ME WANT SUGAR!!!! Moon Angel give me back my sugar!!!!
NO!!!!! NO WAY YOU'RE JUST WAAAAAY TO HYPER!!!! IF I GIVE YOU ANY
MORE SUGAR YOU'LL PROBABLLY HURT YOURSELF! AND I CAN'T LET THAT HAPPEN,
I MEAN WHO WOULD I CO-AUTHOR WITH!SO N-O! NO! NOW WE BETTER GET ON WITH
THE STORY.
I WANT SUGAR!!!!! WAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
::sniff sniff::: I can't live without sugar. Last time someone
took sugar I kinda went on this rampage threw town looking
for sugar and the next thing I know the cops are shooting tranqs
at me and I woke up in one of those padded rooms that you can
bounce off the walls in. And they give you a new jacket. I still
have mine want to try it on?
You know Earth Angel.... you have issues!
Me have issues what about you??
(P.S. We apologize for the long delay)
IMPORTANT:
First we had some questions, "What exactly is a fairy?" Well, a fairy
is just a another word for lesbian as are homosexual, dike, gay,
fag, and queer. We aren't being mean to those that are but those are
some of the names that might come up in our story. We have NOTHING
against people that are gay!
Fairy Until Darien
Chapter 3
Secerets Revealed
Rated R
By Earth Angel and Moon Angel010
Email: Angel_Girls@sailormoon.com
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Yeah, tutor, why do I sense more than that. I can tell the way that
he looks at her. Good thing that she likes girls..... but there
is sucha thing as liking both sexes. She wouldnt do that to me.
I mean we feel so strongly towards each other and all. Its just
that...nononono...., Bunny girl wipe the thought from your mind.
She has only eyes for you. Maybe she's just pretending to need
tutoring, or is leading him on a little because it would be better
for the cover. But did it have to be him?! I mean the one that
gets me so mad, I mean that jerk with the amazing good ...... looks
OH GREAT GODDESS!!!! What am I thinking!? Nasty, get out of my mind!!
Lets think, Scout business, yeah thats what I need to think about.
Speaking of which, I'm suppose to be meeting the girls at the gym.
I look at Tora, She looks like she releaved. I would be too if I had
to hang out with him for a couple of hours. Shes noticing my silence,
this would be the best time to go Bunny girl. "Ummmm.... Tora
I have to run too. Im suppose to meeting the girls at the gym.
I thought since it was on the way I would surprise you."
"Yeah um that was sweet of you." A bright smile light up her face.
It made me just want her more right there and then, on the
table, parents home or not. My hands running over her slender body.
Her mouth on mine, our bodys pressed hard together, wild and passionate.
I kissed her hard, and pulled away, "I have to go or else the girls
will be mad at me. Until next time love." I picked up my case sitting
near the door that I had dropped upon seeing Darien and made my way
out the door, towards the gym.
I have to find out what Tora's keeping from me. She tries so hard to
hide it, but its no use. Maybe I should ask her, honesty is always
the best policy after all, but when I do ask her it has to be at the right
moment. She would never lie to me, I know it. But maybe I'm wrong, maybe
she's been lieing to me all a long, maybe..... STOP IT SERENA! Tora would
never lie to you. She loves you too much! But then again does she?
I stop my horrid thoughts as I reach the gym. I force a smile on my face
and walk in.
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I threw my tiara, destroying the monster. "Sailor Moon may I have
a minute?" I hear the male voice of Tuxedo Mask in my ear. I turn to
see him right next to me. I knod my head yes and before I know
whats happening he scooped me up in his arms and carried me away from
the protesting sailor scouts.
He puts me down. As I look to see where we are, I notice we are in the
woods, where the only light was the moon shining upon us, where the only
noise was the wind and his and my breathing. A sweat trickles down the nape
of my neck, my heart began to beat a million times per second, my palms even
began to sweat. Whats happening to me! Tuxedo Mask stares at me with his
deep blue eyes. The moon makes silver specks in them, and makes his
ebony hair glisten. He looks so handsome in his suit... What the hell!
Come on Sailor Moon, get back to the reality, you like girls not guys, girls
not guys..... "Sailor Moon, I brung you here to tell you something." I hear
him say to me. "Wh-what is it?" I reply voice unsteady. "I wanna tell
you..."
I can't help to look at his lips as he speaks. They seem to hypnotize me as
they move. As I watch I notice they stopped moving. "What did you say?"
I ask. Tuxedo Masks looks away at my question. "Well?" I ask hand on my
hip. But no answer came from Tuxedo Mask, and then suddenly I feel his
hand gently grasp my chin, and yank my face forward. His mouth firmly
crashed
on my lips, as he forced his tongue in my mouth. I can't help but
to respond to his soul shattering kiss. His hands move from my cheeks, down
my shoulders, then rested sensually against my sides. Although I tried to
resist it was no use. Against my will, I placed my arms around his neck.
