Lost in her thoughts:


Here I am. Sitting here with Nori Norri in my hand.
But i'm not rapping, i can't. I just don't feel like it. Why does
everyone think I'm such a happy person? It's almost
impossible to be happy all the time! I just act happy because
people expect me to be like that.
"ehhh?? Sana-chan isn't rapping?! What's going
on! Is the sky going to fall?? AAAAHH!" Babbit said as he/she...
it fell from the ceiling. I looked at it.
"Fine! You want me to rap... you dumb bat?" I said
with an angry tone.
"uh.... o.0;; it would help." Babbit said. I put Nori
Nori in front of me. Here I go... ready to rap...

"I'm a great big TV star!"
nori nori "I'm a great big tv star!"
I'm a great big TV star!"
"I'll smile anywhere! Near and far!"
nori nori " I'll smile anywhere! Near and far!"
"Smiling is what everyone expects me to do!
I'm sana-chan, so i guess it's true!
But what would happen if...
I didn't smile one bit?
Babbit " the sky would fall! AH!"
" ::ignoring babbit:: I shouldn't worry about that,
no no!
I'm sana-chan so GO GO GO!"
nori nori "So GO GO GO!"

"Ugh! I can't rap anymore these days." I say as I
throw Nori Nori across the room.
"Tell it all to Babbit! Babbit will make Sana-chan
normal again!" Babbit said. What's up with that thing anyway?
"I've just been thinking about my real feelings. I
need someone to talk to..." I say. Hayama... if only he was
still here. I've been broken ever since he left... 1 year ago.
It wasn't noticable at first, but after the first 3 months I
completly broke down. He's the only one who completly
understands me! I've been lost in my thoughts ever since!
If I could at least see him for real. Yeah, we use buru buru
once in a while... but it's not the same.
"Hayama...." I whisper to myself.
"Just use buru buru to talk to him... BAAAAKA!"
babbit said. he called me a baka /
"It's not the same..." i say.
"Well, then Babbit says to tell him how you feel!
That's the only way he'll know!" Babbit said. We usually use
"buru buru code" to talk... er... send messeges. The reason
we don't wanna use the phone is because our parent's
wouldn't be very happy. For some reason, they got into a
fight. That's the reason Hayama moved away in the first
place.
"Okay... here goes.." I say as I press the button
on buru buru. No response.
"Hayama's not making buru buru respond..."
I said kind of sadly.
"Maybe he's out with his girlfriend! ^^"babbit
sugested. I gave him the evil look and practicly killed the
bat. He probably does have a girlfriend by now. We are
14. *sigh* I leave a messege for hayama on buru buru.
It says:

Hayama! It's me.... annoying sana-chan! We really need
to talk. It's important (really) ja ne!

"That's *IT*?!" babbit said.
"Hey! It's short but right to the point. Just how
guys like it ^^ " I said smiling. Whenever I think of Hayama
I feel like smiling. That's the only time I really do feel like
smiling. I admit... I have been a bit depressed. I haven't
been going to Komawari and i've been wearing my hair
out. My friends at school always comment on how i'm
not hyper, but I just tell them I didn't have enough sugar
that morning. I'm pretty sure they don't belive me.
~~~
It's been 3 hours and Hayama still hasn't
responded. All of a sudden.. buru buru starts to shake!
I grab it. There's a messee from Hayama:

Sana-chan. What do you want to talk about? I mean
really!

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