IN MY DREAMS (Ep
IN MY DREAMS (Ep. 14)

Title: Lost and Found

Author: Shannon (aka on Fanfiction.net, superCANDYgirl)

E-mail: slaygirl2000@yahoo.com

Disclaimer: I do not own Roswell. I also don't own any of the songs used, they belong to Bif Naked and Lonestar, and whoever owns them.

Rating: R, mostly for one part that is sort of un-episody (meaning it wouldn't get to air on TV) but that I couldn't resist putting in

Category: M&M

Summary: Okay, I can't summarize this episode. So just read please.

Spoilers: Everything up to the end of season 2.

Distribution: If you want it take it, but let me know please.

Feedback: YES!!! Feedback is the food of life. Or fanfiction at any rate.

Author's Note: Starts shortly after "Alien Abductee" left off, on the same night. Also, I need some help. For the season finale of this series, I need a song for the last scene. I'm looking for something in the style of U2's "Walk On" that was played at the end of "Departure". Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. J

Air Date: February 26, 2002

Isabel opened her eyes, and growled in frustration. She had been trying to dreamwalk Peter DeLuca again, and without any luck, as usual. The rest of the house was empty. Max and Liz had gone with Kyle and Jim to pick up the rest of the supplies for the rescue mission, while Isabel stayed home and tried to find out where said rescue mission was to take place. They had been in there a week now. Isabel knew that at this point time was something they didn't have, and every time she failed to get the information they needed, the panic that she had been suppressing since Michael and Maria had disappeared came closer to the surface. She decided to go downstairs, and get a glass of water. She didn't really think it would help, but it was all she could come up with. When Isabel returned to her room a couple of minutes later, she nearly jumped out of her skin. Sitting on her bed was Peter DeLuca. Isabel turned to run out the door, but it slammed shut before she had the chance. When she tried, Isabel found it was practically welded to the frame. She looked around wildly for another escape, but the only other way out of her room was the window, and Peter DeLuca stood between her and it. Standing as far away from him as possible, and trying to hide her panic, Isabel asked, "Mr. DeLuca?"

He looked up at her, grinning evilly. When Isabel met her eyes, something told her it wasn't him. Something subconscious in her recognized him, knew he wasn't Peter DeLuca, not anymore. "Wrong," he told her, as realization dawned on her.

"Khivar," Isabel gasped, eyes wide with fear. She placed her hand on the door, and tried to discreetly undo what he had done to keep it shut. But in a flash he was in front of her, and tossed her up against the opposite wall.

"Hello, Vilandra. It's been a while," he said with no emotion. "I hope you haven't forgotten me." Isabel gave no reaction. Then her entire body convulsed as he filled her mind with memories of them from Antar. After a minute, Isabel shoved him off, and stood breathing heavily, shaking her head. "Now do you remember?" he asked her.

Forcing the images out of her head, Isabel asked shakily, "What do you want?"

He looked thoughtful. "What do I want? Well I wanted my deal fulfilled, but apparently it was too much work for Nicholas. Who knew Ava was so strong willed. I wanted you to deliver your brother to my servant, but you surprised me. Smarter than you were before, you knew I wouldn't give you up once I had you. Now, I have two of you. I intend to take the rest, and kill all of you for all the trouble you've caused me. And this time, I will get what I want." Peter/Khivar had been advancing on Isabel, and now had her pinned against a wall, his back to the window.

Isabel looked at him defiantly, though she was incredibly confused. What the hell did Nicholas have to do with the deal? "We won't give you anything you want. You won't succeed."

He smirked at her. "I think I will. Rath and Micaela will be dead before the sun rises." Micaela? Isabel wondered silently. "Your brother will join them soon. As will you."

"I don't think so." Peter/Khivar whirled around to come face to face with Max and Liz. Before he could say anything, Max placed his hand on the man's chest and started sending bolts of energy through him. Essentially he was electrocuting him. Isabel and Liz each grabbed one of his arms that were flailing around wildly, trying to strike Max, and did the same thing. Isabel also did a quick search through his memory, desperate to find what they needed before he died. Finally, the man collapsed to the floor. His body was burnt, and was one of the most truly disgusting things Isabel had ever seen. Max checked to see if he had a pulse, and found that there was none. The three of them stood around the body.