As we kissed, a feeling took over my insides, a feeling I never felt before,
not even when I'm with Tora. What am I doing! I hate guys in this matter,
why am I doing this! and WHY can't I stop myself! Tears swell up in my eyes
for no reason whatsoever, perhaps it was tears of sadness, tears that
reminded me I'm betraying Tora. But for some reason the kiss didn't feel
wrong.
If Tuxedo Mask hadn't stopped the kiss, I knew we would still be at it. His
lips pull away from mine, but he doesn't let go of me. I feel breathing on
my
left ear. His breath made feel relaxed and like there were no more problems
in the world. I'm going crazy, Sailor Moon just keep reminding yourelf...
your lesbian, and nothing more. "I love you." He whispers into my ear.
His breath moves away. As he spoke it was as if I had no control over my
body, or feelings for the next thing I knew I had told him I loved him also.
His lips covered mine agin, but I pushed him off, as I did I felt a feeling
of loss within me, but I ignored it. "Wait! I... Don't love... you." I said
in a low whisper. Tuxedo Mask looked crushed. "But you just said..."
"Listen! forget what I just said!" "Why?" he asked sadly.
"Because.... I'm a... lesbian." I can almost see his eyes bulge out of his
mask. His
soft eyes behind the mask hold a sense of dibelief
"Then what was that kiss about?" he asked in confusion. "I-I don't know,
but it
wasn't me honestly." I say tears beginning to cascade down my face. He
swiped off my tears with his delicate hands and said. "Please don't cry my
love,
it was the best while it lasted. But always remember my feelings for you
will always remain." He passed a quick kiss to me, and said goodbye. My
love,
Tora never said those words to me. "What's wrong with me?! I know!
This is just a nightmare, none of this happened, and if I pinch myself,
I'll wake up in bed." I say trying to reassure myself. I pinch my arm,
but no,it wasn't a dream.
Tuxedo Mask, actually pronounced his love to me, and I kissed him,
enjoying every minute of it. I cry harder, even though I know it won't
fix anything. "It wasn't a dream." I say sadly. "No, Serena it wasn't."
I hear someone say, it sounded like Ami. Oh my god! this isn't happening.
"Why didn't you tell us?" Ami asked me. I swallow hard. I can't answer
the question even though I try, I just shake my head. Tears falling off my
cheeks to the ground. I can't believe they followed and listened in on
my private conversations!! Of course they think hes an enemy so of
course they followed. Now they all know that your a lesbian.
Before I know it I'm running as far away from Ami as
possible, I stop infront of the road, look around catious that no one
will see me de-transform, then I do. Why am I crying? If Tuxedo Mask means
nothing
to me why do I feel this gap in my chest? A sense of longing and saddness?
Why am I crying. My knees begin to buckel and I fall down on the hard
pavement of the
sidewalk. The racking of sobbs fill my body as I curl up into a ball and
cry.
I barely even noticed when it began to rain.
@---------- Darien P.O.V. ------------------------------------------------
'She rejected me. She didn't want Tuxedo Mask, me. But that kiss. That kiss,
and she says
shes a lesbian. If she's a lesbian she wouldn't have kissed back like that,
would she?
I feel that a rose has rapped its stem around me and the torns are slowly
digging
threw way in; sufficating me slowly. I love Sailor Moon, and what
about Tora. Shes like my addiction. I love Sailor Moon because she has a
strong heart
and wants to do what is right and change the world, she sees good even in
the evil.
Tora is only lust. Nothing more, but I can't seem to get her off my mind its
as if
someone is tying us together and no matter how much I try to get away it
just pulls us
together even more.'
I turn another corner. My eyes on the sidewalk in front of me.
'And what about Serena?'
'Serena?'
'Yeah what about Serena? You know you like her.'
'Shut up I do not like that Meatball Head.'
'Sure just keep telling yourself that.'
'Great now I'm talking to my "inner voice".'
'Hey I just tell the truth that you don't want to admitt.'
'Shut up I'm sulking because Sailor Moon doesn't love me back.'
'Yeah then how do you explain that kiss?'
'I can't believe she doesn't feel the same way about me as I feel about her.
How can
something feel so right and at the same time feel so wrong? And how do I
explain Tora
after all I did sleep with her. I kinda feel as if I've been cheating.'
'I really wouldn't call it cheating if you never had anyone in the first
place, and
since you were imagining someone else in her place while you two wer-'
'Didn't I tell you to shut up already?' I turn another corner.
