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Well I tallied all the votes and this story will be a Sailor Moon/Gundam Wing crossover with a Usagi/Heero pairing. Thank you to all whom reviewed and voted. Those of you who left your e-mail address were given some pre-knowledge of a future component in the story. To those of you of you I e-mailed and you replied I thank you. And now onto the story.
Double Image-Part 1 Drama PG 13
Fear raced through the heart of her soul. In front of her were four deadly adversaries, shadows. A sense of foreboding wrapped around her mind. Burning eyes of green, orange red, and blue, that's all she could see. In her she could feel a certain sense of familiarity but couldn't place it. Suddenly the one with blue eyes hissed
"Things are never what they seem, though for most it bears no consequence, for you it means death."
Then suddenly, they lunged!
Usagi sat up gasping, her crystalline blue eyes wide, showing her inner turmoil. After she managed to regain herself, she checked to see if Luna had awoken. She hadn't and Usagi thanked God for small miracles. After staying still for one minute more, Usagi then gently got out of bed, grabbed her robe, and crept out unto her balcony. Once on the balcony she leaned against the edge, closing her eyes she felt a gentle breeze caress her cheek. After what seemed like an eternity Usagi let out a soft sigh, not of content but of weariness and of sadness. As her mind wandered back to her earlier dream the shadow's message came back in a flash.
'Things are never what they seem, though for most it bears no consequence, for you it means death,' Usagi mentally recited to herself. 'What the hell does that mean! Well, whatever it means I don't think I'll tell the senshi…. Except maybe Pluto, but I'll do that tomorrow,' Usagi decided.
Usagi let out another soft sigh, and let her mind drift through her thoughts and despair. Soon it came to the main thought, the reason of her despair…Her Destiny.
'Why
was I chosen to have this destiny?' She asked herself. 'I hate
it, I hate it all. My past, my destiny in the future, heck my whole damn life.
I don't even know if the senshi are my friends because I'm the princess, future
queen, or because of Chibi-usa. The same is true for Mamoru. Is he with me because
of our past, Chibi-usa (He's certainly fond of her.), or because he'll be king
if he marries me. I wish I knew. The
only senshi I truly trust and believe in is Setsuna. She's like an older
sister, someone I can just talk to and not worry about being judged. Set-chan
is the only one I've really opened up to and the only one who knows who I
really am on the inside.'
Suddenly with quick and precise movement, liked she'd planned to do it the whole time, Usagi stood on the balcony edge. She closed her eyes and felt the wind whip around her face, combing its way through endless silken unbound hair. Gently she opened her crystalline blue eyes, no longer haunted. They showed all and yet hid everything. A million thoughts were rushing through her mind, twisting and curving trying to make her hear them, to make her get down and go inside. In response she simply locked them in the deepest recesses of her mind; the place where she really hid. However in doing this she let herself out, the real her, and the thoughts she had begun to consider were brought to her attention once more.
'It
would be so easy to jump, to jump and just end it all. All I have to do is let
go. I wonder if I would fly, but only angels can fly and all I have are broken
wings made out of my scarred soul, torn up heart, and shredded dreams; and those
can never make you fly, only fall.'
**What about the people of Earth? Without you what would they do?** exclaimed a voice from inside her head.
'They never needed me, besides
Chaos was the last before the great freezing, Set-chan said so. Nothing can
happen to them if they never awaken. Besides
if something did happen the other senshi could handle it. And…Wait a minute!
Who the Hell are you anyway?!!'
**Who I am is not important at the moment. I am here solely for the purpose
of making sure you live, and if you weren't such a baka we wouldn't be having
this problem.**
'That's it I'm jumping.' Usagi said lifting one foot in preparence.
**Wait! I'm sorry okay; it's just that I'm missing the Mind Bowl. It's
doubt against love. I got me a bet on Love. She always wins.**
'Dead Silence' 'Okaaaaaaaaaay. Sure, whatever. What am I supposed
to call you anyway? The voice?' Usagi
asked "The Voice."
**I don't know it's never come up.**
'Let me think …Wait a minute I
got! How about A.P.V.'
**What's A.P.V.? **
'Annoying Pesky Voice.'
'silence' ** I HATE you.**
'The feeling is mutual pal. I'll
call you VIMH.'
**I hate to ask but what is VIMH?**
'VIMH means Voice in my head.
Yeah, I know it's not the most original but it'll work. By the way if you were
going to try to get me not to jump you better start talkin before I start
walkin.'
**Okay, Okay let me think. Hmmmmmmmm…I know what about Queen Serenity,
or your parents they'll miss you.**
'Not likely. First of all I'm
adopted and I don't like my foster parents. Second of all Queen Serenity is
dead. In fact if I jumped I'd be able to…'
**Alright**VIMH said
quicklyb** What about Naru, all your
friends the senshi?**
'Naru and I never really speak
anymore. I don't think she ever really liked me. As for the senshi, well as far
as I know they are only my friends because of what I am and not who I am.'
**Geez you're hard to please. Surely you won't leave Mamoru? He'll die
of heartache.**
'I don't love Mamoru. Yes,
Serenity may have loved Endymion, but that was 10,000 years ago. Die of
Heartache? Yeah heartache of the fact that he won't be King or that Chibi-usa
won't be born. I know he doesn't love me so I say forget him. Anything else?'
**You mentioned Chibi-usa. What about her?**
'I do care for Chibi-usa but I
refuse to let her grow up in a family without love. It could mentally scar her
for life.'
**Okay I have one more idea. If this doesn't work I give you permission
to jump, Okay?**
'Okay. Let's hear it.'
**If you jump then what about Pluto. I mean she…**
'Alright you made your point I
won't jump. It never crossed my mind how painful my death would be for her. She
is really my only family, my only friend, and I will never hurt her like people
have hurt me.'
**Thank the Goddess. Oh, and about Mamoru, he may not be right for you
but there's someone for you out there. Don't give up faith. I have to go now
but I'll be back. Ja ne.**
'Ja ne.' Usagi mentally said to VIMH as his presence
faded from her awareness.
Usagi gently stepped off the edge of the balcony onto safety. After
giving another soft sigh Usagi went back inside, crawled into bed, and fell
into a restless sleep. Not knowing there was someone else feeling and doing the
same thing. Someone who would soon change her world in way she could never
expect.
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