"What do we do with this?" Liz asked. Isabel was impressed the girl hadn't thrown up yet, because she certainly looked like she was going to.

Before anyone could respond, the body on the floor jerked up, and the eyes flew open. The three of them jumped back. "He's coming for you," Peter DeLuca told them. His body convulsed once more, then he fell back to the floor, dead for good this time.

"We burn it," Max said, a bit shaken up by the whole thing.

"Max," Isabel said. He and Liz looked at her. "I know where Michael and Maria are."

Maria lay on the bed in their cell, while Michael sat beside her, holding her hand. They knew they had to get out of there before morning, so Maria was trying to reach Isabel. But she was so upset and afraid, that she was having trouble falling asleep. Finally, she managed to drift off. She found herself in a place that was all grey. It was like she wasn't in a dream but an area between dreams. She wandered blindly for a few minutes before she felt another presence. "Isabel?" she called.

"Maria?" Isabel shouted back. The girls still could not see each other, but by following the sound of each other's voice they were able to find one another relatively quickly.

"Isabel," Maria began desperately, "You have to find us. Now. They're taking the baby out in the morning. They're going to kill me and Michael. If you're not here we're escaping on our own."

"It's okay, Maria. We know where you are. It's three hours away from here, we just left. We'll be there as soon as we can, just hold on," Isabel assured her.

Maria breathed a sigh of relief. "Thank God. You guys have everything."

Isabel nodded. "Just be ready. Go over the plan with Michael, he's missed parts of it."

"Parts of what?" Michael asked, stepping forward. Maria must have pulled him in with her when she fell asleep.

"We're on our way Michael," Isabel told him. "Don't worry. I'm gonna go, conserve strength and all, but Maria will explain everything to you."

"Isabel!" Maria called as the girl began to disappear. "How did you find us?"

Isabel hesitated. "Long story. Maria, I'm sorry, but your father's dead."

Maria took that in. "Don't be. He wasn't my father anymore anyways." Isabel nodded, then vanished. Maria turned to Michael. "We've got a plan, Spaceboy."

Michael looked at her. "I don't have to sing again, do I?"

Maria laughed. "No, I wouldn't put myself through that again."

Michael nodded, relieved, and then realized what she had just said. "Hey!" he cried, more nervous then offended. Maria smiled, and then proceeded to tell him the plan she, Isabel, and Liz had come up with.

When Maria had explained what was going to happen to Michael, they both woke up. In his sleep, Michael had come to lie across Maria. Now he shifted so that he lay beside her, along the length of her body, and propped himself up on one arm. She stared up at him, and he knew that her eyes were a reflection of his own, filled with fear and tentative hope. Despite the fact that their rescuers were on their way, neither Michael nor Maria could stop the overwhelming sense of dread that was filling them up. What if Max and the others didn't make it on time? Or what if they did, but they were killed anyways? What if tonight really was the last night they would ever be together? As Michael watched her, he knew she was thinking the same thing he was. He saw as the emotions showing in her eyes changed, need and desire now filling them. Michael felt his heart beat faster and could hear Maria's breath grow ragged as he ran his hand lightly along her side. "Michael," Maria whispered hoarsely. The question was obvious in her voice, and their lips met in an instant. Their kisses were always hot and fiery, but none had ever been quite like this one. All of their desire, fear, anger, pain, and love were poured into it. Their tongues fought for their lives and hands groped desperately. Michael's hands and lips traveled all over Maria's body, his eyes wide with wonder. He needed to memorize her, all of her. The way she felt against him, the way her skin tasted, the way she looked with her body rising and falling beneath his, the way her breath came in short gasps, and she moaned his name. Whatever they did to him tomorrow, they could never destroy his memory of her. Michael wasn't sure when his mouth reached hers again or when their clothes wound up on the floor. But he knew the second he was inside her, because for the first time since this whole ordeal had begun he felt complete. Making love to Maria was more than just a joining of bodies, it was a union of souls. As they moved together, Michael filling Maria as much as he possibly could, his hands continued to travel along her sides, while hers ran over his back and arms. Michael was aware that with every movement of her hands she was healing the cuts and burns that lay where she touched. He was also aware that every scrape she removed was replaced with one from her hands, as she tried to crawl as deeply inside of him as he was in her. And Michael let her in the only way he knew how. He let go of all control over his mind, opening himself up completely to her. Maria cried out at the onslaught of visions as Michael's head filled with images from her. They saw the darkest corners of each other's souls, fantasies the creator barely acknowledged, childhood memories that were long lost, every feeling the other had ever had. Then the nature of the visions changed, and they were all of each other. Michael realized Maria was seeing the same things he was, something that had never happened before. They watched their moments together, Michael seeing through Maria's eyes, and Maria through his. Then it changed again. The visions were still of each other, but something was different. It was still Michael and Maria, but the faces and time were wrong. They were things Michael didn't recognize. He tried to hold on to one of the visions, to understand it's meaning, but they flew by too fast for him to process. Then suddenly his head cleared and he was staring into Maria's face beneath him. Their mouths met to muffle the cries that echoed inside their heads as they came together. When his breathing returned to semi-normal speed and the stars that had filled his vision cleared, Michael opened his eyes. He wasn't sure when Maria had started crying, and was more surprised to realize that his face was also wet with tears. He rolled onto his back and held Maria tightly to him, whispering words of love to her while she cried into his shoulder.