I will win Sailor Moon's heart. She can't tell me that kiss didn't
mean anything to her. I know it because I could feel it in her. She's
fooling herself
with this whole lesbian thing. They say that some pretend to be attracted to
the oppososite
sex when they are actually attracted to the same sex because of some certain
issues that
happened in the past or such. Maybe something happened to Sailor Moon and to
make sure she
never got hurt again she went to a person that she knew was loving and
caring. Someone that
was the same sex and to make sure she never got hurt again she still thinks
that the same
sex would be safer than being with a man. Sure a lot of men are greedy and
after one thing
and I could see that happening to Sailor Moon and all then she found comfort
with someone
that someone being a girl. It all makes sense.
'Now he gets it. It sure did take you long enough.'
I ignore my inner voice this time. I hear the sobbing of a person and look
ahead of me
to she a girl on the ground crying. She was breath takingly beautiful.
Her long hair was down around her in a puddle of gold. She heard me approach
and looked up at me. Her teary blue eyes meeting mine. It was
then who I realized who it was. It was my Serena. "Serena what are you doing
out here.
Your going to catch cold." She only looked at me and then burst out in more
tears.
Am I that bad of a person to her. I don't mean to be mean I just can't help
it I know it
isn't an excuse but its like someone else takes over my mouth. So what am I
going to do?
I'm soaked. Shes soaked and crying. So I did the only thing that came
natural to me
"Come on Sweetheart." I picked up the crying princess into my arms and
carried her
to the castle, thats if you want to call my apartment a castle, I really
wouldn't.
@-------------------Serena's
P.O.V.-------------------------------------------------
It really surprised me that my worst enemy would pick me up and carry me
away in his arms.
and whisper sweetheart into my ear. He brought me into his apartment, gave
me some
of his extra clothes and then put me in the bathroom so that I could take a
shower. After
I came out, wearing his over sized shirt, I found him curled up on the
couch, wearing
dry clothes and cup of coffee in his hands. "Do you want something to drink
I have some
hot chocolat if you want." He asked me looking into my eyes. I could almost
lose myself
in those eyes. But not now when I can see his pain in them. I only let my
head nodd and he
gets up to make it and I sit on the couch. A few minutes later he came back
with the
drink and sat on the couch next to me. "Do you want to talk about it?" he
asks me.
"Do you want to talk about it?" I reply. "What do you mean?"
"I can see it in your eyes Darien. I can see the hurt in those eyes."
"You can read anyone I bet."
"No I just know the emotions. I can sense what others feel. It has always
been a gift of
mine. But thats not what matters. You tell me what happened and I'll tell
you what
happened to me."
"I'm just having problems in love its nothing big."
"Why do I have a feeling that it runs deeper than that?"
"Your right. The thing is that we really didn't know each other. But I had
really strong
feeling for her and I told her, but she said she didnt feel the same way and
rejected me.
Now its your turn."
"Well I can guess its kinda like your story. I knew this guy but not
totally. He
poured his heart out to me, but the thing is that I have feelings for
another person
and I told him that and for some reason it just felt wrong not being with
him
and it felt wrong being with him. Its complicated and to top it off all my
best
friends found out my greatest secret because they listened in on our
conversation, and
they arent to happy about it."
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"I'm sorry." He apologizes at my
problem.
I just nod, and look into the coffee cup. And there, looking back up at me,
was my
reflection it was then I realized I didn't know who I was. I felt like
I had no purpose in life,
everything felt like a dream, nothing was real in my eyes. Darien was no
longer my worst
enemy, but my best friend, I no longer knew my true feelings, for
ANYBODY.
My vision becomes blurred, for the tears continued to swell up. I
feel a gentle touch brush
against my cheeks, wiping my salty tears. Darien's hand. I know this this
touch, the thought
comes to my mind.I look up at Darien, his eyes look at me, even without
words he comforts
me through his eys. Those eyes, that hair...those lips, one vision
comes to mind.
Tuxedo Mask. Could it be! No I'm just still distraught from the encounter,
Darien cannot be
Tuxedo Mask, he just can't be! I push the impossible thought from mind.
'It'll be alright.' he comforts. I nod, for I know if I speak nothing will come
out but, wails.
I look back down to the cup. Tears fall in, sending small ripples through the
hot chocolate.
I can no longer see the reflection. I don't even bother when my golden hair
is about to
topple
into the cup I just watch with interest. As it were to fall Darien's hand came
and stopped it,
I look up as he pulls it behind my ear.
As I look into his eyes I can't help it but, to cry more tears. I let the cup
fall
to the floor.
