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WARNING: There be yaoi and shounen ai. If you are not familiar with these terms, I suggest you find out before reading this fanfic. If you are uncomfy with this subject or are anti-yaoi…don't read this fic.
Set 2 years after defeating Mariemaia Kushrenada
Dreams- Part I
By J. Starfire
I settled myself comfortably in his warm arms and snuggled up against him. His musky odor filled my nostrils and I sighed with pleasure.
"Heero?" I whispered.
"Yes?" he replied in a gentle voice I thought not possible for him.
"I love you…"
I looked up at him and met loving cobalt eyes. "I know…" he replied in a soft whisper. He smiled slightly, something rarely given, and my heart filled with joy at that small change of expression. I smiled in return, and his arms tightened around me. He gently kissed the top of my head and began to stroke my hair.
Slowly his arms slid away, and I turned to him inquiringly. I met his eyes and noticed a slight change in them. They were…softer than I had ever seen them before. His cobalt eyes looked deep into my violet ones, and I felt like I was going to drown in them. Slowly, gently, he took the sides of my face and moved his towards mine. He paused for a moment just centimeters away, his warm breath teasing my lips. Then, his soft lips settled onto mine engaging us in a tender, loving kiss. I closed my eyes in pleasure and felt him nibble gently on my bottom lip. My eyes flew open in surprise and I let out a small gasp. His tongue easily slipped into my open mouth, and his hands moved caressingly down my neck to my shoulders pulling me closer. I melted against him and poured everything, all of my emotions into that one kiss. When he pulled away I leaned towards him wanting more, but instead he enveloped me in his warm arms once again. In the welcoming warmth I sighed and closed my eyes with a smile on my face. Soon, I yawned drowsily and began to slip into oblivion.
The last thing I heard before sleep took over was a deep, husky voice whispering, "I promise you, I will always love you, forever and ever."
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My eyes opened slightly to the beeping of my alarm clock. I shut it off and sighed, relaxing back into the warm comfort of my bed.
"This is the…let's see… six millionth dream, maybe, about Heero now." I said to myself. Ever since Heero had disappeared after defeating Oz, I had been having dreams about him every single night. They were all similar…pleasurable, tender, loving…impossible. Heero…acting like that!? Yeah right! But every single day, I could feel him, smell him, hear him so vividly that it seemed just so real. Finally, I sighed and figured I'd better get out of bed.
Hot water ran down my face as I rinsed the shampoo out of my long hair.
"Hmmm…" I wondered, "if I actually found Heero…what would I do? Well, I'd probably pounce on him and bombard him with talk: I've been looking for you for years! Where have you been!? Why'd you just go and disappear like that!? Ya know…I really missed you. I do love you… did you know that? Wait, scratch that last part…I wouldn't tell him that!" I laughed a little and stepped out of the shower.
I sat on the bed and began to braid my hair…separating the soft strands into three parts and weaving them tightly together.
"I miss you, Heero," I turned and stared through the large window at the snow-covered landscape, "When will you come back? I love you, and I'm lonely without you. My life has been cold without you so please come back and let me feel warmth and love once again. All I want… is to be held in your arms…hugged tightly...enveloped in your warmth. That is my wish." I knew he couldn't hear me…yet…I had a funny feeling…
Epilogue
Heero stopped abruptly in mid-step. He had heard something…or thought he had. It had sounded faintly like "I love you" or "I miss you" or something of that sort. He was sure it was Duo's voice, too!
"Hn…must be hearing things," he mumbled. And with that, he dismissed the issue and walked on.
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TO ANTI-YAOI PPL: To all of you who have built up your anger while reading this fic and are about to flame me…I just want you to know this. You'll just be laughed at and all your anger, emotions, and effort will go to waste. Scratch that. Presently…there have been some changes in my feelings towards this subject. After watching Endless Waltz and crying at the end (I'm very emotional), I am now stuck in between 1x2 and Relena x Heero and the other couples (straight). I will most probably be writing non-yaoi now but still some yaoi. That movie just really got to me. It's so sweet at the end! I LOVE that movie! ^,_^ *sniff*