Amy DeLuca sat in the back of the Valenti's car. Liz had tried to talk her out of coming, but Amy had insisted. She was going to be there to help her daughter, even if it killed her. Her baby was in trouble and that was all that mattered. Jim and Kyle sat in the front going over the plan. Liz, Max, and Isabel were behind them in the new Jeep. All traffic laws were being broken as the six sped towards Maria and Michael, knowing there was no time to lose. Even though everyone was trying to come off as confident, the fear filling each of them was displayed all over their faces. Even going 100 miles an hour, Amy was still afraid she wouldn't reach her baby in time.

Michael and Maria sat in their cell, tense and ready to do battle. About an hour ago Maria had used her powers to remove the drug from Michael's system. He hadn't received another dose of it in the past three days, and it had worn off enough that she was able to clean it out with little effort. Michael had full use of his powers again, but was still somewhat weakened from all the tests they had done. Now it was just a question of waiting. Everyone involved knew that if the doctors came for Michael and Maria before the others got there, the two would use their powers and make a break for it. But everyone was hoping it wouldn't come to that. Michael and Maria had little knowledge of the building, and would likely get caught before they made it out. Isabel had been able to get a complete map of the place, or at least of what they needed to know, before Peter DeLuca had died. Max had seen it also, and so they were the ones who were going to be leading the way out. So now Michael and Maria sat hoping their rescuers wouldn't be too late.

Maria shifted beside him, and started singing softly to herself. Michael caught the lyrics and chuckled at her choice. "Spaceman, oh spaceman, come rescue me from this, calling all aliens, come rescue me!" she sang under her breath.

"Why does Max get to be Spaceman, and I'm Spaceboy?" Michael complained jokingly.

Maria looked up and smiled at him. She was about to say something, but suddenly she froze. A moment later she snapped out of it and turned to Michael. "They're here."

Isabel opened her eyes and nodded to the other five. Maria knew they were there. Moving as silently as possible, dressed all in black and cloaked in darkness, the 6 people moved towards the entrance of the cave that lead to the entrance to the compound. Max and Isabel used their powers to take out the two guards that blocked the cave. Then Isabel disrupted the video cameras, created a security system error. The feed to the monitors from all cameras was cut off. It would show up as a system crash, and would give them some time to get in and out undetected. Then they ran through the cave, following Isabel until they reached the entrance. Four guards stood there, but not for long. When they were down, Isabel, Max, Kyle, and Liz took their weapons, like they did with the first two. Amy and Jim had come armed. Max changed his fingerprints and eyes to match those of one of the guards. He passed the security check, and the six entered the building. The immediately split into two teams and headed in opposite directions. Isabel, Amy, and Kyle started for the generator room, all the power for the building came from there. Meanwhile, Max, Liz, and Jim ran to get Michael and Maria.

