Mummy doesn't talk about Daddy a lot. I asked her where Daddy was and she said he went to Heaven. She cries about him a lot. I want to visit him in Heaven, and tell him to come home. Mummy's sad without him.
At my new school, we had family day. I just started kindergarten. It's a lot bigger than my nursery school. Family day was yesterday. Mummy called the hospital and told that mean Dr. Romano that she couldn't come, just for me. I don't like him. He told her she had to come for a big fancy operation. I don't remember what it was called, but Mummy told him that she was spending the day with me. We had a big picnic on the soccer field. We have gym there usually. It was nice and sunny. There were sandwiches and cookies. Everyone brought something different, and Mummy made a big cake with me. Everyone liked it and they ate it all. Mummy couldn't believe how nice it was out. She says it always rains in England. Everyone says I look just like Mummy, but I don't think so. We just have the same hair. I think people don't want to mention how much I look like Daddy because Mummy will cry. Mummy has a nice accent, and everyone says I sound like her. I think so too. I wonder if Daddy was British. I like my accent. I wonder what Daddy sounded like.
I got to sit with my friends Lillie and Cara at the picnic. They had their mums and dads with them. Everyone except for me and Joey had their mums and dads there. Joey's grandmother came with him because his mum and dad couldn't get off from work. Not like my mummy. I don't remember Daddy...I was very little when he went to heaven. Rachel says he died. When I asked her what that meant, she said it means he went to heaven. She said I was one when he died. I want my daddy back. I told Mummy I wanted Daddy to come back, and she said she did too. But she said he couldn't come back. Daddy used to work with Mummy at the hospital, and all of Mummy's friends too. Mummy lets me stay with the doctors and nurses sometimes. She doesn't like it when I have to stay with Randi, but I do. She polishes my nails pretty colors and lets me answer the phone. Mummy's friend John tells me stories about daddy a lot. He's fun because he takes me to see the little girls my age, and lets me sit with them. Mummy yelled at him once, but she lets him now. I wish Daddy was alive. He'd let me see the other girls too. John told me he let Rachel sometimes. John always tells me the truth, and he tells me about Daddy too. He's fun. I wish Daddy could come back from heaven. Mummy cries if I talk about him, but I want to be a wholem family again. Rachel is moving to Chicago, and Mummy is the best Mummy in the whole world. I love them both, but I want Daddy back. Everyone else has a daddy...except me.