A collection of stories of Chloe's times in Switzerland.

Desiderium a feeling of desperate longing for something lost. Struggling with his eating disorder, Josh longs for Ange's support while, blissfully unaware, she offloads to him her parenting woes. In memory of Rachel. Trigger warning for disordered eating. Possibly a bit of an emotional mess.

Serena needs a change

A teenager shows up to Holby City Hospital with questions about his father. But is his father around to answer them?

After returning to work, Henrik struggles to cope with people treating him differently, and finds himself talking to Jac. (AU where Henrik was left physically disabled after being caught up in the hospital explosion Cameron caused in S23E24. Title borrowed from a lyric from 'Try' by Lisa Loeb.)

She never wanted him to change, especially now, she wanted their future to be something worth living for, she just hoped he felt the same

Josh fears his and Ange's relationship is on borrowed time when he makes a terrible mistake with Chloe. But when an unexpected health scare changes everything, will she let him support her? Can be read either as a standalone Jange story or the second story in my Breathe miniseries. Content warning: epileptic seizure at the end of chapter 5.

Zosia's been away for a long time. How will she re-adjust to the return home? And will she finally be able to be with the woman she loves? A Jasia fic that is loosely based on an old piece that I wrote a few years ago. I hope you enjoy!

After his divorce with Lofty, Dom finds himself unable to see the joy in life but as he meets somebody who turns his world upside down things start to change for Dom.

Just writing over the couple that could have been: Jac and Zosia. In this series of, probably very short, pieces, the couple are trying to start a family together. There may be discussion of miscarriage and mental health topics such as depression and bipolar disorder.

Jac has a flare up of her endometriosis and Kian is there to help her.

After John gets some very surprising test results back on Roxanna, he changes his plan of taking her out of the picture to starting a new life with her. But Henrik just cannot accept her death, and will stop at nothing until he finds his heart once more.

Chloe struggles with strong emotions and old habits on an evening out with Ange. A short oneshot to mark World Mental Health Day- contains mentions of self-harming. Chloe's perspective- I wanted to try something different!

Little does Serena know that Lola's phone conversation is not with a man. Fleur is all woman

Ange/Josh Their little family.

An Ange and Josh Story based on my interpretations regarding the spoilers coming up about the bomb Ange's procedure and the twins birth...

I've been living so long with my pictures of you, that I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel...

One-shot. First attempt at writing fanfiction.

Jac’s latest storyline, with a twist. What if kian was still there to support Jac through this tough time, which slowly develops into something more

For Catherine, who gave me less than 48 hours' notice of her birthday, and had previously told me I couldn't write short one shots... challenge accepted ;) After he stumbles across an incriminating letter, Ange opens up to Josh about her past and Chloe's birth. Oneshot. Trigger warning: contains references to drug use.

Secrets. Lies. Love. Maybe all of these things together could form love in the place they call home. (Jac and Kian)

Joseph must try to carry on and live his life...but that doesn't mean he has to do it alone...

Sometimes we try and repurpose our pain as something useful. It can hurt to accept that it was for nothing. There's no kintsugi. It's just damage. You don't get anything out of it.

Ange And Josh Navigate new beginnings

TW: DRUG ABUSE In order to get Jac back on the ward, Kian decides drastic action needs to be taken to get his addiction under control.