Five minutes after she received the psychic message from Isabel, Maria began mindwarping the guards outside the door. She knew that there were always two, and was able to enter both their minds relatively easily. Michael stood ready to pounce if they broke out of it, and ready to run when Max and the rest showed up. The door swung open and Max, Liz and Jim came in.

"Man, am I glad to see you," Michael said, visibly relieved. Maria was still concentrating on keeping the mindwarp up, but smiled gratefully at her friends. Max tossed the two of them the extra guns they had snatched from the guards. Michael looked at him questioningly.

"Back-up," Max said simply. Michael nodded. "Let's go, we haven't got long." They ran out of the room together, the door closing behind them, and right past the oblivious guards. For someone who just recently got alien abilities, Maria did good work. When they rounded the corner and were out of viewing range, Maria dropped the mindwarp. Two guards came around another corner.

"Hey!" they shouted when they saw the five teens and Sheriff Valenti. A blast of energy from Michael took both of them out, and they continued running towards the exit. Suddenly, there was a shot from behind them, and it grazed Maria's side. She cried out in pain and Max whirled around. Down the hall, the two guards Maria had mindwarped were coming after them. Max fired two rounds, and both of them fell to the ground. Maria healed herself as best she could while moving, but the wound was deeper than she had thought, and she knew they had to get out of here fast. With Michael's help, she pressed forward. They heard shouts from another corridor and saw Isabel, Amy, and Kyle running towards them as fast as they could. Then red emergency lights started flashing and a siren blared. Footsteps could be heard clamouring down the hall, not to far from where they were. As Isabel and the others caught up to them, Max shouted, "What happened?"

"They found us!" Isabel shrieked as she blasted another agent.

"Did you do it?" he shouted, shooting a doctor in the leg and finishing him with his powers.

"This place will blow in ten minutes. We have to be out of here by then!" Isabel yelled.

Then no one talked as they continued to be stormed. Injuries were received on both sides, but the CIA suffered the only fatal ones. Bullets and energy blasts flew all around them as the 8 people who had come to be a family moved towards the exit. The battle raged, but they finally reached the stairs that lead to freedom. Isabel went first to clear the way. Amy and Liz followed with Jim. Michael and Maria had just started up the stairs when the explosion was heard. Deep in the underground, the explosives attached to the generator went off. The entire place would blow within a matter of minutes. "Max!" Michael shouted. Max and Kyle took care of the last two guards after them and dove into the stairwell. The four ran up the stairs, Michael carrying Maria, and ran out into the cave. They didn't stop until they reached the cars, parked a few hundred yards away from the rock formation that held the cave. They watched as the ground collapsed and the rock formation sunk into the ground, destroying the compound. Somehow they all knew that this would be the end of the special unit, in any government agency.

Michael laid Maria on the ground. Her wound had gotten worse and she was clearly exhausted from the fight. Her face was pale and her lips blue, and Michael was scared to death, but he wasn't going to lose her. "Maria," he pleaded with her, "Maria please baby, look at me." Her breathing heavy, she opened her eyes just enough to meet his. Michael placed his hands over her stomach, and felt the connection that came easily to them. She was weak, on the verge of dying, and he could feel her despair. Focusing, he set to work on healing her. As he repaired the damage, he felt someone else in there with him, helping him. The baby, he realized. As Michael finished healing the woman he loved, an image of a little blond girl filled his head. She smiled at him, then disappeared, and Michael was back in the desert. Maria was healed, but she still hadn't moved. Then her eyes opened, filled with tears, and she sat up. Michael immediately pulled her into his arms, and held her against him with all his strength. The others had repaired their injuries, and were watching the scene before them with amazement.

Maria cried into his chest, her arms wrapped tightly around his neck. "I was so scared," she whispered.

"I know," Michael said rocking her gently, his own tears falling into her hair. "I was too. I was so afraid I was going to lose you. Maria, god, I, I love you so much, and if I lost you, I don't know…" Michael broke off as he realized what he wanted. "I don't want to wait," he blurted out, pulling back to look at her. At her confused expression, he continued. "I don't want to wait until school's over to marry you. I love you. Now and forever. And I don't want to wait five months and have it be too late, have something take you away from me. Please, marry me now." He searched her eyes, and she smiled at him through her tears. Speechless, she simply nodded, and kissed him, holding him like she would never let go.

