"Say Goodbye"
Tammy Cochran is a brand new country artist that I highly recommend. This Fanfiction, the last one MiaSanada will complete before College is to her song "Say Goodbye."
Dear Yamacha,
I wish I knew how to tell you it was over in person. I wish I knew how to look into your eyes and say that I fell in love with someone else. But I don't know how. Not because I'm ashamed, I've made it a point to never be ashamed of any important decision I've made in life. That goes to the ones that my heart made for me. The reason I cannot face you is that you will tell me that you love me. I bear you saying something so untrue. Despite the many times you've cheated on me, I believed that when you said it, so you must be wondering why I have now decided to call you a liar. You are a liar Yamacha because the girl you fell in love with no longer exists. Falling in love with a man the younger me couldn't have handled has proven that that. Coming to accept that I'm going to be a mother planned or not has proven that. I only hope you can forgive me for changing with out telling you. And even if that girl you know hasn't completely disappeared, trust me she will. Because I want more than anything to be a strong woman who can handle a strong king and one that can raise an even stronger prince.
It's time to step out side these walls I call my life
And take a long hard look at who I am
I've never been one to fly, never known how or why.
But tonight it's all wearing thin.
I've caught glimpses of who I wanna be,
And the only thing standing in my way is me.
If I continue our relationship because it's safe and you would easily be more willing to help me raise this child then the one who fathered it I will only be making it impossible for me to be her. Please know that you meant a lot to that girl I once was. You made her understand that love exists and you don't need Dragonballs to wish for it. And when you did choose to only find comfort in her arms you meant everything to her and you made her feel beautiful. And you weren't the only one who thought this might be forever it killed me when you were killed the first time. Ask Krillian he will come to my defense on that.
Say Goodbye to the girl you used to know.
Say Hello to the woman you'll never know.
I guess we did go on too long. I did start to change into this other person even before he came. I grew up and decided I wanted a family, to run my company, and to have children. I know for a fact you would have been quite content to remain a desert bandit for the rest of your life. We don't want the same things and writing this letter it becomes more and more clear to me. I thought at the beginning I was writing you to tell you that Vegeta had changed me, but that's not true. I changed me. He just helped me finish.
Guess I could blame myself for being something else.
And being too afraid to make my stand.
But I've been carved out and held down in self-created chains.
So please let go as I close the door and walk away.
From now until the day I die I will be your friend. And my prayers go with you as all the important men in my life go to face an almost certain death. I would tell you about my worries about Vegeta and my baby but you wouldn't understand them. There are lots of my inner feelings that you wouldn't understand but that's why this has to end. That's why we will never be. I guess I should just close this letter since your already probably angry enough goodbye Yamacha remember our good times and try to understand me through my words.
Say Goodbye to the girl you used to know.
Say Hello to the woman you'll never know.
Sincerely
Bulma.
Tammy Cochran is a brand new country artist that I highly recommend. This Fanfiction, the last one MiaSanada will complete before College is to her song "Say Goodbye."
Dear Yamacha,
I wish I knew how to tell you it was over in person. I wish I knew how to look into your eyes and say that I fell in love with someone else. But I don't know how. Not because I'm ashamed, I've made it a point to never be ashamed of any important decision I've made in life. That goes to the ones that my heart made for me. The reason I cannot face you is that you will tell me that you love me. I bear you saying something so untrue. Despite the many times you've cheated on me, I believed that when you said it, so you must be wondering why I have now decided to call you a liar. You are a liar Yamacha because the girl you fell in love with no longer exists. Falling in love with a man the younger me couldn't have handled has proven that that. Coming to accept that I'm going to be a mother planned or not has proven that. I only hope you can forgive me for changing with out telling you. And even if that girl you know hasn't completely disappeared, trust me she will. Because I want more than anything to be a strong woman who can handle a strong king and one that can raise an even stronger prince.
It's time to step out side these walls I call my life
And take a long hard look at who I am
I've never been one to fly, never known how or why.
But tonight it's all wearing thin.
I've caught glimpses of who I wanna be,
And the only thing standing in my way is me.
If I continue our relationship because it's safe and you would easily be more willing to help me raise this child then the one who fathered it I will only be making it impossible for me to be her. Please know that you meant a lot to that girl I once was. You made her understand that love exists and you don't need Dragonballs to wish for it. And when you did choose to only find comfort in her arms you meant everything to her and you made her feel beautiful. And you weren't the only one who thought this might be forever it killed me when you were killed the first time. Ask Krillian he will come to my defense on that.
Say Goodbye to the girl you used to know.
Say Hello to the woman you'll never know.
I guess we did go on too long. I did start to change into this other person even before he came. I grew up and decided I wanted a family, to run my company, and to have children. I know for a fact you would have been quite content to remain a desert bandit for the rest of your life. We don't want the same things and writing this letter it becomes more and more clear to me. I thought at the beginning I was writing you to tell you that Vegeta had changed me, but that's not true. I changed me. He just helped me finish.
Guess I could blame myself for being something else.
And being too afraid to make my stand.
But I've been carved out and held down in self-created chains.
So please let go as I close the door and walk away.
From now until the day I die I will be your friend. And my prayers go with you as all the important men in my life go to face an almost certain death. I would tell you about my worries about Vegeta and my baby but you wouldn't understand them. There are lots of my inner feelings that you wouldn't understand but that's why this has to end. That's why we will never be. I guess I should just close this letter since your already probably angry enough goodbye Yamacha remember our good times and try to understand me through my words.
Say Goodbye to the girl you used to know.
Say Hello to the woman you'll never know.
Sincerely
Bulma.