It was as if everything were happening in slow motion. I jump into Darien's
outstreched
arms,it was if he were waiting for this to happen. I cuddle closer to him, as
though his arms
were my only comfort. 'It'll be alright,I promise.' He promises me, I can't
handle
promises anymore, no one ever keeps them. 'Please don't promise me.'
I plead with him in between sobs. 'Alright then' he agrees.
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Poor girl, she's really been hurt. I rub her back soothingly. She's like
a baby in her
fathers arms. I can't help but to feel a bond between us...more of a strong
force.
Soon her sobs stop. She's asleep.
I slowly pick her up, and walk into my room. 'She's so beautiful.'
I murmmur. Soon I reach the bed, I set Serena down careful not to wake
her. Pulling the
covers over her, I give her a small kiss on her forehead.
'Oh, come on Darien you KNOW you want more then a little kiss.'
'Leave me be!' But it was true, I wanted to know how it felt to kiss her
beautiful pink lips.
'See! your even thinking it!'
'Your crazy!'
'Am I?'
Once again I block the "inner" voice from mind. I walk over to the closet
and pull out my
spare blanket, and pillow. After I make the bed on the couch, I just laid
there looking at my ceiling, thinking about Sailor Moon, Tora, and Serena,
wondering which one was meant to be "my" girl.
There is no sense of thinking about it now. The only thing I can do is get some
shut eyes. I close my eyes, my mind on my golden haired angel as I drifted off to sleep.
@-------------------------Serena's P.O.V---------------------------
I slowly slit open my eyes. Crying really took some energy out of me.
I just wanted to keep on sleeping, but stayed awake anyway.
It looked like Darien, had carried me into his room, it was very
strange for Darien to do that, or any of the nice stuff he did. One day he
hates me, the next he's the only friend I've got. Life is strange sometimes.
I slowly walk out of the room.
Darien had been sleeping on the couch. He looked like a sleeping
baby. I walk over to him, and carressed his cheek with the back of my hand.
His skin felt warm and smooth...like silk.
I walk over to the balcony's glass door, and slide it open. The cool air rushed
in immediately blowing my hair over my shoulders. It was cold but I didn't mind.
The balcony was overlooking the town. It was raining, but thanks to the unning
over the blacony, it barely touched me.
Millions of thoughts ran through my mind. One of which being Tora. I
wondered what she was doing at the time. I wonder if she was thinking
about me as
I was her, was she missing me?
Was she cheating on me? I can't believe I thought that.
Then suddenly I heard a low noise behind me, I spun around
and saw Darien waking up.
He stretched and stared at me with his ocean blue eyes.
My breath immediatley caught in my throat, and
my heart seemed to stop in time.
I spun back around and continued to look down below.
I just closed my eyes and HOPE it was just another dream. Then I am nolonger
able to
feel the
coldness of the air anymore. I open my eyes and look to my shoulders,
A blue blanket had been draping over them. I turn around to face a
smiling Darien. 'hey' he whispers to me, 'hey' I reply
returning his smile.
For some reason Darien's face seemed much closer then it had just been,
it seemed to be coming closer each time. Soon, I felt his breathing upon me.
Our lips interlocked. He feverishly kissed me. The kiss felt
great but, I stopped it, twice in one night. 'I can't.' I explain looking to the
ground.
'I know how you feel.'
'you do?'
'Yes, I have a girlfriend.'
'So do I.' He doesn't seem to notice what I just said.
'What's her name?' I can't help to ask, it was as if someone else were
in control of my words.
'Tora,...her names Tora.'
I Feel as if my heart has just been pulled out of my chest and stomped on.
'Did you say T-tora?"
'Yah, why?' He ask's me in wonder.
The tears swell up in my eyes.
Is this her secret? That she had been cheating on me? That she no longer
wanted to be with me? That she wasn't a fairy as I had thought?
She could've told me, but no I had to find out through Darien! Tora was
not the
person I had thought she was.
Darien's hand gently grabbed my shoulder. 'Hey, whats wrong?' He asked me.
I smack his hand away.
'Leave me alone!'
I rush to the door, and bolt out of the apartment. Leaving the door ajar.
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WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Cliff hanger. ::Stick out tounges::
Oh yah Cristina wants to leave ya message for the story,
so here she is.......
Hi every one out here reading this story isn't it so good? And you guys better
say yes
cause jenny's my bestest friend. Ask her about all the other stories she has
written
and maybe she will share them with you guys. Oh yeah by the way coming up soon I
will
start putting my fanfics online and I will be co- authoring one with jenny so
look for that
soon. Ok well thanks for listening to me and enjoy the rest of the story : )
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For those that dont know Jenny is Moon Angel and since you now know her real name you might
as well know that mine is Danielle but everyone calls me Dani. Well almost everyone.
Hope to see you all next place, hopefully sooner than it was last time.