In a conference room, twelve men in black suits sat around a glass top table. Only one spoke. "We have twice tried and twice failed. Tests results from our most recent effort reveal that these subjects are more human than we had originally thought. They have human bodies and human emotions. They only times they have shown hostility was when they were threatened by us. Therefore, it is by order of this council that all branches of the special unit be permanently shut down. The agents will be reassigned, and any record of the unit's existence will be destroyed. As for the specimens, we will continue to observe Roswell. Should they show any sign of ill-will towards Earth, they will be eliminated immediately. Until then, they will be free to live their lives as human beings. Meeting adjourned."

Every time our eyes meet / This feeling inside me / Is almost more than I can take / Baby when you touch me / I can feel how much you love me / And it just blows me away♪

Michael stood at the altar in the small chapel. It was by no means a big wedding, but it was perfect for him and Maria. Max stood beside, dressed in a tux similar to his own. Amy sat next to Jim, crying softly. Kyle was with them. Max's and Liz's parents were also present but that was it. Michael was nervous but in no way did he have doubts about what he was about to do. He looked over to Max, who smiled at him and nodded towards the back of the chapel. Michael looked over and his heart skipped a beat at the sight before him.

I've never been this close to anyone or anything / I can hear your thoughts / I can see your dreams ♪

Liz and Isabel walked down the aisle in front her, dressed in strapless baby-blue dresses. Maria came in behind them. Her dress was simple, but elegant, with spaghetti straps and a skirt that swirled gently around her legs. She looked up and looked eyes with Michael who was staring at her with pure awe. She smiled at him, tears of joy glistening on both their faces.

I don't know how you do what you do / I'm so in love with you / It just keeps getting better ♪

Liz stood at the altar watching two of her closest friends get married. She still couldn't believe she was here. A year ago, if someone had told her that Michael and Maria would be getting married before they even finished school, she would have laughed. All of them would have. But so much had changed in a year, and now here they were. She didn't think even Maria and Michael could believe it. But she had never seen two people so in love, and had never been happier for her friend.

I want to spend the rest of my life / With you by my side / Forever and ever / Every little thing that you do / Baby I'm amazed by you

Maria smiled contentedly against Michael's chest. The reception was held outside, in the Valenti's backyard. It was dark outside now, but all the stars in the sky seemed to be glowing for them. Maria danced standing on Michael's feet so he wouldn't step on them. He never had mastered dancing, but Maria loved him more for trying. She sighed happily as he whispered the words to the song in her ear. Michael was actually a good singer, when the song was right. And everything about tonight was right.

The smell of your skin / The taste of your kiss / The way you whisper in the dark / Your hair all around me / Baby you surround me / You touch every place in my heart

Michael pushed open the door to the hotel room. Maria was cradled in his arms. With a flick of his wrist all the candles inside lit up, and gentle music began playing. He placed her down in front of the bed, and she stood before. He kissed her, tenderly at first then with more passion. She pushed off his jacket and undid his shirt. Then he moved his lips from her mouth and down to her neck. Maria sighed, and leaned her head back. Michael circled around behind her, kissing her shoulders, neck, and upper back. His mouth never left his body as he unzipped her dress and pushed the straps off her shoulders. It fell to the ground and she turned to face him. She was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.

Oh it feels like the first time every time / I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes ♪

Maria didn't know why she was nervous. She had been with Michael hundreds of times before. But tonight was different. As he laid her gently back against the bed, Maria felt like she was flying and falling all at the same time. The entire night had been like a dream, but now, lying here with him, she knew it was all real. That all her dreams had come true, and she really was going to be with him for the rest of her life. It amazed her. The joy that filled her, and the strength of her love for him absolutely blew her away. She looked into his eyes, and could see that he was feeling the same thing she was. They spent the night making love, completely amazed by the other.

I don't know how you do what you do / I'm so in love with you / It just keeps getting better / I wanna spend the rest of my life / With you by my side / Forever and ever / Every little thing that you do / Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do / I'm so in love with you / It just keeps getting better / I wanna spend the rest of my life / With you by my side / Forever and ever / Every little thing that you do / Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you