They are at the Anime Lyrics Library, courtesy of kaijyuu M of the Two Mix Electronic Library. The English lyrics used at the beginning of the episode were done by me, Cat Who. They are not an exact translation, but they are pretty close.

I don't own Gundam Wing or any of the characters in here so far. If I did, I would be rich, but alas, I'm obviously poor. Oh well. Gundam Wing is actually owned by Bandai Visual, Sotsu Agency, and TV Tokyo. Airmail from the Moon is ©1999 to Two Mix, and The Promise is ©1997 to Michael Nyman. Neither was used with permission.