Name: To Fall Chapter 1
6/14/01
This sucks, this really really
sucks. Man how do I manage to get myself
into these things? Pointless question do I really
need to ask? My mouth.
Period, one simple word and my whole life is
ruined, ruined I tell you!
"Nosedive its not that bad stop making that face."
I look at my brother grumpily.
"Not That Bad!!! Not that Bad he says! Your Not the
one that has to go to school!!
My life is ruined!" I yell in my brothers face. He
scrunches up his face and sighs.
"Nosedive your overreacting." He looked at me and
puts his hand on my shoulder.
"besides I think it will do you some good to be
meeting kids your own age. And
"I have friends." I reply sarcastically, "Mookie
and Thrash." (A/N her names mookie right?)
"Two friends Dive.... that's it... you need to open
your horizon a little get to know this world."
I shrugged his hand off my shoulder.
"I don't need to open my ho-ri-zon, what I need is
for you to leave me alone... This is Mondo
stupid Is what it is." I turned around not facing
him glaring at the work out machinery in front
I heard a sigh of frustration behind me. Then
Wildwings voice went all commando like on me.
He dose that when he wants me to listen to him, or
when he's mad or upset with me. I hate it.
He's not my leader at home he's suppose to be my
brother.
"Dive Im not going to argue with you, your already
singed up and your going. I don't care
what stupid comments
you have about it, your going!" I cringed a bit when he came to the
stupid part.Tears
budded in my eyes as he turned around and stomped out of the
training
room I never turned
around to see his back. I heard the door swish open and shut,
trying
hard to stifle the damn tears in my eyes. Why was I crying, he didn't really call me
stupid....
I wiped my face on my shirt sleeve, standing still
and looking straight at the tread mill. I was
not going to start
all out balling, that shit is for babies. So what If my only brother thinks
Im
stupid, he's right
isn't he. I mean ... shit I don't know what I mean.
"Stupid asshole." I whispered to myself, I don't
know If I was calling him that or me. I
sniffed and gripped
my hands into fists. Turning around I tried to calmly walk out of
the
training room. It didn't work, before I left the
room I smashed my right fist into the wall next
To my surprise the metal dented, and blood dripped
down my hand. I wasn't to surprised
about the blood. My hand stung, the pain was sharp
and real. I sighed and began my walk
to my room, fuck going to the med bay.
My hand ached, but I ignored it. When I came to my room I went in and
locked it behind me
wanting privacy. I flopped on my bed not really caring that my hand was
still bloody and
was making a mess of the bedding. I silently watched as the blood seeped
into the sheets.
I sighed and pushed the button on my stand that turned the over head lights
off. Blackness engulfed
me. School. Feh.
How could he do this to me, how could he say that? I buried my head farther
into my pillows with
a groan. I had more than enough schooling back on Puck World! So what, if
the humans think
I have to learn their stupid History there not even my people.
My people "ha! now that's a thought." I grimaced and It wasn't
happy as I said it out loud and
rolled onto my back. My people are a trillion billion miles away, in a
friggin different dimension.
I let out a frustrated sigh and threw my right arm over my face, my fist
was feeling a little stiff now,
the blood must be drying. I flexed my hand feeling the sharp stab of
pain that came with the movement.
I focused on the pain, It felt good I kept my mind focused on it and not
the world around me. Not
my brother, the team, Dragoneous, or even puck world.
Soon sleep stole the pain away from me.
Disclamer: Hey there! I dont know what you guys will think of this one, I
hope you like it please
tell me what you think and any Ideas you might have.
Oh and to
Servo Fan I am soooo sorry it
hastaken me this long to reply... I couldnt find your e-mail address. Thank
you for the Idea... but Im sowwie
I dont know that series. *looks down* thank you for your Idea though!
Thank you all for the wonderfull reviews!! It
really has made my days... sorry I havent gotten much
out lately Ive had work and final exams to tend to. I work at a movie
theater so sometimes I get home
really tired from being on my feet for 12 hours... I will probabley
not be able to do much this weekend
I am thinking about doing more on this tonight!
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